I couldn’t find a way to sleep, as I toss and turned for hours and still wasn’t able to sleep. I couldn’t stop thinking about the new life ahead and how all of these is sudden. Apparently, I found out that Chloe and Crystal were also here and I’m glad that they did not throw a fit although I heard that they were against the thought that Carson chose me to be with her but I no longer mind it anymore. They did not apologize and admitted their mistakes but that’s fine, who am I anyway? And life isn’t this miraculous s**t where things get fixed at instant. I only have three hours left for sleep before we get ready to head off and I’m not quite sure if I’ll let myself sleep or just sleep on the plane. My phone suddenly rang, and I forgot to turn the notifications off, and it rang so raucously

