Deep Down In Sin

Autumn "You calling me because I didn't show up to the doctors appointment are you serious right now girl"? "Josh yes I'm serious the f**k I didn't make this baby on my own". "Autumn look I already told you I got other s**t in my life that I gotta deal with the baby ain't even here yet and you getting on my f*****g nervous about it". "You know what f**k you Josh I'll find another nigga to play daddy since I can't get you to f*****g do right" . *click* One Hour Later... Dammit I'm going to be late for school this baby just wasn't letting me be great this morning I mean morning sickness really got to me this morning. Plus now with me being three months my stomach was starting to show which means more of my clothes were starting to get tight. Seem like now only thing that I was comfortable wearing was leggings and big t-shirts. Coming downstairs my cousin Arkel was waiting she took one look at me and replied "girl rough morning"? "Yes my clothes are starting to get tight I need to go shopping asap". "Girl we can do that after school lets go we're late" I sighed taking my phone off the charger. "You talked to your baby daddy yet"? She asked as we were going out the door. "Four days later he returns my phone call this morning and like always we were fussing". "Girl I'm trying to tell you it's that stupid girlfriend of his in his ear you need to put her in her place". Arkel was talking about Josh's girlfriend Danisha this was the girl who tried to fight me when I told Josh I was pregnant. I mean for what Josh told me they weren't together the night we conceived this baby so I don't know why the b***h was so mad. When Josh told her about me being pregnant the girl pulled up to the f*****g school to fight me made a scene and everything. When Arkel was about to fight her for me being that I was pregnant and couldn't risk hurting or losing the baby she backed down, but now every week she was either throwing shade on twitter, snapchat or f*******: about me and hell I was returning the favor. "What she mad about this week anyway"? Arkel asked me as she backed out the driveway. "I posted the video of my belly last night and Josh screen recorded it and posted it on his snap". "The f**k that's what she's mad about"? "Either that or the fact that I met Josh's mom and dad like last week". Arkel looked at me "b***h what are you serious you didn't tell me that"? I nodded and replied "she reached out his mom, she was like Josh told her he had gotten me pregnant and that she and his dad wanted to be active grandparents. So they met me and being the petty b***h that I am I took a picture with them and posted it on f*******:". Arkel replied "see I deactivate my f*******: remember so I don't see s**t anymore well what did Josh say about you meeting up with them"? "Girl we fussed so much this morning about other s**t that we didn't even get to that". Arkel shook her head "and here me and Red thought y'all two would be perfect for each other I guess we were wrong". I sigh "super wrong this is what my ass get though because I was f*****g wild as hell I needed this to slow me down. Sounding like my momma right now, but that s**t is embarrassing me not even knowing who my baby daddy was and s**t felt like I was on Maury that night thinking about who out of three men could be the father". "Cousin it's okay look your going to be a great mother with or without the help of Josh". I sucked my teeth "oh Josh is going to help either willingly or with the courts involved I'm not going to let him slide like my mother did my father. Child support for three hundred Alex" I said quoting jeopardy. s**t and I meant that too when this baby comes if Josh don't have his s**t together we're going to the courts and he's going to get right even if that means breaking a check every month. Josh "You want me to find out who your baby momma f*****g"? Red asked me. "Yea s**t you f*****g her cousin I know she be pillow talking" "Okay, but bruh why do you care to know who she f*****g if she just your baby momma"? I replied annoyed "man just ask her damn cousin alright"? "Alright man, but what if she is"? That was something I didn't want to think about I mean Autumn knew who the f**k I was she wouldn't do no dumb s**t like be f*****g another nigga with my baby in her. Now when she dropped my seed then she was free to f**k and suck whoever like she been doing before my stupid ass got her pregnant, but until then she was on lock down. "You and Danisha good yet" Red asked popping open another beer. "Yea something like that I mean if I don't bring up Autumn and the baby we straight. Right we straight it's just she pissed that Autumn met my parents before she did". Red replied "baby momma met auntie"? I nodded and said looking around and leaning in "yea man and s**t I was surprise ma dukes likes her and you know my moms don't like no girl I f****d with that's why I haven't let Danisha meet her". "Damn well that's a good thing". Red said before taking a sip of the beer. "Nah man its not because now moms talking about me dumping Danisha and trying to make something with Autumn just because she's carrying my child". "I mean s**t it don't sound bad I mean you got the girl pregnant and didn't even try to see where s**t would go before Danisha ass came crying back on your doorstep". I couldn't believe Red was talking like this right now I think this third beer of his was getting to his brain. He knew I loved Danisha and that Autumn was only suppose to be a one night stand thing to see if her p***y was good like the niggas said was. "I don't need to be cuffing no hoe bruh"? "s**t you already got her pregnant and you can change her into a housewife don't tell me you haven't been thinking about Autumn bruh. She fine as hell and I know you missed the p***y I don't care how drug you was you miss it don't you"? I sat back laughing trying to not answer the question "exactly tell me this when the last time you thought about Autumn in a s****l desire way"? I blew off because my boy was digging to deep in my s**t right now being nosey and s**t. "Come on bruh"? "fine this morning when I went back to sleep after getting off the phone with her I had a s*x dream I was f*****g her". Red laughed "see bruh you want the p***y again" I couldn't lie to my cousin he was already figuring s**t out "alright fine yea, but I don't wanna hurt Danisha". Red shook his head "okay then let Autumn live her life then and you live yours with Danisha". "I will once she drop this baby of mine". Red looked at with his eyes c****d like the Rock "will you"? I just laughed and stood up "man get out my house bruh damn"! I yelled with a smile on my face I was done with him getting in my head.