Feeling a little awkward after what Troy and I just did, I stand from the table and make Alexis a coffee, using that time to gather my thoughts and composure. It’s completely silent at the table, and I know that this is just as awkward for Troy considering their history, if not more. Alexis is blushing when I return with her coffee, and she keeps her eyes planted firmly in her lap. I don’t know what the worst part of this is for her, maybe that she loved Troy, maybe that she feels guilty. I wait until she takes a sip of her coffee before talking. “So, I don’t really know where to begin, but the main reason I wanted to talk to you, Alexis, is because I want you to know that there is no hard feelings on my part. Troy has explained the Sire bond to me, so I get it. I really valued you as a

