Alone in the dark

a tempory home

2 days later

South Carolina has got to be one the the best places i have visited in a long time 

The ocean is absolutely delightful and there is so many kind and caring humans 

There isnt as many wolves here but i wont complain since we are trying to keep these pups safe and they are my top priority currently 

The malls here are way bigger than back home they are 3 stories high and there are so many stores in the mall its mind blowing and almost to much to do in one day but we have enough food in the house to last awhile and we got enough essentals and baby stuff and i even got some new outfits to fit over my belly

tonight we are planning a lil cook out to make all feel at home i know its not the same as being at home but it is a start 

Joe and one of the guards Henry have been driving me nuts by not letting me with out being in arms reach hell they even try to follow me to the bathroom and i am losing my s**t i just need a moment after convincing Joe for over an hour he as agreed to let me walk down to the beach by my self

the only reason he lets me go is because its in our back yard and i will be only a 100yrds away from him or less so he will be able to keep eyes on me at all times 

i walk quietly to the beach and i set in the sand and relax a bit its so nice to get a moment to my self its been a bit since i have had a moment to my self and i honestly needed this all 

i dig my feet down into the sand and lean back letting the fresh air dance across my body the air is cool but the sand is still warm from the day sun beating on it 

the evening is so relaxing and peaceful 

i lose track of time and find my self lost in the waves as they hit the sand 

*well well well what do we have here* a man approaching me asks 

*my name is Ayla and i wouldnt recomend bothering me because my boyfriend is a lil possessive* i say i assume he is human 

*your mate is near by lil pup* this strange man says 

well now i know for sure its a wolf like me by the way he talks 

humans call their mates boyfriends or husbands ect 

we simply call them our mate so now i know it is a ware 

*what do you want* i ask a lil cocky

*you lil pup* he says as he jumps on me and covers my mouth 

i scream but its to muffled to hear and i fight this wolf as much as i can his weight is holding me down and he is strong 

*stop fighting lil pup because the more you fight the more it will hurt* he says as he pulls his pants down and pins me to the ground pushing my stomach into the sand and its very uncomfortable 

he has his hand tightly to my mouth and he wont let me go so i cant even alert joe and my guards 

i am scared, this man is about to rape me and its all my fault i cant even scream joe wont know until its to late unless he comes to check on me 

*joe please help me* i mind link hoping it goes threw to him 

i dont know how i forgot about our mind links but apparently under the stress i did

the man is trying to force my clothes off and i hear a big crash 

i cant help but hope its the fence being broke as Joe was coming to help me 

the next thing i feel is that man being ripped off me and Joe picking me up into his arms after he sets me up and pulls his shirt over my half dressed body 

*Ayla did he* joe asks and i cant even talk i just shake my head no 

i cry and sob as hard as i can unsure what else to do that was a close call and it was all my fault i should of listened to joe 

*joe i am sorry i should of listened to you* i cry to him as i pull my self even closer to him 

*no no baby that was not your fault only a pig would try to rape a innocent girl, that is no man he is a sick and twisted being and he will meet his maker and he will get all he deserves, Ayla i am sorry for making you feel so trapped and suffocated* joe says as he kisses my head over and a over 

i cant find the words to say i just cry harder and harder 

until i cry my self to sleep

joes pov

Ayla was almost raped i am so glad that bastard didnt hurt my mate 

but he will get his because he will be killed for his crimes i dont tolerate a woman abuser or rapest

Ayla cried her self to sleep in my arms and i do feel guilty because  i have been making her feel trapped i am scared to let her out of my sight becasuse i dont want  some thing to happen to her or my pups 

this is a nightmare i either have to smother my mate or give her freedom and worry my self sick if someone will try to bring harm of my mate and i dont want that i just want to live a normal life with her she should be able to enjoy life and not always look over her shoulder to ensure her safety and the safety of our pups this is not fair and i dont want her to feel like life will always be a pain in the ass

after we figure out who is after her and we get them eliminated it will all be alright again and she will be able to have her freedom and enjoy her self some but as of right now i need her to understand that all i do is because i love her and my pups and i want to keep them safe and i am sorry i am smothering her but i dont have much option currently