Alone in the dark

a bit of freedom

its been 2 days since ayla was almost raped and i think she needs to know that she is very appreciated and she deserves the world and i dont hold it against her because she did nothing wrong but i need her to know that she is a strong great women 

Aylas pov

Joe and i have honestly lost our selves 

we dont have all to much to worry about due to hardly any wolves around and noone knows who we really are because we had to change our name because we couldnt risk being attacked if someone did know who we were 

I am honestly miserable as the days go on its becoming harder and harder for me to do daily tasks and my wolf is driving me crazy because she wants to go for a run but she knows its not possible she just nags me all the times because she is going crazy without being able to shift and go for runs 

i understand her frustration but i am alos going crazy because i cant even tie my own shoes or cant even reach my feet my belly has grown out of control and its nearly impossible to find clothes big enough to fit over my belly 

my life is now leggins and stretchy clothes a long with lose sundresses as shirts and sandals i can just slip on because i cant have everyone stopping what they are doing to help me

*Ayla can you come here* joe yells up the steps 

*on my way* i yell back

i head down the steps to see what Joe needed me for 

*what did oh* i say 

joes pov

Today i planned a cute lil date for Ayla and i 

i placed blue rose petals threw out the house that lead out to the back deck i also have a candle lit path and its very percise and well planned there is lanturn lights handing all over the outside deck and it is truly  a wonderful sight Ayla will be in awe well atleast i hope she will be 

*what did oh* she says as she covers her mouth and walks towards me with tears falling down her face 

i am just hoping they are happy tears, she has been having alot of issues with the pusps growing size and its hard for her to get around anymore so i want her to know that she is very appreciated and she is doing an amazing job at being pregnant and she will be a great mom when the time comes 

i palnned a beautifil dinner with fresh ribs and steaks along with mashed potatoes and Gravy corn on the cob and dessert we are having carmel cheese cake with chocolate chips on it 

Ayla is in all awe just like i hoped she would be 

she sets down beside me and i place some food on her plate and then dish my self some food

*Joe this is amazing. thank you very much* she says 

*Ayla your welcome but you deserve this* i say

*Joe i dont tho i have been needy and complaining more than usual i have been emotional and short tempered and i am sorry* she says 

she has tears running down her face and i can see its tears of sorrow 

*Ayla you have no reason to be sorry! these pups are taking alot out of you and making it harder on you, you have not been needy or complaining or anything for that matter you have been amazing and taking carrying these pups very well you not only gave up your body for our pups but you also gave so much i am sorry i cant take the discomfort off of you and i am sorry you are miserable right now but in the end it will be all worth it* i say being honest 

*and i love you so very much Joe* she says 

*i love you Ayla* i say as i lean in and kiss her 

we finally begin to eat our meal that i have prepared for us 

dinner is really good and i must say i did well on all the food i usually dont cook often but this all turned out very well

*joe this is absolutely amazing you have out done your self* she says and i cant help but smile at her 

*i am glad you like it*i say

*like it i love it this has got to be the best food i have had in along time* she says 

i am honestly glad she loves her meal because i have worked very hard on preparing the meal for us and i am pleased that she is enjoying it 

*Ayla i have one more surprise for us* i say as i take her hand 

i lead her off the back porch and i hit a button on the railing and it lights up a path to the ocean with a blanket to watch the ocean but she doesnt know but there is also another surprise 

i planned for a boat to set off fireworks over the ocean to not only light up the ocean abut also the sky 

we set down onto the blanket and the fire works are to be set off in 15 mins 

we set and talk and wait for the moment when they set off the fireworks 

the first bang is set off and Ayla jumps 

*Wow thats beautiful* she says and it truely was

the ocean and sky lit up like magic it was truly amazing

*did you plan this to* she asks

*yes i did i hope you like it* i say to her 

*like it i love it this is breath taking* she says as she leans into my arms and kisses my cheek repeatadly

i love this girl she is so kind and caring and she always loves the smaller things in life 

the fireworks last about an hour and she loves them 

This girl is the easiest to please because i could buy her just 1 flower and she would love it and smile for days about it 

its the little things in life with her and i love that but she doesnt know it but she deserves the world 

i pick her up and carry her into the house after all the fireworks are done and she starts to get very tired 

later that night 

Ayla wakes up screaming and crying in the middle of the night and she scares the life out of me 

i dont know whats wrong or whats going on but i am quick to be at her side assessing her to make sure she is okay

*Ayla whats the matter* i ask 

*he is coming for me and he kills you* she says 

*who is coming for you* i ask confused

*a man he wants me and he wants you dead* she says '

fuck he must be targeting her dreams now and she knows that he is coming i need to talk to my parents and let them know just what is going on and that Ayla is in danger 

we cant risk her safety