She Thought

Chapter 2

“Okay guys, let’s introduce yourselves to get you know more” Our teacher said who’s excitedly to know us more.

When my seatmate stand up, I felt the pressure but I know that I am confident enough cause I believe in myself. Everyone if you feel sad because you lose confidence, always put in your mind that no one will believe you and its only yourself because you are the one who is going to build and show it up .

“Hi I am Zylezia C. Brosise, 15 years old and my motto in life is I don’t know what decisions I should make, but hoping that I’ll be happy of the choice I made.” I said.

I smiled because everyone are clapping and I felt proud of myself hihi.

“Wow taray naman HAHAHHAHA may pa motto motto kapa ha pero saylesiya dba?” He said to annoy me.

“Alam mo epal ka talaga sa buhay ko tanga at wag mong banggitin pangalan ko dahil ang panget pag ikaw tumawag!” I madly responded.

“Wow ha! Okay lang pogi naman ang mukha ko”He really pissed me off.

“Alam mo Axe umalis ka nga! Sawang sawa nako sa pagmumukha mo” I was really really pissed.

“Wow’! Parang hindi nakakacrush sa mukhang to” He smirked.

“Dzuh bahala ka sa buhay mo!”Then I walked out.

Hay nako first day of class nagagalit na ako ito kasing si Leehann Axell nakakairita! By the way, he has a huge part in my life kasi he’s my classmate ever since elementary until Grade 8 and he’s also my only boy bestfriend. So sinong hindi magsasawa diyan? Hihi he’s cute naman, he’s tall, has a good sense of humor, may dimple and meztiso so sinong hindi magkakacrush niyan sa elementary? chars HAHAHAH.

Then the first of school just ended like that. It felt happy and enjoyable but hay nakakairita talaga si Axe. While I was about to go home my friends was waving to me and said na we’re going to roam around in the coastal near the school and when I saw the ocean it felt nice hearing the sound of the waves and watching the sun sets .

Watching this moment make me asked, why do some things always goodbye with a good moment? Cause sunsets are the most beautiful things I witness who beautifully left. Watching the most beautiful moment with the most important people in my life but here in reality again we have to say goodbye to the happiest moment cause if we’re going to be stacked how would we learned about life?

“Lisha, can we talk?” I approached her.

“Oo, bakit?” she replied.

“You’re not feeling okay today and I want to ask you that are you really okay?” I worriedly asked.

“Huh? Yes, I am okay naman still fighting pero I know that I can because you are worried about me and you’re here also” she smiled.

“I don’t want you guys experienced something bad so I’m here to comfort you guys because I didn’t have any problems or challenges that I am facing right now” I replied.

“Well, swerte ka naman talaga sa buhay kasi may masaya kang pamilya, maganda ka, matalino ka at swerte ka” she said

“I just didn’t encounter some hard things in life just because I’m lucky but because I just don’t want to make myself miserable and also honey you are pretty, you are smart and you are blessed so why it looks like na ako lang? Tayong lahat lisha” I said and hugged her.

While going home I always look at the clouds and make a stories behind it and I thought this is a talent of mine how childishand I always wonder that how do clouds so be beautiful? Why all the creatures of this world including us so is so beautiful but one day we all peacefully leave on this beautiful earth.

I learned something today that as we moved and grow, people left time by time because they also need to grow and learn. We should be independent so that if we will be left, we can stand strong because we used to be left alone.

I hope when people leave me I hope that they will leave a beautiful scar and memories so that I will never be miserable and question life or hate life.

“Nak , you’re here na pala kumusta first day of school?” Mom asked and I blessed and kissed her to the cheeks.

“Okay naman po, I was happy” I smiled.

“Mabuti naman, pero nak may nagpadala nang sulat saiyo. I don’t know that you have a penpal love life ha, you’re really growing my princess” Mama said

“Po? Sulat? Kanino naman po yan mangagaling and Mom I doesn’t have a love life noh currently I’m still focusing on studies I doesn’t have time for that” I replied.

I am the only child that’s why I am spoiled and I am aware of it. People said we’re rich because we have a luxury house and my mom and dad have a furniture business. We’re complete and we’re happy and I’m always contented about it.My dad always taught me to be humble always. Maybe there are just emptiness about this home, TIME.

I entered to my room and scrolled on my Iphone, then I remember that I received a letter from a mysterious person then I dozed of thinking about who is this but my dream is really weird that I was crying to that guy while we we’re soaking under the rain so I woke up at 4 A.M. and read the letter.

Dear Lezia,

I hope you’re gonna read this as soon as you received it and I just wanted to tell you that I’m very grateful that you existed. Hoping that we will meet soon.

Love,

The one that God arranged