Pregnant with the Bad Boy

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“Come on, we're leaving now.” He took my hand and I looked confused at the dining room where his family was still and he laughed and smiled secretly at me as he continued to walk towards the entrance where it had started to rain and I turned around and looked at his wonderful face as he pulled me next to him with one arm and held out the arm for our jackets before he helped me with mine as the gentleman he was and put on the black coat, he of course looked like a million in it and I sighed happily when he turned up the collar and I saw the blue city jeep roll forward.

“Jennifer… I know you are afraid to drive now but I have probably drinking more then I should have…” he closed his eyes embarrassed and I looked nervously at the car, would it be as dangerous as I felt or was it time to face that fear too?

“I can ask them to call a car…” he was just about to pick up the phone when I put my hand on it, I wanted to try.

“I can do it, if you're with me.” I was so quirky with him when he smiled charmingly at me and I took the keys from his leather-clad hand and he went after me with a proud smile where I went one step ahead and jogged out in the rain and pulled myself used to it I never had done something else and put on my belt, he looked at me impressed with exaggeration, now I knew he was drunk.

“you are probably the first woman I have seen in high heels who can get into this car so quickly.” He laughed and I just smiled cute at him, I did not even care that he talked about driving other girls in this city jeep, he was mine and I was okay with him having a past just like I had.

“I like big cars.” I shrugged my shoulders and pressed the button for the engine, this I would never get used to.

He laughed again when it glistened in his eyes and he tilted his head back and looked tired, I just looked tenderly at his face where he sat, I hoped he would be able to stay awake the bit that was left.

I drove slowly forward and out on the road, of course so that it would rain, I stared at the road and drove as slowly as I could without disturbing the traffic on the busy streets of Little Rock centre.

Last time I was here at night I had been enchanted by all the lights that were here, but now I was just enchanted by him where he sat quietly and struggled not to fall asleep, I laughed low at his battle and turned out on a larger road that I remembered back to his place.

“You can sleep Grant.” I said the sentence lovingly and he had already closed his eyes and opened his big brown eyes and shook himself as he fought all he could before he gave up and sighed contentedly where he sat and I put my hand on his leg and hugged it quickly then he looked at me quickly half-awake already about to fall asleep again.

“thank you darling…” he closed his eyes and I smiled stupidly at what he had said when I drove calmly and stopped at a red light and looked at him quickly again, he had called me darling, it tickled me again when he said it and I knew I was ridiculous who even sat here and was chased over it but a large part of me had missed it I realized, Dylan had called me a babe all the time and it was his way of saying that I was special to him… or I hoped it anyway…. I let go of the thought and looked at Grant's sleeping face again where he sat with his arms crossed and his head lowered to his chest, he looked wonderful. I smiled again and it turned green again and I drove forward, it was not far left now, and I already felt more relieved even though it was raining, and it was dark outside, I did not want to be afraid anymore, not to drive, not for my feelings towards him or to move on after Dylan which I realized I have not done yet…

I would always love him just as Grant said about his wife, but I felt a strong love for Grant that made the other duller, as if it was still there but was in the background now against the feelings, I had for him.

I turned towards the garage and pressed the code, Grant really trusted me, I could have robbed him of everything he owned, and he just left me here, it was my turn to trust him now.

I drove in and parked so enough that it only took a quarter of an hour when I finally turned off the engine and leaned back sweaty, I had done it.

I looked at him where he slept, I had a bad conscience that I had to wake him, but I had to as I leaned forward and moved him gently and he woke up faster than I thought considering he was drunk, and he looked dizzy with me before he smiled and I took his hand and hugged it softly.

“Grant… we are here…” he just smiled again and nodded when I unbuttoned my belt and took a used step down and walked around to meet him when he was still sitting and I laughed, he had fallen asleep again.

“Unfortunately, I can’t lift you down.” I laughed again when he unbuttoned his belt and turned towards me and stepped down slowly as I laid my hands on him afraid that he would fall as he pulled his arm and my waist and kissed me on the head, I just smiled stupidly when he closed the door, and we went in together towards the elevator.

I pressed the code to his floor and then the button, he smiled at me as the doors closed and I saw us together for the first time, not when I was aroused or distracted by him, we looked good together, as if we belonged together as I smiled and looked shyly at his drunken tired eyes that had caught mine in the mirror.

“You are so beautiful…” his voice was admiration again and I turned my head towards his chest as it felt like I did not know what to take when he looked at me so intensely with such raw love in his eyes, it was scary and wonderful at the same time.

He laughed when the elevator went up and I walked with him slowly through the large hall and led him directly into the bedroom and put him a little too fast down on the bed and laughed until he was knocked out fully clothed with shoes and coat on and I sat squatted down in front of him and quickly laced up his shoes and pulled them off and the socks before I looked up at him again as he sat up on his elbows and watched my movements tenderly as I had done nothing more than just take him his shoes .

-you are probably the first woman since her to take off my clothes… his smile was nostalgic and I blushed again, he might have thought I was too forward and I stopped when he shook his head that I was going to withdraw.

“no I like it…” his voice was longing as I smiled confidently and pulled my hands up to his shoulders and pulled off his coat with a little help of his movements and put it on his side, he just looked at me when I started to pull down the tie on him, I did not quite know how to do and he laughed and pulled it up quickly himself before he put his hand down again.

I looked expectantly at how my hands moved over the buttons on his shirt and I pulled hands over his chest and shoulders, it felt incredibly sexy when he pulled up his arms and unbuttoned his sleeves, god what I turned it on of all things when he must have seen me and laughed so it shone in his warm brown eyes when I pulled it off him and caressed his arms slowly so that he shuddered I smiled happily that it was not only I could get him just as excited by just touching him and pulled up the white t-shirt he had under over his head and stopped until I had it just over his eyes and leaned forward and kissed him on the mouth lightly so he gasped in surprise and desire when I smiled seductively and pulled him off when he looked at me longingly.

 I stroked his face with my hands so he closed his eyes and followed down his neck and down his chest before I squatted again and caressed his legs and slowly came up to the belt where I could already see that he was hard and I smiled when he moaned that I opened the black leather belt and pulled out it slowly before I unbuttoned his pants and pulled them down to his knees and down to the floor before I picked them up and laid them on the side like the rest of his clothes.

I looked hungry at his undressed body, it felt sexy and powerful that he was lying there undressed in front of me when I myself sat fully clothed with my shoes and coat on me.

He looked pleadingly at me now as I smiled secretly and pulled his hands over his legs again, they were hard and soft at the same time as each muscle moved under his expectant body and I gently pulled my hand over his groin so he moaned and I continued until he breathed harder and part of me just wanted to rip off my clothes and ride him hard but I just caressed my hands over him before I finally let my one hand slide over his d**k over his boxers.

he closed his eyes as I continued with slow movements to caress him and he leaned back and moaning louder for each move until I moved his hand faster and caressed him over the top of his stand and down again quickly as I just looked pleased at how he was about to come and I moved my hand faster with the other wonder on his balls as he froze and grunted loud before he gasped several times and fell helplessly back as I caressed his legs with my hand and felt good he allow me to do the same for him as he did for me.

“You have magical hands Jennifer…” he was still lying with his arms outstretched to the sides and closed his eyes when I lay down by his side still in outerwear and kissed him lightly on the cheek, I was glad he liked it.

“I'm a quick learner ...” I laughed with him when he turned to me and looked at me still drunk and tired but happy, just like I was.

“I notice that…” he took out his hand and caressed my hair and I still smiled at his tender gesture, he was all perfect and just mine.

“Now sleep…” I leaned forward and kissed him again on the cheek, so he smiled again when he closed his eyes, I was not tired, not after everything that had happened and not after sleeping half the day.

I stayed for a while before I moved him as far as I could and put the blanket on him and kissed him several times before I took the keys in my coat and started walking, I was going home now and I knew I would miss him but I could not do the same as with Dylan, I wanted to be with him and trust him but everything was so easy when I was near him when I looked at him one last time and turned off the light when he turned anxiously to the side and I steeled me not to turn around when I went down in the elevator again, I was going to borrow his car home, I knew he would not mind it when I unlocked the car for the second time tonight and jumped in, I could do this, I would not just run back to him, we needed to be apart before I said or did anything stupid like with Dylan.

I started the car and drove out into the night.