Going Too Far
2118 Words
Roxanne
Daxon and I stared at each other.
“Is there a problem?” Gideon questioned.
“No, of course not!” Daxon laughed. “I mean we always kiss.”
“Yeah, so we can kiss right now,” I chuckled.
Daxon awkwardly put his hand on the back of my neck before pressing his lips against mine. At first it was weird and then, I got into the kiss. I reached out and touched his face as his tongue slowly entered my mouth. My own tongue massaged his in return as I practically melted into him.
Daxon was an incredible kisser! He was eager and passionate, yet so gentle and purposeful.
“Do we need to hose you two off?” Gramps laughed loudly.
Daxon and I finally pulled away from each other, smiling widely.
“Will you marry me?” He breathed.
“I already am, silly,” I murmured.
“Good…good.”
“Well that sure was something,” Eleanor commented. “Daxy, you really are in love with this…woman.”
I looked her directly in the eye. “Yep, and I’m in love with him.”
--
“That was good, right?” I asked as we walked to Daxon’s Tesla. “Like really good!”
“Oh you were amazing in there, Roxanne!” Daxon exclaimed. “You are a real f*****g actress!”
“And you’re kind of an actor, too, Daxon. I mean did you hear yourself in there? ‘I think you’re perfect too, baby’ like you’re incredible!”
Daxon wrapped his arms around me and picked me up. “And how about that kiss? You have a tongue on you, sweetheart.”
“No your tongue was on me babe,”
“And it can be again…anywhere you want it.”
“You’re a shameless f*****g flirt,” I breathed.
“And you’re into it.” Daxon stated, pressing me against his car. “Thank you, Roxanne for all of this.”
“No, thank you. I was homeless yesterday.”
“And that will never happen if I have something to say about it.”
“We have lunch with my friends tomorrow, we should get going,” I cleared my throat.
Daxon set me down and opened the door for me. I must be out of my mind! I’d known this man one day and just got broken up with and I already found myself attracted to him after one kiss? A kiss in front of his family at that.
Daxon hummed along to the radio as he drove and tapped his fingers to the beat. It was kind of adorable.
Stop thinking like this Roxanne! This is a deal. A contract. A lie. I had to remember that today and for the next three years.
This wasn’t real.
--
Daxon and I shared another bottle of champagne before heading to bed.
He walked me to my room on the way to his. I was feeling this strange energy between us and I didn’t know how to stop it. One day in and we’re already making a mess.
“You really were incredible tonight,” Daxon murmured. “Like really incredible.”
“You were too.” I laughed slightly.
“I’m sorry if I…end up being just as disappointing as Eleanor says I am. I get why she left me.”
“Hey, she’s wrong, Daxon. There’s nothing wrong with you. She cheated because…I don’t know she didn’t know how good she had it.”
“Yeah…sure.”
I nervously fumbled with my purse, causing a few things to tumble out of it, onto the floor.
“s**t,” I rolled my eyes.
“I got it,” Daxon assured me.
I watched as he got down on his knees to retrieve my lip gloss, sunglasses and keys. He dropped them in my purse before noticing a quarter in between my feet. He reached for it and paused.
Daxon’s lips softly pressed against my thighs. Oh no what was he doing?!
When I didn’t stop him, he kept going, his lips getting closer and closer to being up my dress. And yet, I still didn’t stop him. His hands desperately pushed my dress up and moved my underwear to the side before I felt his tongue on me.
I gasped and fell against the door, completely thrown off by the pleasure. Daxon hooked my thighs on his shoulders and kept going.
His tongue was insane! It moved almost like a wave over my c**t, massaging it expertly. He moaned into me, sending vibrations of bliss fluttering through my body. I started rolling my hips, completely giving into what was happening. I had to reach my climax now.
“Oh, Daxon!” I whimpered as his tongue flicked back and forth quickly. One of my hands went into his hair as the other gripped the door handle to steady myself.
Two fingers entered me quickly, pumping in and out of me relentlessly, urging my orgasm to come. I inhaled sharply as his fingers went as deep as they could. Daxon sucked on my c**t fiercely and my body couldn’t handle it anymore.
I whined and moaned loudly as my hand accidentally twisted the door handle, causing me to fall into my room and land on the floor.
I thought this would ruin the moment, but it didn’t. Daxon’s lustful eyes swept over me as he climbed on top of me and kissed me hard.
Daxon’s hands ran all over my body as we rolled around on the floor. My dress disappeared at some point and I had to even the playing field. I slowly unbuttoned his shirt and pulled it off before running my hands over his perfect abs. I gripped his erection through his pants, seeing what reaction I could get out of him.
He moaned as he pulled out of the kiss, looking down at me. “This is crazy,”
“It’s insane,” I breathed.
We stared at each other before kissing once again. It seemed like we were going for it and I didn’t see a reason in trying to hold off anymore.
Daxon rolled on top of me and I started unbuttoning his pants. I shoved them down with my feet and gripped his d**k.
I guided him to my entrance, ready to feel the great Daxon Vaughn inside of me.
Daxon
I always took things too far.
I knew it was too early to make a move on Roxanne and yet I still did it. I just couldn’t help myself. She was sexy in that red dress and she was literally saving the only thing that mattered to me. On top of that she was funny, intelligent and sweet? She was perfect.
I hadn’t meant to go down on her but I was just dying to taste her. Her taste was intoxicating and made me almost feel drugged. It completely clouded my mind and all logical thoughts exited swiftly. All I could think about was f*****g her.
And here my chance was. We were half naked, kissing wildly and Roxanne was dying for me, I could just tell. I was literally inches from being inside of her and then a thought invaded my mind.
What if it's like the other girls?
What if I f**k her right now and it’s amazing and yet I lose any and all interest in her? I couldn’t fake that kind of thing up close. I didn’t want to manipulate and charm Roxanne the way I did random women. She was supposed to be my wife.
Maybe if I actually waited a while before sleeping with her, I could avoid that. Yeah, I’d actually exhibit some self control and not have s*x with her for at least a month and then when we did, I’d still be attracted to her and we could f**k for the next three years with no problem.
“We have to stop!” I pulled away from her and sat up.
“What? But why?” Roxanne questioned, almost desperately.
Damn, she really did want me.
“It’s just…too fast. We um we can’t f**k this up, Roxanne. Let’s just wait or something?”
“f**k. You’re right. This is way too fast! And you know heightened emotions, it’s just a bad idea, right?”
“Um…” I couldn’t help myself, I kissed her again, laying back on her.
There was something about feeling Roxanne’s legs around my torso and breasts against my chest. I wanted her in a way I had never wanted anyone else.
My d**k was throbbing and dying to be inside of her. Maybe just a few seconds wouldn’t kill me. I pressed against her entrance.
No! I had to be better! This wasn’t just about me. If I f****d this up I would ruin Roxanne’s life. I made her a promise and I had to stick with it.
“Okay, okay, we stop now.” I breathed, pulling out of the kiss. “I have to go.”
I kissed her one more time before quickly getting up and grabbing my clothes. I felt awful leaving Roxanne on the floor, half naked and looking at me like I was insane.
--
I had to get off on my own that night. I waited until I was sure Roxanne was asleep.
All I thought about was Roxanne and being with her an hour ago. Her sexy legs, those perfect lips I wanted on every inch of my body, and what it would like to be inside of her.
My hand moved furiously back and forth as I squirmed, thinking about all the things I wanted to do to her.
I felt my elbow hit my phone, but ignored it and kept going. I was so close. I hoped Roxanne was actually asleep and wouldn’t hear all the moaning and whimpering. It would be embarrassing.
The thought of Roxanne screaming my name as I pounded into her danced through my mind and I was finally there. I groaned loudly, unable to control my volume.
“Um Daxon?” I heard a voice that sounded like it was coming from my phone.
“Rosie?” I choked out in the middle of my orgasm. “Oh f**k, Rosie!”
I came down from my high before picking up the phone. “What are you doing?” I hissed.
“You called me, sir!” She stated.
“f**k, it was an accident…you didn’t hear…”
“I did…are you with someone else?”
I knew I should tell her the truth, but I was incredibly embarrassed.
“Um, yeah, one second,” I muttered. “Sweetheart, I gotta handle this, I’ll give you a call tomorrow okay?” I said loudly.
It felt weird to talk to absolutely no one.
“You know what, I’ll actually go,” Rosie said sadly. “Have fun.”
I sighed and threw my phone down.
What a strange night.
--
Roxanne was already at the breakfast table when I got downstairs. I couldn't help but smile, seeing her sit with one leg tucked under with her other folded up.
“Morning,” I stated.
“Hey, morning.” She smiled back.
I studied her to see if she was angry about what happened the night before. I couldn’t tell.
“How was the rest of your night?” I questioned, sitting down.
“Not as good as yours.”
“Huh?”
“Well you actually had s*x last night.” Roxanne tilted her head, her smile sliding off her face.
“Rox-”
“I heard you. Moaning and groaning and…even saying her name. You really rejected me and then invited another girl over an hour later? Were you actually gonna call her today like you said?”
“No, Roxanne!” I exclaimed. “That’s not what happened!”
“So who is Rosie?”
“She’s…ugh my assistant. But I called her on acc-”
“Save it, Daxon. You said sleeping with other people was a no and you still went and did it. If you do it again, the deal is off. You could have just said you didn’t want to sleep with me at all, you know? I can handle it if you're not attracted to me.”
“But I am!” I insisted.
“Whatever, I’m gonna go shower. Just be on your best behavior for my friends please.” Roxanne abruptly got up and stomped out of the kitchen.
Great, my fiancee was pissed at me for something I didn’t even do.
Why did this already feel like a marriage?
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