Step 52. Moving Forward
Playlist: “Secrets” by One Republic
I drive for over an hour before I realize I have no idea where I’m headed. I just hopped on the interstate and tuned out everything except my anger. How could Matthew and Eric not even tell me what they were doing? Even if they were only trying to spare me the grotesque sight and disturbing needs of the cabin, I still feel betrayed by them trying to hide it from me.
I think back to how they put on a show the night before. Matthew made a big deal of going over my itinerary of errands to find out how long I'd be gone. Eric made a grumpy show of being babysat at lunch, and his flip-flop discussion of meatball subs. But they knew what they were doing the whole night. If they involved Clay - a man I didn't even know - then they mus
