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Chapter 7 – Choices

Before I had a chance to talk, a chance to get a word out Heath’s lips were desperately against my own. I could feel his need pulsing through his body, grinding into my own threatening to take things further. He was inciting an excitement of my own, my body responding before I could think to organize my thoughts. Returning his kiss, I pushed the thoughts of my mother aside as I sunk into the wall behind me. His hands roaming under my clothing gripping my breasts, squeezing them with force, my body hummed obediently under the touch.

A shiver ran through me sending goose bumps across my skin. This feeling, it amazed me. How could one person make me so sensitive, make me react in ways nobody had ever before. Just his gaze set my body ablaze. His eyes clashing with my own, he pulled back slightly, a wicked smirk lining his lips. “Be with me Alice.”

Was that a question or statement? Regardless it knocked me for five. He could not really mean that, there was the obvious reason of my mother. Not to mention the age gap between us, what would people say? He should know better then to say such things to a young girl like myself. It could make me hope, dream of a future where we could actually be together, be accepted.

“Heath.” I meant to say his name in warning. To make him understand how dangerous a thought like that could be for me. Though his lips finding my neck, my voice came out as a moan as he grew closer still. What would people at his work say? What would his family say? What would my family say? My mother and father, would they even care. Would they object, try and stop me? It was not like they had ever cared before what I did or who I had dated. What kind of lives would we even lead if we were together. We were… “ahh.” His fingers pinching my n*****s roughly I cried out.

“Are you getting lost in thought Alice?” His lips lowering to my ear in but a whisper, “Do I need to try harder to maintain your attention? You seem distracted.” His lips lightly grazing my ear, another shiver racked my body. With a chuckle shaking his chest, his teeth bit down softly on my ear as he pressed his c**k against my abdomen harder. “I’m going to say it again Alice, be with me? I will take care of you.”

I could feel my heart race against my rib cage, how could I say yes? How could I answer that question? Trying to buy more time, trying to feel more before he stopped us, before my dream shattered in front of my eyes. I turned my head so I could see his eyes once again. Closing the distance between our lips, I locked them together once my as my heart felt like it was sinking in my body. Thrusting my own hips forward, I could feel his hardness as I opened my mouth accepting his tongue.

It tousled with my own, commanding my mouth. My breasts still ached under his touch as he rolled my hardened n****e continuously. My body screaming out for more, I could feel a wetness in my eyes. This physiological feeling, this reaction was unnatural. I had never felt this good in my entire life. My mind clouding over, all I wanted was more, all I wanted was him, was Heath all to myself. Reaching out for his c**k, my hand did not make the distance before he tightly grasped it once more.

“Answer me first Alice, do you want to be with me?” Ceasing all actions between us with a face that held unease and a sternness that made me feel like a child. Urging me to answer once more my name surfaced his lips with force, “Alice.”

Unable to lie, unable to put myself at more risk of heartbreak, I needed to stop this. The words leaving my lips without a thought, without waiting a second, I protected my heart, or so I thought. “I can’t.”

His jaw tightening, I watched him turn from me. Unmoving he stood in that exact spot for at least five second, it felt like an eternity. Moving forward, Heath reached out his arm snagging his phone. Shoving it into his pocket he walked around the corner without looking back. No shirt, no shoes, he just left. I heard the jingle of his keys before the front door slammed for the second time, he was gone.

I stood unmoving. Staring at the place where he had stood. My chest aching in a matter of seconds, I felt like someone had stabbed me, turning a knife in my heart. Feeling tears runs down my cheeks, I dropped to my knees as regret washed through me. What was I to do? How could I fix this? How could we ever be together, there was no way it could work between us.

For two days I did not hear from Heath. He did not come home, nor did mother speak of him when she was home. I was too afraid to ask her, and there was no way I could send him a message. I had never felt so depressed and desperate in my life. Though my decision was the right one, or at least I thought it was, it felt wrong. The second he walked out that door, I regretted it. I would have done almost anything to take back my words. To unsee the look on his face, the look of disgust, of betrayal.

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