Saved by my Alpha Mates

9. When Sleep Comes

Lillian's POV

(Trigger chapter )

I open my eyes and I see the walls of a cell, grey and dirty with dried blood and other bodily fluids. My head hurts so bad and the ringing in my ears drowns out any sound I might have heard. I try to move and realize I'm strapped down to a metal table, with leather straps across my ankles and wrists. My breathing accelerates and I struggle to get my limbs free but the straps wont move. I don't remember being brought here, the last thing I remember was cleaning the Alpha's office then hearing the door open and before I could turn to see who it was everything went dark. 

I get pulled from my thoughts when I hear the creak of the cell door opening and figure walks in and I gasp as I see Alpha Malcolm walk in with a warrior I have seen before but couldn't remember his name. I'm shaking as Alpha walks closer to me with a evil smile on his face and with disgust in his eyes. "Lillian you must be wondering why I brought you here, well one reason I'll leave you to find out later and the other is that it will be so much fun. Now lets begin." 

I had no idea what was going on and I knew that he was never going to tell me, so all I could do was lay there and hope he didn't end my life in that cell. As time passed my thought drifted to the hope I had about not dying and let it leave me as I was tortured in this cell. First it was just slaps and punches but it turned to more painful options, the first cut was made to take my shirt and pants off. As I lay before Alpha and his warrior in nothing but my underwear the Alpha  starts to speak and with the cold tone in his voice I knew things were only going to get worse. "Now I'm going to take some time to enjoy what's laying before me then we will make it to the good part, I wonder if you have ever been touched before? Are you a slut like my son tells me? No matter we'll find out soon enough. I will tell you to ease your mind a bit, I wont be putting my c**k in your p***y tonight. We'll save that for after your 18th birthday, for now I just have a few experiments I need to do and what's the point in having you naked if I can't enjoy it a little bit." His word make my blood run cold, how could he even talk like that I'm only 15 years old. I feel him cut off my bra but luckily he leaves my panties on, but my relief was short lived as I feel his hands on my breasts. For a moment I thought this was the reason they brought me here but I soon discovered it wasn't as he pushed the knife down on my flesh. I saw the dark red blood pool from the cut on my chest and it was such a contrast between the deep color and my milky skin. I screamed out in pain as he continued to make cuts on my chest, stomach, legs and arms. He must have begun to get angry because he started yelling at me but I can't make out what he said, I'm to light headed and about to pass out from blood loss. He can tell and that just makes him even more angry, he pulls back his fist and punches me in the face. 

I wake with a jolt in a bed and I don't remember how I got here, I try to control my breathing but this nightmare was of the worst night of my life. I still remember every cut, every punch and still to this day I don't know why they did it. Luckily I didn't have any scare from that night, werewolves heal fast and we can only be scared by silver. After they left me laying in a pool of my own blood I blacked out and when I woke I was in my room again still naked. I didn't know how long I was out for but I knew two things; Alpha Malcolm was a monster and I would never leave unless I found my Mate and second I never healed fast after that night. All the broken bones and bruises I received after that night healed at the speed of a human, so for the next 4 years I was in constant pain.     

I don't know how long I'm lost in thought before I realize that I'm not alone on the bed, Emmett is on one side of me with Ender on the other. I scream and jump off the bed and stumble because my body is still in shock after the nightmare I just had. Then the night before floods my mind, the dinner, there mother, there fiancée. How could I think my life would ever be easy or that I could be happy, " You shouldn't be in here, your fiancée will be angry knowing we were in a bed together. Please leave."

" We came to explain what happened at dinner but we were held up with our father and by the time we came in you were asleep on the floor, we put you on the bed and didn't want to leave you when you were so upset. We need to explain because we don't want to lose you." Emmett finished with a deep breath and looked over at Ender.

" Lillian please sit, its not what you think" I take a deep breath and sit on the end of the bed with my head down before Ender spoke again. " Sophie is not our fiancée, our mother has been trying to get us to agree for a few years now. Sophies the daughter of a strong Alpha and my mother felt with us being Mated and married would join the packs and we could lead the strongest pack in the country. We never agreed to this but as the years went by and we still hadn't found out Mate our mother and Sophie thought we would finally agree. You need to know we were never going to agree even if we didn't find you for another 10 years, we would never want anyone other than our fated Mate. We did not know our mother was going to bring Sophie last night and we were going to tell you, we just wanted our first dinner together to be nice and to be able to get to know each other better. We sorry, we should have told you on the drive here but we just didn't know how."

With a deep breath I look up at my two Mates, " I understand why you didn't want to tell me, I know I have no right to ask it because there are things I'm not ready to talk about but please don't lie to me again. I can't grow to trust you if you do, I haven't trusted anyone my whole life and anytime I'm close to someone all I have ever felt was pain. I want to leave those thoughts behind but it will be hard for me."

" We understand and will do our best to tell you all you want. Umm did you have another nightmare ?" Emmett asked while rubbing his neck. 

With a heavy sigh I answer and give a bit more information since they just agreed to tell me things also, "Yes it was of one of my worst memories from before, it happened when I was about 15 years old. All I will say for now is that after that night I have never healed like a werewolf again, it is the reason why I heal at the speed of a human." 

I couldn't look at them, I didn't want to see the pity on there faces so I kept my head down. I began to feel the bed move and looked up to see both of them moving towards me. Both reached for one of my hands and held them close to there chests. Emmett kissed the back of my hand while Ender kissed the palm, I felt heat rush to my face and I had to look away. There was a feeing that was grown not only in my chest but my stomach as well. I looked into there eyes and I saw the lust in them, at the same time they both pulled my hands so I had to move closer to both of them. My arms where touching there strong firm chests and my breath got caught in my throat. I felt Emmetts other hand move up my arm and push my hair over my shoulder. He moved his fingers softly along my cheek to my jaw then down the side of my neck, his touch was so light and soft it made me tremble and a soft whimper left my lips. Ender at the same time had moved his figures up my arm and along my collarbone, up my neck and moved his thumb over my bottom lip. The feeling in my stomach increased and soon it felt like a ball of heat, my breathing was coming faster now and I closed my eyes to try and slow it down. Then I felt it, two sets of lips one me, one on my neck and the other on my collarbone. A sound like a groan left my lips before I could stop it and I heard two soft growls leave my Mates. Emmett began to lick my neck and pull me a bit closer , while Ender moved his hand down to my hip and pulled me towards them. I had never felt this way around anyone before and was lost in the moment until I felt Emmett brush my hand over his excitement. 

It was like pouring a buckets of cold water on me and the memories of Alpha Malcolm came rushing back. I tried to pull away and when I couldn't I began to scream, when they finally let me go I had been pushing so hard that I fell off the bed. The look of horror on there faces was enough to tell me they understood what happened. I backed away on my butt to the far wall and pulled my legs up to my chest and put my head on my knees. I was shaking now and tears ran down my cheeks, I couldn't get those images out of my head. I whimpered and cried in the corner of the room with both my Mates looking at me with sadness and hurt. Both did not make a move to come by me but Emmett was the first to speak, 

" We'er sorry my Queen we got carried away, we didn't mean to scare you. Please let us in, we want to help but can't if we don't know what is going on."

The pleading in his voice and the concern made me look up at them for a moment before I put my head back down. With a shaky voice I confirmed there suspicions, " Alpha Malcolm didn't only beat me, he...he also made me do things to him. s****l things, things I didn't want to do." I couldn't hold it back anymore, the sobs fell from me like a storm reaching its peak. My Mates rushed to me and held me between them and after a while the warmth of there bodies and the bolts of electricity from there touches calmed me and I fell back into a dreamless sleep. 

Emmett's POV

After Lillian passed out from exhaustion we again moved her to the bed and tucked her back in. I looked over to the clock by the bed and realized it was 4am and there was no way either of us were going back to sleep. After what Lillian had told us neither one of us went to lay by her, not because we didn't want to but because we didn't want to scare her again. This guest room had a set of two large chairs and a small coffee table, we took the two chairs and made them face the bed and took our seats. Normally we would be getting ready for training which started in half an hour but both of us knew we were skipping it again today. I rested my chin in my hand and let my gaze fall towards my Queen, Ender did the same and I knew we both needed to talk about what just happened. Over mind-link so we wouldn't wake Lillian I said to Ender, 

" I don't know where to start brother, I'm so angry with Alpha Malcolm for what he has done. I know we talked about it with father last night and he told us about the things he heard but I guess I was hoping it wasn't true. Now for her to confirm that its all true I can't seem to keep my angry from raging. How could we lose control earlier and make her scared like that. I could smell her arousal and I just couldn't stop myself, and now all that has done is scared her more." I felt so ashamed that I couldn't even look at him. 

"Brother I think we all got carried away her included, but right now we need to focus on the fact that she has given us some big pieces of informations. One, she doesn't heal like a werewolf anymore meaning she did in the past. Second, her abuse started before the age of 15 because she said that was the worst. Third, she was s****l abused as well as physical abuse by her Alpha and we don't know how many other knew or participated. Fourth, she wants us, she wants her Mates because that's all the hope she ever had, we cannot let her down again brother I'm not sure she will forgive us."

  Thinking about what he said I realized he was right, she did open us to us more than we had hoped for, and that showed that she really did want us. Now we just needed to deal with Sophie's father, our mother, the pack and Alpha Malcolm all while treating our Mate like the Queen she is. I look over at my brother before letting my gaze fall back to my Queen, "Now we need to figure out what we are going to do about Sophie's father, and how to handle mother. Father said he would set up a meeting for today, I also think we need to make sure for now that Lillian is with us, father or her guards at all times and is never to be left alone." My brother nods his head showing he agrees with what I'm saying and we continue to talk about what we want to cover at the meeting later today. The time passes by quickly and before we know it the sun is shinning in through the window and bathing our Mate in the most beautiful light. Looking back at the clock I see that its 8am now and stand to stretch out my back and get a mind-link from father that our meeting is set to take place at 930am. My brother and I take a quick shower because neither of us want to leave Lillian for that long and we go over to wake her. She looks so cute rubbing the sleep from her eyes, and when she sees us a slight blush runs onto her face. 

"My Queen were sorry to wake you be we thought you would want a quick shower and some breakfast before we have our meeting today at 930am with Sophie father. We'll wait for you here while you shower and we will head down to the dinning room together to eat." 

She nods and gets off the bed to runs into the bathroom, I chuckle at how cute she is when she blushes and gets embarrassed. After about 10 minutes she's done and opens the door in nothing but a towel and runs to the closet to get dresses. I look over at Ender and see him adjusting his pants like I just did after seeing our Mate in nothing but a towel and the water running down her legs. I'm pulled from my thoughts when the closet door opens and my Queen walks out in a beautiful lavender dress that is tight fitting on top showing off her large t**s again being able to see her n*****s through the top and loosen around her hips. Its just below her knees and she's wearing cream colored flats, her hair is left down and has dried slightly and the waves are starting to take form. She looks amazing and it makes it hard to remember that her stomach is covered in bruises and that she has been through so much. Reaching out to hold her hand I bring it to my lips for a kiss before saying, 

"Lets go get something to eat, then we will have our meeting and then we will take you to the pack hospital to be check out completely. Also Ender and I feel it will be best for now if you are never left alone, so you will be with us, our father or your guards at all times. We're not sure what our mother has planned and we don't want anything happening to you." She nods again without looking at us and we make our way down the stairs to the dinning room. Its not to full this morning because its a bit late in the day for breakfast as everyone would have already completed training and had breakfast. Jamie, Fiona, Mathew, our father and Lillians Luna guards are all at the table eating, they all look up at us when we enter the dinning room and silence falls over the room as everyone looks at us.