She was Her Desire

Big Mistake

Stacy had gone home, hoping that Jess would be there. She knew everything was going to be horrible as she had always know Jess had trust issues. She trusted easily, she loved deeply but when it was broken, there is nothing that could be done. She hoped that Jess would come home that night after she cooled down. On entering their apartment, Stacy felt sad to see what Jess had been up to all evening. She had made her dinner and set the table and that was the reason why she had gone back to the club to get her.

“Am so stupid.” She said to herself out loud.

How could she bail on Jess, the only person who had made her feel wanted? Maybe she had forgotten how badly off she had been without her, she had been miserable. Finding someone with values and a kind heart as Jess was next to impossible. She hadn’t realized that when she went out with Joe, the guy she had been with at the club. She grabbed her phone to call Jess but it went straight to voicemail.

“Jess, call me back when you get this message. Am worried about you. I was so stupid last night” She left her a voice message.

She only wished Jess would come home that night. She couldn’t eat or watch so she sat on the couch. She did not want to cry, she hoped that all would be fine. She couldn’t keep her eyes away from the wall clock. Every minute seemed longer than usual, she only wanted to see her beloved girlfriend home. She hoped to explain everything and express her apologies to. She finally fell asleep waiting up for Jess who never showed up.

Early the next morning, Jess came home to in Stacy lying on the couch. She knew that she had been waiting up for her but then again, she was still angry. She had loved Stacy unconditionally, not that there wasn’t anyone else out there. She didn’t wake her up, instead, she went to the bathroom and started the shower. She recounted last night’s events in her head as she felt the warm water fall on her skin. She stood there for a while, she didn’t know what to do. She had spent the night at Scarlet’s who had held her for the most part of the night. She had needed that. Scarlet had been nice but as broken as she had been the previous night, she could not bring herself to start anything with her simply because she was hurting. Scarlet had not understood that, instead, she had been a little sad. She had always wanted Jess but Jess seemed a little too attached to Stacy. Jess remembered their conversation.

“Jess, what are you doing here this late?” Scarlet had asked when she opened the door for Jess.

“Sorry Scar but I couldn’t think of anyone I’d want to be with tonight.” Jess said as she entered the two bedroom apartment.

“Are you okay?” Scarlet asked after she noticed the sad look on Jess’ face. She hated to see her that way.

“Did you guys argue? I mean you and Stacy?” She continued.

“I think she’s cheating.” Jess said. Stacy could see her eyes getting teary.

“Oh my God, I am so sorry Jess. Damn!” Stacy said. She had always hated how Stacy treated Jess. Or at least she thought she could treat her better.

“Don’t be, maybe I am wrong, or not. I don’t want to think about it right now.” Jess said.

Scarlet had hugged her tightly until she felt a lot better. It felt good but Jess could tell that it was so wrong of her to come to Scarlet’s house. She had known that she had strong feelings for her, or maybe she was just attracted to her character. She stayed there, like a little kid on her mother’s bosom. She was not used to feeling vulnerable with anyone in her life. She had always kept on a high guard and that’s why she always seemed strong.

“Are you doing okay now?” Scarlet interrupted her from her own thoughts.

“Um, yeah, I guess so” Jess replied, pulling away from Scarlet, who was still holding her.

“I didn’t say that you could move, stay right here.” Scarlet said, chuckling. She pulled her back and they both fell back on the couch. Jess’ face was pressing against Scarlet’s bosom. There was awkward silence as Jess struggled sit up. Scarlet stared at her and their eyes met. Jess tried but she could not get her eyes off Scarlet’s. Jess watched Scarlet’s pink lips part. She was drop dead gorgeous and her eyes carried all the innocence. She leant towards her and Scarlet closed her eyes. Their lips met. Jess became tense and for a moment, she let herself feel, and it felt great. Scarlet kissed her back and they were both lost in each other for a minute. Jess let her hands wander on Scarlet’s body, she pressed her against the couch and she felt herself getting aroused. They kissed deeper and faster. Jess held Scarlet who was running her fingers through Jess’ hair. She had wanted this since she laid her eyes on Jess. She stopped kissing Jess and pushed her away. She sat down and looked at her with her beautiful blue eyes.

“I don’t think this is right at all, I think you’re too vulnerable right now.” She said as she walked to her bedroom. She brought out a duvet and clean sheets from her bedroom and handed them to Jess. She didn’t say a word about it and neither did Jess.

“You have a good night. I hope you resolve all your differences with your girl.” Scarlet said as she turned away and walked into her bedroom.

A part of her wanted to turn around and run back to Jess but she just couldn’t. She didn’t want to take advantage of her situation, no matter how much she wanted her.

“You too Scar, thanks for letting me stay.” Jess uttered, hoping that she would be able to ignite a conversation. She didn’t want to sleep but then again she couldn’t keep Scarlet awake.

“Sure, no problem.” Scarlet said, not stopping to look back. She knew if she looked back nothing would stop her from devouring Jess.

Jess turned off the lights and laid on the sofa bed. She kept thinking of Stacy, she wondered if she was okay at home. Maybe she had been wrong about it all, she thought to herself. Maybe Stacy is not cheating and I got it all wrong, she continued. She wanted to think that Stacy could not cheat on her, that she was only having a conversation with the man she had been with. But why had she preferred the club over her own company? Something was definitely not right and she wanted t figure it all out.

Her trail of thoughts was interrupted by some noise in the kitchen. She had watched Scarlet walk into the bedroom which meant that someone else was in the house. She walked silently towards the kitchen and switched on the lights. Scarlet was standing there, in a white tank top and red panties. She had not put on the robe like before and Jess stood there in awe. She was beautiful, her long athletic legs were well toned and her skin shone on the florescent lighting in the kitchen. She had never seen her as she was now. She wanted her just as .much as she had when she first saw her. She was staring at her for about a minute before she looked away and apologized.

“Sorry about that. I saw you go into the bedroom, right?” She asked, rubbing her palm on her chin. She always does that when she was too shy.

“Yeah, I came back for a glass of water. I couldn’t sleep anyway.” Scarlet said.

Jess walked towards her and took the glass from her hand and put it in the sink. She held her cheeks in her palms and planted a kiss on her lips. She couldn’t stop herself from wanting her. She was gorgeous and her soft lips were glorious in her mouth. Scarlet did not resist this time. She let herself be taken in her kitchen. She had never been with another woman before and had no idea of what she was supposed to do. However, Jess made sure that she was relaxed. She couldn’t keep her hands off the beautiful creature she had admired for days on end. She run her hands all over her body and she could feel Scarlet’s nails dig into her back. It was exciting to have her that aroused. The two ladies walked back to the bedroom, leaving a trail of clothes. By the time they got to bed, Jess still had on her briefs but Scarlet was naked. She had never wanted anyone the way she did at that moment. She wanted Jess to devour her, to take her and make love to her. She wanted to feel what it was like to have another woman make love to her and she was going to get her wishes come true. Jess couldn’t look back, she helped Scarlet lie on the bed as she continued kissing her lips. Scarlet could feel her weight on her but she was too aroused and she kind of liked it. She liked to be controlled in bed and this time it was more exciting since it was another woman controlling her.

Jess moved her lips from Scarlet’s and placed them on the right breast. She loved feeling it harden in her mouth. She was sure that Scarlet was enjoying it too as she squirmed and let out moans while Jess devoured her n****e. She cupped the left breast in her right hand. She wanted to tease her, she wanted to make her beg for more pleasure. Scarlet was grinding her naked crotch against Jess’ pelvis. The room was now filled with their scents and Scarlet was moaning relentlessly. She continued sucking her n*****s while she reached for her crotch looking for more pleasure parts of her body. She had always wanted to make a woman’s first time with her special and she was going to do the same for Scarlet, who was now breathing heavily and squirming every time she felt Jess fingers in her p***y. She could feel how wet she was and so could Jess. She felt her warm juices in her hands and she couldn’t resist the urge to satisfy the flawless beautiful woman who lay under her. She drove her index finger into her and she let out a loud moan. At the same time, Jess leant in and buried her head in Scarlet’s mound. She moved the finger in and out while simultaneously running her tongue along her slit. Scarlet grabbed a bunch of Jess’ hair and kept pulling it harder every time. She had never had such an experience before and the fact that it was Jess, a woman she as strangely attracted her, was more arousing. Jess was now breathing heavily as well. She had always enjoyed making another woman satisfied, that was reason enough to get her there. She could hear Scarlet moan and pull her hair hard before she felt her arch her back and she looked up to see her face when she climaxed. Jess had been craving that site all evening, she felt herself get off before she laid her body on Scarlet’s. They were both covered in sweat and the room was filled with panting and heavy breathing. Scarlet had fallen asleep thereafter but Jess couldn’t. She went back to the couch after covering her in bed. She had left her house early the next morning making sure that she did not wake her.