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 000004x Fuck you, alcohol   We're at a bar called Primera celebrating mine and Thea's birthday. Unang beses ko pa lang makatapak sa lugar na ito. Actually, all three of us siblings. Sinong may pasimuno ng ideyang ito? 'Yung tatlo pa namin na kaibigan – Kiel, Anne, and Amelle. Siyempre may connivance sila kasama si Gray. No CK present dahil na kay Saskia siya nakatutok; no Jett, also, dahil nasa isang VIP room ngayon dito 'yun partying with his cousins. But no worries, may kasama rin kaming ilang friends from school and lahat naman ay kilala ni Gray. Anne's at one corner texting or whatever she's doing on her phone, Kiel's somewhere here near. Hindi ko alam kung saan na naman nagsususuot and Amelle's sleeping – sleeping beside Anne. Napadami na yata inom at susunod na rin yata ako. Nagkakasiyahan sila pero ako nagrereklamo at nagmumukmok dito. "But that was my first kiss, Ate, can't you see? That guy stole my. First. Kiss!" ibinagsak ko yung shot glass ko sa table that caused the other drinks to spill. "Whoa, easy there. Nakakailan ka na!" Paninita ni Ate Pao sa akin. Kasabay nu'n ay ang pagtawa sa mukha ko ni Thea. "Hindi ko alam!" Kinalampag ko uli ang table gamit 'yung palad ko. "Our lips touched. Our. lips...touched." Umiling-iling ako dahil hindi ko talaga makakalimutan ang lalaking yun. Kahit hindi ko alam ang mukha niya, basta naaasar pa din ako! It's been weeks since that closet scene pero hindi ako maka-get over. Kung sino man ang Dreigo na 'yun, sisiguraduhin kong masusugod ko siya kung nasaan man siya. "Remember what we told each other?" Pagkuha ng atensyon sa akin ni Ate. "Considered as first kiss lang if the tongue is involved, remember?" Siya namang pagsang-ayon ng walanghiya kong kambal. Tumatawa-tawa pa rin siya sa harap ko at parang naghihingalo na sa bawat hiugit ng hininga dahil sa sobrang pagtawa.  Malamang lasing na ito. Pinitik ko nang marahan ang noo niya, "Nako, Thea. Tigilan mo na yang paglagok ng bawat makita mo, 22 lang tayo, marami ka pang pwedeng mainom for the next 50 years." "Walang pakialamanan kambal. Malay mo naman I'd get laid tonight," she slurred a little at ipinatong 'yung ulo niya sa palad niya. Hinampas ko siya ng handbag ko. "Get laid, get laid... isusuko mo na? Talaga?" Paninigkit ng mga mata ko sa kanya. Sinagot niya lang ako ng mga ngiting nakakaloko habang pumipikit-pikit sa kalasingan. "Why not, kambal? It's our night, anyway." Kumuha sya ulit ng shot glass at ini-straight 'yun. "Alam niyo? 'Yang pag-inom niyo nang hindi niyo alam yung laman ang magpapahamak sa inyo." Gray's in front of us with girls on both of his sides. Tumingin si Ate sa kanya at sumang-ayon, "Ganyan din sinabi sa akin ni Lois last year. Remember niyo yung birthday ni Mom and Dad?" Pagtawa pa niya pero bigla siyang tumigil at tumingin sa amin. Natahimik lahat, natikom ang bibig ko. Inaalala ko yung first kiss ko samantalang... Nagsimulang sumikip ang dibdib ko habang ramdam ko ang pag-init ng mata ko dahil sa nangingilid na luha. Nagkatinginan kami ni Thea na para bang natauhan sa pagiging tipsy namin. That heavy feeling came back. 4 months, Loislane and we still can't get over it. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY, THEA AND TEYAH!" Narinig naming sigaw ni Jett palapit sa amin. Oh, so tapos na 'yung party nila ng cousins niya. Good thing. Pero nag-iba yung atmosphere sa part namin kaya kailangan kong umalis. Jett's oblivious because he's obviously drunk. He's already swaying and slurring. Tumataas na din ang boses nya. I stood up from the stool I was seated and started heading to the dance floor. Iniwan ko sila dun. I need some diversion. It's my 22nd birthday kaya kailangan lang magsaya. Live in the moment, feel regrets later, because you only live once – "Hey, baby girl," somebody slurred behind me and held onto my upper arms. Kinilabutan ako sa amoy ng alak na nanggagaling sa kanya. "Let go of me!" Piglas ko sa hawak niya pero masyadong mahigpit ito o sadyang marami na lang akong nainom kaya wala akong lakas? "Come with me," utos niya habang idinidikit pa niya lalo ang harapan niya sa likod ko.The bar's crowded kaya hindi ko alam kung ano pang gustong lapit ng bakulaw na ito. "I told you to let me go! Ayaw ko sayo. You reek!" Pilit kong kinuha muli ang braso ko sa kanya pero masyado siyang malakas. Inapakan ko angpaa niya at saka itinulak. Lumuwag ang pagkakahawak niya. Kinuha ko ang chance na iyon para mabilis na lumayo. My legs wobbled because of the heels I'm wearing at dahil sa kalasingan. Naramdaman ko na lang may sumalo sa katawan ko't may malalaking brasong pumaikot sa bewang ko. "You should be more careful, love," sambit ng isang tinig sa tabi mismo ng tenga ko. Ang timbre ng boses niya pati ang pagdampi ng mainit niyang hininga ang naging dahilan para magsitaasan ang balahibo ko sa batok. Masyado siyang malapit and I can smell his cologne mixed with whatever he was drinking – and it smells divine. Kahit na distracted ako sa bango niya, kita ko pa din ang pag-recover ng itinulak kong lalaking bisugo. Mukha at amoy bisugong hilaw. "Hey, man. Go get your girl somewhere. She's mine," protesta't sigaw ng bisugong palapit na uli sa akin. Inalis ng misteryosong lalaki ang ulo niya sa balikat ko at pinagtuunan ng pansin ang nagsalita. Matangkad siya sa akin nang hamak kaya nu'ng tumingin siya sa harap, ramdam ko na hanggang leeg niya lang ako. Hinila ng lalaking bisugo ang braso ko na naging dahilan para mapakabig ako paharap pero hindi pa rin ako binibitawan ng sumalo sa akin. Imagine my situation? Parang barbie doll na pinag-aagawan. Kapag ako naputulan ng braso dito, nako talaga! "Ano ba, Mr. Bisugo? Ilang beses ko bang sasabihin na ayaw ko sayo?" I scowled at him kahit na alam kong hindi rin naman nya nakikita yung mukha ko. "I didn't agree, babe. You should go with me. Ako nauna sayo," I heard the guy behind me snickered pero narindi ako sa sinabi ng bisugo sa harap ko. Aba! Ang kapal ng mukha ng lalaking 'to. Nakauna? Ano ako, finish line? Masasampal ko 'to, e Dahil sa inis ko sa kanya at dahil nananakit na 'yung braso ko sa higpit ng hawak niya, sinipa ko siya where the sun doesn't shine and shouted, "Anong nakauna?! Hinila mo lang ako, nakauna agad?! Dahil sa ginawa ko, hindi ka na talaga makakauna sa iba!" Kumawala ako sa pagkakayakap ng lalaking mabango at tiningnan si bisugo habang namimilipit sa sakit. "I'm not a cheap w***e na kung kani-kanino lang sumasama. Saka... paayos ka muna mukha, baka sakaling may pag-asa ka pa." Kinuha ko yung hawak na shot glass ng lalaking sumalo sa akin at inistraight yun. s**t, sakit sa lalamunan.  "Thank you, Mister!" ibinalik ko sa lalaking nakasalo sa akin yung glass at saka nag-ayos ng damit at postura. Lalakad na sana ako papunta sa dance floor ng pigilan ako nung guy. Napatingin lang ako sa kanya at pinasingkitan ng mata. Bago pa man ako makapagtanong, he dragged me to a corner and pressed me against the wall. I looked at him, wide-eyed. Nakatitig lang sya sa akin. Nakita ko yung mga mata niya. It's dark brown with flecks of gold in them. Hindi ko masyadong makita yung mukha nya dahil nasa madalim kaming part ng bar. His hair is messy pero alam mong galing ito sa pagkaka-spike na style. He's wearing a blue fitted polo with some leg-hugging jeans. Oh my god! Ang hot lang nya minus the face. Baka mamaya naman hipon to, tapon ulo. No, just no! Kailangan kong makita yung mukha niya. Pilit ko syang tinitingnan kahit hirap na hirap ako. Because even on my heels, he's still towering over me at yung leeg ko ay nangangalay na sa kakatingala sa kanya. "Why do you have to be so tall?" I asked absentmindedly and he smirked. Napaigik ako ng buhatin nya ako sa magkabilang binti at ipinaikot nya ito sa bewang nya. "There, there. You're eye-level with me." Pilit akong bumababa sa pagkakabuhat nya pero idiniin pa nya ako lalo sa pader. I can feel him against me. "Nope, you stay there while I devour you." Nanlaki yung mata ko. ANONG DEVOUR?! Bampira ba itong isang to? Nakatanga lang ako sa kanya't nakabukas ang bibig dahil hindi ko maprosesi ang sinasabi niya. Ito ba nagagawa ng lasing? Nagiging slow ka? All rational thoughts escaped my mind when I felt his lips against mine. He bit on my lower lip and I felt him moving. After a few seconds, his tongue took the opportunity to inspect every nook and cranny of my mouth. Itinulak ko siya. "What are you doing?! That was my first kiss!" "Your first kiss?" Nagtataka niyang tanong. Tumango lang ako dahil hindi ako makapagsalita sa gulat. "I don't think so." bulong niya. Bago pa ako makapagprotesta pang muli, nagsalita siya, "But I'll still teach you. Just follow my lead and this will end well. With that, he shoved his tongue down my throat again. I closed off my mouth this time pero pursigido ang dila niyang pumasok. He then caressed both my legs under the dress I am wearing. s**t! Napasinghap ako kaya nagkaroon siya muli ng pagkakataon na i-explore ang bibig ko. Hindi ko mapigilang mag-ingay dahil nagpatuloy ang pagmasahe nia sa hita ko. I  tried  to keep still pero pinasadahan his tongue touched mine, coaxing it to do the same. I  really should push him away, right? But I can't. Besides, my body doesn't want to. Fuck you, alcohol. He said follow his lead, right? Ipinikit ko yung mga mata ko and I felt the way he was kissing me. He was no longer using his tongue. His sucking alternatively on my upper and lower lips instead – softly. Nakakapanghina ang ginagawa niya. Umakyat yung kamay ko papunta sa buhok niya. Siya namang bumaba ang mga halik nya papunta sa leeg ko. Nakakakiliti pero on instinct, I moved my head away to give him more access. "The smell of vodka on you is a definite turn on." I felt him suck and bite on my skin and his tongue would follow soothing the sting of his doings. So, vodka yung kanina ko pang iniinom, why did I know that? Most probably the same reason you don't know what you're doing right now. Umakyat ang kamay niya papunta sa sides ko at humagod ito nang pabalik-balik. I can hear his breathing at hindi ko alam na pati ang paghinga pala ay nakakapagpaapoy ng damdamin. In short, my center's pooling with desire. Halo-halo na ang nararamdaman ko. "Wanna continue this somewhere?" Hindi niya ako pinasagot dahil hinapit niya muli 'yung bewang ko at ipinihit ang dalawang binti papunta sa isa niyang braso. He's carrying me bridal style. "We need to continue this somewhere." Umikot yung paningin ko sa ginawa niya idagdag pa yung strobe lights na naglilikot sa buong bar at ang blaring music na ngayon ko lang napansin. Everything's spinning and all I did was to close my eyes and nuzzle his neck while sniffing his spicy smell. Ibinaba niya ng dahan-dahan ang mga binti ko at dahil matangkad siya, nailayo sa mukha ko ang kanyang leeg. He was still holding onto my waist at hindi niya hinahayaang magkalayo yung katawan namin. Idinilat ko ang mata ko at tinangala siya na para bang inagawan ng candy. Ang ikinagulat ko lang, madilim ang paligid. The only thing that gives illumination is the light from outside the window and the full moon shining brightly. It's strategically placed right across the window. s**t, I knew it. He's a vampire. And he's going to kìll me. I've felt this before, his heat is very familiar and I can't help but be turned on. Anong nagagawa ng alak? Yeah, this. Naramdaman kong hinaplos ng mga kamay niya yung buhok ko. Putting it behind me clearing my face from it as if he can see my face. "You're so beautiful," bulong niya sa akin at ramdam ko yung bawat buga nu'n sa mukha ko. Yung hininga niya ang nagsilbing apoy na nagpalala ng init na nararamdaman ko kanina. The alcohol I've drunk is being fueled with every breath he's releasing. I'm burning and melting at the same time. My legs being on high heels wobbled a little. I felt him tighten his hold onto me. Feeling his warmth and me being intoxicated – it pushed me to stand on my tiptoe and reached for his lips. My arms looped around his neck and pulled him towards me. Hindi na ako makapaghintay. You only live once and I can feel na ito na yun. This is the perfect moment to let loose. That move was intensified nang umakyat ang kamay niya paakyat sa leeg ko at pababa ulit hanggang sa makarating sa puwetan ko. Both of his hands are now massaging my butt cheeks forcefully na parang ngayon lang siya nakahawak nito. Sa pamamagitan nu'n, hinila niya pa ako lalo palapit sa kanya and there, I felt his growing bulge. His hands then went onto the zipper of my dress tracing a line against it. Naabot n'ya ang pinakadulo at dahan-dahan niyang ibinaba ang mga iyon. The cold metal of my zipper's creating a path of fire and goosebumps once again formed. Pumaharap ang mga kamay niya, napunta 'yun sa tiyan ko and my muscles clenched. Ni hindi lumalapat 'yung mga kamay pero muli itong umakyat and it teased my pebbled buds. He lightly touched it with his palms but then went straight onto my shoulders as he frantically removed the dress from my shoulders. Hindi ko alam kung paano nangyari dahil masyado akong nahihilo sa mga halik nya at sa bawat pasada nung kamay nya sa katawan ko. Nakatayo ako ngayon sa harap niya, both hands on his shoulders, naked except for my heels and panties. Habang siya, bihis na bihis pa din. I can't see his face. "I want to see your face," bulong ko habang tinitingnan niya ako mula ulo hanggang paa. "Let's save that for later, love." He lifted me up and tossed me on top of the bed. Itinukod ko yung katawan ko gamit yung dalawang siko ko habang tinitingnan syang gumagalaw at the end of the bed. Nagtagal siya sa harap ng kama bago siya tuluyang gumapang papunta sa akin. Habang palapit siya, hinahalik-halikan ang legs ko, following a path. His husky moans are striking straight to my core. Lumapat ang dila niya sa puson ko, nagtagal 'yun dun at ramdam na ramdam ko ang gaspang ng dila niya against my skin. Dahan-dahang umakyat 'yun hanggang sa pagitan ng breasts ko. He was hovering over me, legs on both sides of my hips. His hands slowly and deliberately teasing my heavy breast.Napa-arko ang likod ko right when his mouth covered my pebbled buds. He was sucking, circling, and biting it. "Uhh... what-" Napakapit ako sa buhok niya. "Call me D, love." He whispered against my breast. "D as in dìck?" I asked still dazed with the pleasure I'm feeling. Ugh, his mouth really knows what it's doing. His hands moved onto my panties and slowly pulled it down.  My eyes are closed kaya sinusunod ko lang kung ano man ang maramdaman ko. "Call me Vivienne then," pahabol kong sabi. My voice is breathy because I'm moaning. Intense na yung nararamdaman kong init and I'm feeling something wet in between me. "Yes, dìck. And in a few seconds it would be my D inside you." And I never expected what I did next. I flipped us and now I'm on top. "Stop talking, D. I need action." I felt his abs for awhile while tracing kisses down towards where is bulging is straining against his boxer briefs. I pulled his boxers down and there his member sprang out. It's standing in need of special attention. I hesitantly reached over it and touched it softly. "Vivienne...." He moaned out the name I gave to him. It's twitching, it's f*****g alive? Nagsimulang magtaas-baba ang kamay ko. "Faster, love," hingal niya. He feels soft yet so hard. Hindi ko alam kung paano i-describe. Ito pala ang itsura niya at ang feeling. I tried looking at him but I only saw glimpses of his pleasured face. His eyes are closed and his face is contorted somewhat in pain. Hindi ako nag-iisip because my brain's clouded with lust, need, and alcohol kaya umangat ako itinapat ang sarili ko over him. His velvety head's touching my center and it's sending currents of pleasure deep within me. Making my toes curl and my insides churn. I heaved a sigh and started lowering myself onto him. His whole head's inside of me when I felt him move at nakita ko na lang na he's already on top – he's head still inside. Hindi ko alam kung pano nya nagawa yun. It made my insides clench, gripping him inside. "s**t, what are you doing?" Pagkasabi niya nun, he drove inside me in one swift movement. "f**k this s**t! It hurts!" I screamed at napaangat din yung katawan ko. Giving me the chance to bite his shoulder. "You're a virgin?" "No, you moron. I was joking. Fuuu---" sarkastiko kong sagot sa kanya. Naramdaman ko siyang bawiin ang sarili niya mula sa akin. "No, no! Don't you dare!" "No, just do it." Yumakap ako sa kanya nang mahigpit at nagsimula siyang gumalaw. It was slow at first, letting me adjust to him. He's long and thick that's why the sting's always there. "D, it's getting better." "Yeah, love. It'll get even better." Nag-iba yung rhythm nya. It became a little faster. I can hear his moans against my neck. I pulled his face and kissed him forcefully. I need to feel his moans against mine. "D, it feels...so....good," I choke out as he keeps on moving. He just grunted in response and moved faster rocking onto the bed. The bed spring were squeaking at nag-aalala akong baka masira namin ito. Kulang na lang talaga silaban ako sa init na nararamdaman ko – him pushing inside and out and me hearing his grunts and the slapping of our bodies. Natabunan nu'n ang mga tunog na narinig from Jaxon's call few weeks. I'll f*****g treasure the sounds surrounding me. Nagpatuloy lang sya sa paglabas-masok and I suddenly felt the urge to release something. It's like I'm going to pee or something. Mas lalo pang bumilis yung galaw niya, gan'un din 'pag paghinga niya. I'm nearing something, and my body wants to reach it. "Viv... I'm coming, love." My toes curled and I felt myself gripping onto D's shaft. I felt like I was lifted onto the heavens and was floating there. Stars bursted from behind my eyelids and I never felt this good. "Viv, I came inside you," bulong niya matapos namin bumaba from the highs we have reached. Kinabahan ako sandali but I really don't care. This is the best birthday ever. "Happy Birthday, love," bati niya habang hinahalikan ang sintido ko. Nanatiling nakapikit ang mata ko at 'yun ang huling narinig ko bago ako tuluyang sakupin ng antok.
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