~WREN~
I sit down in Alistair's living room drowning in guilt. This is my fault. Everything that happened is on me because if I hadn't seen that secret safe and told Roman, we probably wouldn't be here. I'm not sure I wouldn't have tried to figure it out on my own but at least then they wouldn't be in trouble.
We almost died— they almost died and I can't believe I'm counting the third time I have attempted to kill them. No one is safe around me. I can still feel every bit of the darkness that overcame me in there. I had lost myself completely. Brooke had come just in time. That was for sure.
What I can't bring myself to admit out loud is that I knew what I was doing. Brooke was wrong. I was aware who they were but I just couldn't see anything else but death. I wanted them dead but I hav
