Who am i?

Living hell

Why no changes? Why me? Now i officially know that i have depression for at least 100%. Well yes i went to a therapist without telling my dad and the therapist told me that i have depression. Well yes of course i didn't tell him about my ghost power, why me? This stupid power gets me even more anxious and depressed everyday.

I still go to school with extra bullies and a ex boyfriend who makes out with my bully. I cry about it everyday. Until when i found out he got her pregnant. How could he?! We are only 16, that was very unbelievable, well my bully acted normal about it, how?

Then my life turned into hell.

Now i know that nothing will ever change in my life.

I will stay till i'm dead which will soon. I cant believe that he did this, i can't believe that i dated him in the first place! I don't really know what my parents bully did about this, and her name is Emma. Her parents are the sweetest people ever i don't know how they deserve such an ungrateful spoiled brat.

I still go to my therapist but i don't really tell him about how my ex got her pregnant. And after a few days i stopped going. I'm just staying awake all night crying and listening to music.

And well.. my grades went from an A to a F.

Not really surprised but i did study..

I told my dad about it and he encouraged me. I hope my life will get together very soon.