Breed by Alpha Jaxton

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you can join us for dinner or I can send food up here for you. the girl says. She looks so beautiful. I have seen my own fair share of beautiful people but she is so stunning with her dark hair and bright eyes. Her hair tumbles down in waves down her back and she even has bangs. Pretty cute if you ask me.

She looks at me with curiorsity. A lot of people in the pack might be wondering who I am and what I am doing here. If the Alpha tells them what I am doing here then it wont be long before cveryone knows that I was rejected by my mate and then I am going to be the talk of the town as the rejected mate thats even more reason why I cant stay for long. I am not going to be the laughing stock again and I refuse to see the looks of pity and disgust on their face too when they find out about my curse. 

I remember that she is asking me a question.

what is your name again? I ask her.

i am Magaret but you can call me maggie for short, I take care of the upstairs floor and I also clean the Alphas room too from time to time. she says looking at me with her bright eyes and pretty smile.

okay. I am Lily and you can call me lily for short too. I tell her and she smiles wider.

youre funny. I like it. So are you going to come down to eat or what? she asks.

i think I am just going to eat in here today. I say fidgeting.

that would be wise. she shrugs.

everyone is talking about you and they are super curious about you so it is advisable for you to sit this one out for now and then later when the buzz has died down you can join us. she says kindly.

oh, okay, why are they talking about me though? I ask her.

oh, its nothing. its just that the way our Alpha carried you in like some damsel in distress has the whole town talking especially the female folks. They think you have snared his heart and the Alpha has never been in close contact with any female in a long time hence the curiorsity. she says again.

why though? It shouldnt be that unsual. I was asleep and he helped me up that was all. I tell her puzzled by why they would be so fascinated.

you wont understand but just know it caused a stir and it would die down soon so dont worry about it. she tells me.

okay then. lets get you some food. You look tired. she says again.

thanks. I appreciate it. I tell her because I really do need a friend in this place where I dont know anybody. She walks out of the room and shuts the door behind her.

I grab my phone and scroll through the internet and see that Jenny has uploaded pictures of both her and Jeremy. I feel the piercing hurt again but then as a glutton of punishment I tap on it and view it and even go ahead to scroll through the comment section of people congratulating her for finding her mate. My mate they mean. He is my mate and they all know she took him from me and they are all there acting like it never happened.

After I am done I block her on all social media platforms. If I want to heal as much as I can so I can move on that mean si ned to take away anything that is going to make me remember her.

I stay on the bed and Alpha Jaxtons face flash before my eyes as I remember how I was nearly naked with my wet hair all over my face and he was just standing few feet away from me. It would have been easy to just pull on my towel and boom I would have been naked for him to see all of me.

In that moment there was awareness. Animal instinct told me to be cautios of this man he is unlike any man I have ever met. His energy is full of power and just this thick masculine energy that screams powerful you just know he runs the show here.

He was staring at me and not once did he look below my neck area. I dont know how to feel about that . One part of me is saying it is because he does not find me attractive thats why. I mean who stand sin such close proximity to a naked woman and doesnt want to at least look. Rarely any red blooded male. The second reason might be because he is a gentleman and he doesnt want to make me feel uncomfortable or offend me in any way. Thats super nice and I respect that.

But come to think of it if he wanted to look I wouldnt have minded much. He is so attractive and handsome with dark hair that have blue streaks in them and his gorgeous eyes I would have let him touch me if he wanted to. 

I gasp at the train of my thoughts. Come on now, I has barely been a day of being rejected by my mate and I am lareayd panting after another man like a damn hussy. Who does that? In a way I feel like I am cheating on my mate by even entertaining any thoughts of me and him touching or even mere looking.

It is ridiculous because some where out there he is kissing and making love to my sister so I dont owe him anything and if I want to sleep with all the men I can find then so be it for f***s sake.

Soon Maggie comes back with a platter of food. She drops it off and hurries out my guess is that she is going to assist them in the kitchen or soemthing of the sort. I open the platter and there is a lot of food there. From cornbread to steak and mashed potatoes and for desert there is blueberry pie. It looks good and it smells good too. Since I am so hungry because I have not eaten in days I dig in at once. It tastes as good as it smells and looks. The cook is doing such a great job, the pie just crumbles on my tongue and slides down my throat and I cant even contain my happy moans of delight. It is really good stuff. The mashed potatoes is creamy and light with the just the perfect amount of cream and cheese. The cornbread tastes divine too and I stuff my mouth with them both. The steak is done just right. Not cooked through that it becomes tough but soft enough that it melts on your tongue drizzled with garlic butter and permesan.

I leave not a single crumb on the plate and I start thinking of eating nice meals like this everyday is not going to be a bad idea at all. It is going to be great in fact and in no time I am going to be fatter than ever.

Theresnot much to do anyways. Normally I will be curled up with a book and reading away but now I dont have my k****e with me neither do I have my books so I have to settle for the online books, not that I have anything against reading books online its just I prefer to hold the books feel the pages and make notes as I read along. There Is just something authentic about the hardcover books. It feels more real. Like the author actually picked up a pen and paper and wrote it all down, you know? 

Anyways finding a good book is no difficulty, I find one quickly and settle in to read and soone I am nodding off but with the image of Jaxton in my head. He is the one I picture instead of the male protagonist. He is the one I picture holding my hand and making everything alright. I have a dream but in the dream there is only calmness and no sadness at all. When I wake up all I think of is the fact that Alpha Jaxtons energy has a soothing effect on me and whenever he is around all the bad thoughts go away which is good you know..

I also think about the fact that I dont know what to expect with this new people I am kinda wary already although at the same time I think I am going to do alright. The girl, maggie that came to drop food was friendly enough so I dont think they will be as mean as the others though. Either whatever the future holds I pray I am ready for it.