“Oh come on now! You don’t mean that.” He says smiling still.
I want to smack the stupid smile off his face.
“Oh but I do mean it.” I tell them.
“What’s that you’re wearing it makes you look fat.” Freddie says it with a straight face.
“Okay...... what the f**k?” Jeremy says.
“What??” He asks his friend.
“You just called Lily fat?? Why man?? Why would you do that?” Jeremy asks surprised.
“Oh come on now Jeremy, don’t get your panties in a twist. It was just a harmless joke. She’s not offended by it. Just ask her.” He suggests. Everyone stares at me now.
First it upsets me how frequent this happens. They should not be so free with insulting me like this. The fact that Jeremy is not even standing up for me is making me even more upset because I am his friend. Scratch that, I am his best friend and he should always have my back.
They are all staring at me. Probably waiting for me to break down in tears or throw a tantrum or even scream and b***h slap the idiots. Because that’s what they are. Bunch of idiots who don’t even know any better than being vile, stupid dunces.
Instead of turn to Jeremy and ask him with my eyes.
“Why are they here?” He looks confused and then wary.
He should not be wary of me. It’s his friends that ruin everything every time.
“Why would you call me fat?” I ask Kent confused.
“Because you are??” He asks back slyly.
He is not bothering to hide that he is insulting me.
I am not fat. I am not even overweight. Because I am slightly bigger than the other thin girls does not mean I am fat. I am far from fat. Some people will call it slim thick. Because I am not stick thin like the other girls doesn’t give them the right to speak to me like this in such a demeaning way.
“What do you want me to say to that? Should I b***h slap the f**k out of your ugly face?” I tell him.
His eyes widen and he grunts with the effort it is taking him to restrain himself from grabbing me or hitting me. If Jeremy was not here he would definitely hit me. He has not opposition against hitting women. He would hit me till I groaned in pain just because he can and he is a sick bastard and he enjoys it.
Have I told anyone?
The right question is what would anybody do?
They would not do anything for me. They don’t care about me. I am the cursed runt of the pack. They won’t even care if they push off a cliff. That might be an exaggeration but still they don’t care and that’s the truth.
“You can try but we both know how that’s going to end.” He says back at me.
“What the f**k?” Jeremy curses.
“I am just joking man. Your girlfriend is too uptight.” Kent says chuckling.
His i***t friend joins in the laughter and in my head I’m thinking these two are absolutely stupid in all ways.