Chapter 69

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He watched her. He thought she he gone up to room to sleep but instead she had gone up to change and party with Maggie. Maggie is a bad influence I see. Well, she’s not a bad influence but I feel mad at her for bringing my girl to this place where All the men fan see her and lust after her like she is a piece of prime rib. Some of the single men were practically drooling, and if it wasn’t for his threats, he knew they would have their hands all over what was his. He wanted to tear them all to pieces, but instead, he watched his woman, seeing how alive she looked. She danced without abandon. Zane sat at the bar, sipping on a beer. “Why did you bring her here?” he asked. “Lily brought me here. She wanted to party with me and Maggie and I’m not going to push my friend aside because of you.” He says simply. His eyes are trained on Maggie. Watching all of her moves without blinking once Jax couldn’t take his eyes off lily too if he wanted too. She looked so … beautiful. Her cheeks were flushed, and her eyes sparkled, her mouth smiling and giggling at whatever Maggie is saying. Maggie has wrapped her arms around Lily’s waist, and the two women were dancing. “What is Maggie doing with her?” Jax asked. Maggie leaves to go and get them drinks and Zane follows her immediately keeping his distance but watching her to make sure on one steps in her way or touches her. I don’t know what is obsession with her is but my guess is that he has feelings for her. No one went to Misha. His girl didn’t seem to mind. She’s not our mate. As he gritted his teeth, his hands clenched into fists and he waited. Lily opens her eyes and looks directly at him. He loved her blue sparkling eyes as they seemed to sparkle with life. Even when she was pissed at him, they were filled with life and so much innocence. She turned her back on him, allowing other men to see her body. When she swayed her hips from side to side, he knew he should leave. He shouldn’t have come to see her. Ignoring the call of her was impossible. The pack was in residence. They would see him fall for the little blonde haired witch. She trapped him in front of all of them. Lily’s call was too strong. He got to his feet and even as he tried to fight it, he couldn’t. People moved out of the way, giving him a direct path to her. With her back still to him, he got to admire the curves of her ass, and she looked so f*****g sexy and fully woman. “Let them watch. I’m just dancing and having some fun for the first time in a long time .You’re the one who’s being a spoilsport. You don’t want me, Jax. You won’t let me leave. You don’t think I’ve noticed men look but don’t touch? Because you tell them to stay away from me, that I am off limits? Well you don’t get to make that decision for me anymore.” She spun around in his arms, and as he stared into her eyes, the pull was even harder to resist “What did you do?” I ask her. “None of your business.” She says snarkily. “Anything that concerns my pack is my business. You shouldn’t be leading them on.” I tell her feeling the anger me mount rapidly. “You don’t tell me what to do. You refused that right when you ignored me. Stop chasing people away from me and stop telling me what to do.” She pushed against his chest and left the dance floor. For a few seconds, he simply watched the sway and curve of her ass. She was temptation. Go after her. His wolf told him over and over again. This was a big mistake. Lily left the bar, and it didn’t take long for Jax to close the distance between them He should leave her alone. Ignore her. Go back inside and talk to his pack members, Zane or anyone at all from the pack. Instead, he grabbed Lily’s hand, pulled her to him and spun her around, and she collided against his body. “What?” She whispered out the word as the breathe was dragged out of her and he just couldn’t resist another moment he just had to taste her lips to see if it was as soft as it looked or if it was as plump as it looked. Sinking his fingers into her hair, he pulled her in close and took possession of her lips. They tasted just as good as he imagined they would, even sweeter. Like the sweetest juiciest fruit in the forest. So soft and plump, made for his taste alone. It was cruelty of the fates that this woman was perfect for him. Her body. Her mind. Her spirit. It all called to him unlike any other woman. Could see be his mate ?? It would be downright near impossible because how can she have two mates.... Jeremy and then him. How would that be possible at all? Lily moaned as he slid his tongue across her lips, and she gasped for breathe. Her hands went to his chest, and slowly, she worked them up until she held on to him. He didn’t want to let her go, not for a single second. With one hand in her hair, the other, he slid down, gripping the fullness of her ass. This was why he loved is women thick. So he could hold on to their sweetness as he slammed into them repeatedly. Temptation in a short slinky dress. His woman. His f*****g woman. Lily sat in her spot, looking up at the sky. Life was cruel. First played and taunted her with the possibility of love which didn’t work out because he turned her down. Now there is the hope of a happily ever after but it is with a man who doesn’t want her as much as she wants him. No scratch that, a man who doesn’t want to be with her because judging by that kiss he wanted her very very much. Enough to kiss the s**t out of her and run away like a scared little boy. One minute he as touching her and he had his hand in her hair gripping it and the next he was out of the place. She reached up and touched her lips. It had only been a couple of days, but it was like she could feel his lips on hers, and that was the sweetest and most painful part. He’d kissed her. Her first real kiss. Then he’d left. Without a single word. She should have known he’d leave her like that. Wanting, yearning, craving, and then nothing. She didn’t understand why he would do that to her. Why would he? Dropping her hand, she stared up at the sky. The full moon wasn’t anywhere near, but she didn’t want to be here during the next one. she was so over people pitying her. Going back into that bar to Maggie, she had seen their looks. They all felt sorry for her, and it pissed her off never again did she want people’s pity. Getting to her feet, she brushed off the dry earth and stepped back through the forest, heading toward the town center. Life was so unfair. From the dry earth to the warm pavement,lily glanced around at the town square, where the pack meandered about with their day-to-day lives. She spotted an elderly couple on the park bench. That was Bill and Elizabeth Payne. They had mated at eighteen and had been together ever since. If her memory served her well, they had ten children and an endless number of grandchildren. Their life was a thing of joy and envy. Elizabeth had always gone to the care home where she lived, and Misha would listen for hours to the tales she told. Hearing about the love she had for her mate, Misha had always hoped to find someone like him. Instead, she got rejected. She rubbed at her chest, feeling the sting as if it had just happened. The night Decker had denied her and their mating, she’d gone home and sobbed into her pillow. Blueberry had visited her, but Misha hadn’t shown her face for days, wanting to wallow in her misery. Eventually, with Blueberry’s help, and her overall refusal to be beaten down, she’d emerged and treated Decker as if he didn’t matter. “What the hell are you doing here by yourself?” He asked out of nowhere. As if her thoughts magically brought him to her, Jax was all of a sudden behind her. He grabbed her arm, marching her toward the town hall. Some of the pack stopped to watch them, but she ignored him, trying to pull out of his hold. Jax was a lot stronger than her. The only way she could get out of his hold was when he finally allowed her free in his office, at the town hall. “Let go of me,” she said, growling out each word so he knew she wasn’t just going to let him march all over her. Damn it, he looked so good and just downright yummy. She could feel herself get turned on by him. “You don’t own me and you can’t tell me what to do... you just don’t get it do you?? You are hot and I like you and I want you to make nice, nasty sweet love to me but I can’t keep doing this back and forth thing. It is not helpful for me. It is hurting me and I don’t want it.” I tell him. “What do you want from me? Tell me!” He says. “What do I want from you? You should tell me what you want from me! I have been plain all this time. I have told you that I want you to kiss me and make love to me.” I tell him. “We can’t do that.” He sighs and takes a step back. “What do you mean we can’t do that? Talk to me? You are single and I am single and heaven knows I am tired of being a virgin. I want you to be the first man I sleep with.” I tell him. “I can’t touch. I just can’t. You’re too innocent.” He says and roughly drags his hand through his hair. “I don’t know what you mean by innocent... All the things I have thought about you doing to me, all the things I have thought of doing to you too... there is nothing innocent about it.” I tell him plainly. All the filthy thoughts of the both of us bodies writhing and tangling, moving in unison as we dance the ancient dance of the gods. We shifted into our true form and we dwelled in our s****l potency. He also did so many things that would make a nun blush. He doesn’t even know the half of it. I might be a virgin but I am not innocent. I have more filthy thoughts about him everyday than must be legal. He makes me want to do things to his body just by seeing him I get wet and moist between my thighs. My legs close together as I try to stop the ache or heighten it. Half for the time I don’t even know what I doing but I know for certain that I want him to come between my thighs and have me as his. To take control of my body and take me to heights I have never been before. To show me pleasure and pain. Mix the two together and create magic. Looking at him now I can’t help but sigh. The unfairness of life. Why couldn’t he have been cursed with warts, or some serious case of itching? Anything to make him look less appealing, and to make her feel even more justified in her anger. She hoped he had a little d**k, and any woman who decided to mate with him was deeply unsatisfied for the games he keeps playing with her that she didn’t deserve. “What the hell do you think you’re doing?” she asked when he grabs for her wrists and pulls her close to him again. She was a grown woman. There was no way she was going to let him do this to her. He was the d**k, not her. “Why did you go out with Maggie? If you were bored you should have come to me instead.” He growls. “Because I can and I am a free woman. I can do whatever I want. You are not my dad. Do well to remember that.” I tell him looking at him and pulling my bands away from him. “I don’t want to be your dad and I am not trying to cage hot I just want you to talk to me if you need to get something done or you’re feeling bored. I don’t want your time here to be unpleasant.” He says frowning and looking at his hands which was holding me to him before. I understand how he feels right now. When he was holding me it felt good but when i let go of his hand if felt like I lost something or a part of me. You get? I don’t even want to know why we are so connected to each other or why we are so in tune with each other’s needs. I go soft inside when he talks to me like that. “What do you want me to say? Hi, Jax I am bored and I want you to come and hang out with me or what?” I sis him. “Yes that’s exactly it.” He grunts. His piercing green eyes pin me down and hold. “I won’t do that because you avoid me anyways... so what’s the point?” I ask him. “I’m not going to be chasing you around so we can keep playing this cat and mouse game. And for your information I am the cat in this scene and you’re the mouse.” She says throwing her nose in the air looking all cute. “What do you want me to do different? Throw away all the rules I have up to protect the both of us but more you than me, what do you want me to do exactly?” He asks. “How about you stop running away from me?” She said . She folded her arms across her chest. “However, the way you treated me i didn’t like it and I don’t still like it. Maybe you should berate your own ass! How about that?” He growled. The sound echoed around the Lot. Lily wasn’t going to back down, and she certainly wasn’t about to pander to his need. She took a step toward him and growled right back. No one was going to send her worried looks anymore. Like if they came to talk to her they were going. To incur the wrath of their Alpha. From now on, Jax was the one who was going to come after her, not her chasing after him like a lovesick puppy. She was done playing the rejected role first from Jeremy and now from Jax. It was time for him to be the villain in all of this for the first time. Any man who showed an interest in her, overnight, they either lost that interest or looked bruised and still paid her no attention. The only person who would do that was Jax. Again, another reason as to why she stuck around and didn’t run off. It still pissed her off that he would do this and still refuse to sleep with her or make love to her even if it is once at least he should be the first man to take her to bed. Jax was no longer going to get innocent compliant Lily. He was going to get sexy and seductive lily. She wondered if he could handle it. “ stay away from me,” she said. “You may not care about this pack, but I do. This is my family, lily .” “How dare you.” The desire to slap him hard was there, but she held herself back. “I have grown to care about this pack. They took me in, they were nice to me, they treated me like I mattered, like I meant something to someone, like I am valued. They don’t treat me like s**t, the children like to play with me and they make me feel joy in my heart. Maybe being around then is what is making me think about having a large family of my own one day. It fills me with hope and don’t try to make it seem like I want men to fight over me and I just love to scatter the beautiful relationship you guys have I don’t want that. So be careful what you say to me. I love this pack and would gladly give my life to them. They are everything to me. I would never do anything to jeopardize the safety and well-being of the people here. You, on the other hand, you’re a f*****g asshole.” I tell him. “Excuse me?” He says in shock. “You heard me. You don’t want me, and you’re not going to let anyone else have me. That’s a d**k move. I won’t allow you to meddle in my life, not anymore. It Stops now and today.” She went to leave, but Jax grabbed her arm. “What is that supposed to mean?” “It means I’m not going to allow you to take control of my life. To stop men from asking me out. You are not te only man here Jax. I admit I have not been attracted to any other man since I got here but it must not be hard to find someone who is willing to take my virginity if you are not ready to do it. You have no right to me anymore, but I am going to make sure I find someone who will want me.” She whispered the last part in his face tauntingly. Jax upset her. He glared at her. They were both staring hard at each other neither refusing to bulge Still, he held her arm, not letting her go. Lily tried to leave, but all of a sudden, Jax shoved her up against the wall, and she gasped. Jax swallowed her cry as he took possession of her mouth. This was only her second kiss, and it was so powerful, beautiful and consuming. It made her see stars at the same it felt like she was loosing control. Everything was bright and there was just a lot of feelings coursing through her body. Within seconds her thighs were slick with her desire. Moist with the feeling of her wetness. She wanted to push him away, but to do that would be denying her this kiss, and she loved the feel of his lips on hers and why would she do that to herself when this is the best thing that has happened to her all day. As she moaned his name, Jax growled. She opened her mouth, and he plundered inside. His hands ran all over her body, touching her. It wasn’t enough. She needed him. Their clothes got in the way.
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