Breed by Alpha Jaxton

Chapter 26: secret rooms and booze

The questions I have about all these pack parties. If makes no sense that the adults know what goes down in these parties sometimes things have been said to get very violent. I guess it’s because our leaders used to be like this. Young werewolves who were impulsive like crazy and just growing into being Adults what humans would call adolescents.

“They are allowed to make mistakes and find themselves. It would help them navigate adulthood.” That’s what I heard my dad telling the other warriors when they found some teens at the edge of the boundary passed out from smoking a rare plant that is known to make werewolves feel euphoric. They knew better than smoking it and worse at the edge of town for anybody coming into the park to see them, they made themselves vulnerable. They could have been taken and leveraged against us. For now nobody can dare breach our boundaries but that does not mean you would be so stupid to give them an opportunity to use something against us and put us in a weak position. You don’t make mistakes like that. They were suspended and given extra shifts for their irresponsibility but that was basically it. They just let them go. He was like they did something that stupid just once and it has happened to every other adventurous young werewolf.

They talk about the escapades of the Alpha during his time, He was a wild alpha doing all many of things because his dad was the Alpha then and he let his son do whatever he wanted to do. It was part of his training and him finding himself even if he made stupid decisions and pulled crazy stunts and pranks, his father could not take it anymore and he pulled in back in and told him to start preparing to take over, he had to carry out his duties as the leader of the pack. He did step up and become the alpha but there are still stories about his escapades. Legendary is what jenny calls them.

If I am being honest I would rather be locked up in my room head buried in my book playing with my dog because it is better than been here, my senses are flooded with the loud music, writhing bodies and the different stenches coming from the over lubricated bodies and perspiration of young teen high testerones boys humping and bumping away.

I follow closely behind her and as she finds what she’s looking for and I can only hope it is somewhere to sit down. This heels were a bad idea. My legs ache so bad and we just got here.

“where are going?” I ask her when I notice her diverting us away from the crowd up some stairs.

She does not hear me above the thumping music or she does and ignores me.

I walk gingerly behind them, they all walk like they know this place very well and this is not their first rodeo here.

We walk to very last door. She knocks on the door and someone opens and puts his head through.

It’s this guy they call Henry.

“oh hi girls, you’re late as always.” he sneers playfully looking at my sister.

It takes him a while for him to notice me standing there and even when he sees me it still him some time to realize it is me standing there. What do you want me to say? I clean up nice when I wanna look nice. I think I am really gorgeous when I decide to put on a dress but at the same time I don’t often like putting on dresses. I feel better wearing a gown or pants than a dress that’s going to put my body on show.

He looks at me closely again and when he sees my hair it registers that it is me there and he sneers at me.

“You’re not welcome in here.” he says folding his arms.

“oh come on now Henry. She’s with me and she’s going to be good.” she pouts at him.

He shakes his head saying no.

“see if it was just me and a couple of guys here then I would have let her weird ass in here but I can’t do that. The boys are here and you know how they get whenever she’s around. They would be so focused on messing with her it’s going to ruin our night here and I don’t want my night ruined because of some white haired cursed brat.” he grunts.

Jenny wants to say something in my defense but then I can see she does not want me to ruin her night. Part of me hopes she’s going to stand up for me and say something but she does not say anything. She just turns to look at me and shrugs her shoulders. That’s how I know I have lost her. Her eyes are bright with excitement. I resent myself. How could I have let her not only convince me to come here but she also managed to get me dolled up and looking girly, to even come to a party where we know a lot of people hate me here but either the alcohol has them focused on other things like getting into each others pants and making horrible decisions.

“what do you want me to do? I can’t let you ruin my night.. I planned to have fun today.” she gets defensive even when I have not said anything. What do I want you to do? How about you stand up to my bullies.. tell them to stop treating your little sister like s**t, tell the friends that left me and became your friends that they should at least treat me with dignity. I am a human being and deserving of respect how about that.. I want to tell my best friend to pick between me and his asshole friends that threaten and if they have not been stopped once or twice I feel they would have succeeded In actually harming me gravely.

“you know what I’m just going to head home.” I tell her. She does not even wait for me to finish she just walks inside and shuts the door, Henry on the other hand just stands there and stares at me intently in a way that creeps me the hell out, staring at my body with an intensity that makes me want to run for my life.

Without thinking twice about it I spin around my heels and make a beeline for the door. The last thing I want is to be trapped in this dark empty hallway with him he could overpower me or even worse hurt me, the loud noise would even drown my cries. I run out of there and outside. When I get outside I breathe in the clean fresh air, it fills me with calm, I take off my heels and run all the way home. I don’t pay any attention that I am going to get hurt with all the running, I pass some people as I race for my house, they give me weird looks but I don’t even pay them any mind.

When I get home I just sit down there and reflect, how could I have not seen it coming? Was there anytime she stood up for me? If those people decided to make the entertainment of the night and do something to me she would not have been able to stop them, that’s if she wanted to stop them that is.

I just wanted my sister and I to have some fun together, to party and she begged me to come with her, I assumed she wanted us to bond and party together but boy was I wrong and she ended up leaving me outside not even bothered enough to make sure I got home safe. If that’s not selfish then I don’t know what is and then and there I make up my mind that I am done trying so hard to repair a relationship I did not break in the first instance.