Breed by Alpha Jaxton

Chapter 36

Walking home has me thinking about a lot of things, from the fact that everyone hates me and if I didnt stand up for myself and shock them with my outburst they would have done something or somethings to hurt me. Thinking about makes me just want to cry. I have never done anything to them. Remembering how when we were young we used to play around and run through the forest together playing all the games we could think of. We would run around playing till we we are both tired. As a matter of fact, we were close friends. I, Jeremy, Joel and Isaac. We were so close growing up that we four were always hanging out together.

We were so close and out of the blues after the prophesy dropped they started avoiding me and I tried to reach out to them and talk to them about it and why they stopped in the first place. They never answered me straight up. It was only Jeremy that didnt stop talking to me. The rest of them did. So for the later part of middle school they avoided as the whole school started bullying me and soon enough they joined in and started hitting me. Pushing me into lockers and bumping into me too like the rest of school was doing. At the point of high school I was so used to it that I stopped being scared when I saw them, I just expected them to hit me and thats all. It hurt a lot and I nearly broke down many times but I didnt and now I am juts going to find my mate and hopefully his love is enough for me to heal past all these trauma and I will be whole again finally.

I wipe the tears that are dropping down my face and trudge to the house. Looking through the window I watch my dad and mum play around and I smile. I think Jenny is out with her friends. But watching them play and be so in love makes me smile through the tears. The wind is blowing, the weather is windy and pretty with the setting sun as I watch them dance in the kitchen. This is what I want. All I have ever wanted since mama sat me down and taught me and Jenny about the mating and what it is to bond with someones body, soul and spirit forever. Everything clicked into place and I knew what I wanted. We are not a large family. My grandparents on my Dads side are all dead and we never see those on my mamas side we have just seen them once in our lives and I can barely remember what we were even doing there so I want a big family, lots of pups to call my own and a garden like the one my mama has where I can stay there with my feet dug into the earth and breathing in the beauty of nature.