Breed by Alpha Jaxton

Chapter Two: Pink vanity table

He might just love me because mama loves me and he has no choice but right now he is showing that he does care about me and that’s all I need right now. He wraps his arms around me and I breathe in his scent.

He lets me go and pulls his wife in a for a kiss. This is when things always heats up fast. I don’t know what it is about the mating thing that makes it so hard for them to keep their hands off each other or even go on for long periods without talking to each other or even being in the same place. It is freaky and unsettling at the same time it fills me inside with a warm feeling that one day I am going to have something like that and finally I am going to have someone that loves me and needs me to be around him like the air we both breathe.

“hey sis. Where have you been all day? Running around in the forest again? Ewwww. Why do you look like that?” jenny calls out to me as I walk past her room.

I stop and walk inside her room to catch a look at myself and see how I look. Apparently I look disgusting. Standing in front of her bright pink vanity table I see what she sees. My hair is askew and there are trees and twigs stuck to my hair and clothes. there’s also mud all over my clothes and face. I don’t look as terrible as she’s making it sound. We all go out for a run and we go through these things is not like we are clean all the time.

I turn around to look at her. She looks beautiful and pretty like she always does. With her dark hair like dad’s own pulled back out of her face it makes her pretty brown eyes to sparkles. Her lashes are coated with the black mascara, her cheeks shine with blush and her face is fully made up. She has high cheek bones that make the structure of her face look like that of a model. She always looks pretty even without trying at all. She can even have her hair up in a messy bun and she still loves good. I have rounder cheeks and no matter how much I try to lose weight I am more rounder than my sister and my mother who are stick thin. Even when I get pushed around at school and I don’t eat I don’t still shed the baby fat that has refused to leave me. I am stuck with it.

She has a bright pink crop top on that shows off her slim flat tummy, her thin narrow hips are clad in a short leather skirt that just reaches slightly below her thighs. She looks hot is the word and I know for a fact that there’s no way in hell mama or papa is going to let her leave this house dressed like that.

“wow.” I utter In awe.

“i know right. I look good , don’t I?” she asks smugly and twirls, reapplying a fresh coat of her raspberry gum lipstick and smacks her lips gently.

“yeah. You do. Where are you going to?” I ask her.

“oh Haden invited me to this party…. His parents are out of town on that peace treaty thing that they have some of the enforcers doing… I don’t know much about all of those stuffs but what I know is that we are going to have a good time tonight and get wasted.” she squeals excitedly. She turns to look at me and her eyes widen.

“oh. You were not invited were you?” she asks.

Of course I wasn’t invited. I am juts going to stand out like a sore thumb and get all the attention and I don’t even like their loud aggressive parties. It still hurts that they didn’t even invite me in the first place like they keep making it sufficiently clear that they don’t want me around them. But my sister the normal one among us both gets invited to everything and even gets special treatment because she is so hot and social.

“yeah. I wasn’t. But you go out and have fun.” I smile and nod.

She asking me if I was invited like she didn’t already know.

She knows about the mean stuffs Becca and her friends write on my locker, how she makes me eat alone during lunch and stays far away from me when we are at school like I am the damn plague. When we get home sometimes she keeps ignoring me and just stays in her room hanging out with her friends and all that. It hurts because when I was still young she was my best friend among everybody in the whole wide world. She is older than me with just a year. She used to be my big sister who loved hanging out with me and doted on me. Taking me along with her wherever we went to.

“oh. You can come with me if you want. I know that’s not your scene so I think you should sit this one out.” she says flippantly. Well, hey sis, don’t invite me and insult me in the same sentence now.

“yeah. you’re right. that’s absolutely not my scene and I don’t want to be there anyways.” I tell her.

“good.” she applies another coat of mascara on her eye lashes and pout at the mirror looking at her seventeen year old body she looks hot. Like those girls in mean girls that just look so stunning all the time.

She grabs this cashmere coat that dad bought for her the last time he and mama traveled. He bought this expensive cashmere coat for her and bought me a book, I loved my book because it was the limited edition of Haven Right, this famous writer that I am in love with his writing. She wraps the coat around her and I know mama and papa will be so enveloped with each other that they won’t check what she’s wearing or where she’s going.

“what are you still doing standing there? Go to your room weirdo.” she snorts and continues throwing stuffs into her bag.

“you know you are not legal to drink yet?” I tell her.

“and who is going to stop me? If you tell mama or papa where I am going I am going to make life miserable for you. I am sure you don’t want that. Mind your business and stay out of mine.” she says threateningly.

“whatever.” I walk out of her room into mine and shut the door.

I am not going to snitch on her, I have never snitched on her because I don’t see the need. I am sure mama and papa already know that most times when she says she’s hanging out with Becca and her friends he is actually juts partying and getting drunk and whatever other s**t they do together. But I guess that’s what teenagers do and we are wolfs, we don’t get drunk easily as humans do. Apart from the exception of me that is. I am a lightweight and the first time I had shots I was at Jeremy’s place and he had us take them just for the fun of it. It was strange and the next thing I knew I was drunk out of my f*****g mind and giggling like a banshee. So embarrassing.

My room is the opposite of Jenny’s room. Hers is more of a girly vibe. With the pink vanity table, drawers and wallpapers of her favorite music bands, she’s very much into kpop and even goes for all their concerts. She’s a die hard fan of this kpop girl group, the blackpink. My point is her room is so sparkly and bright it looks like a glitter bomb went of in there. My room has more of a serene vibe. It is painted a light white color, with splashes of moss green here and there. I love the color green and you can see that from the plants I have hanging on the walls and on the window pane. Like mama said green is like the earth and we connected to the earth. Even if I can’t feel my wolf I like to think connecting to the earth makes me understand and feel something. The best thing in my room is my puppy, Sadie. I love my little girl so much. She is a Labrador. I found her lost and wandering around. Nobody came around to claim her. I feel like she was abandoned there and left to die. Since then she has been mine and I cannot imagine life with her in it. She spots me and wagging her tail happily and in excitement hurries over to me. Someone is happy to see me.

“hey girl.” I coo fondly.