Breed by Alpha Jaxton

Chapter three: lazy days

She walks to where I am standing and proceeds to fill my face up with kisses. I guess someone is super excited to see me.

okay baby. thats okay. I say laughing when she keeps bathing me in her saliva. I love her so much even when shes lazier than the average dog. She rather spend her days lazing around or outside basking in the sun on the porch than actually running around and having fun like any normal dog that is.

What have you been up to since I left baby? I ask her cooing into her ears.

She just bends over so I can reach her tummy and give her the tummy rub she wants so much.

okay girl there you go... I laugh enjoying the attention shes giving me. She might be a lazy dog but she is pretty fierce when she wants to be. I grab the treats out of my pockets and hold it out to her. She sniffs my hand and gobbles it greedily.

good girl. And youre welcome by the way. I give her one final pat before I leave her. She walks away from me and settles in her little corner in the room and goes on ahead to chew on her toy.

what do you think I should wear to go out and see Jeremy today?? he sounded so weird on the phone when he asked me to come see him this evening? What is he planning?? that boy drives me to near madness. I talk to Sadie who pretends I am not there.

Standing in front of the mirror I look at my body again. dont blame me for being obsessed with staring at myself. I am insecure about how I look. Compared to my sister I am might as well just be a slice of wet fat bread. She is stunning, thin and beautiful while I am short and plump. They might not say it but I know they are all thinking it. Come on, I can see it in their eyes whenever they stare at me. They are thinking it when they sneer at me and roll their eyes, when the mean boys in school pull my hair and call me names because my hair is white and theres is not. These are things I cannot change.

what do you think I should wear?? I am just seventeen years old and just a few months shy of my eighteenth year birthday. I cant wait to be eighteen and start a new life. I feel no love from my people or my family and at this point I just want to find my mate so we can live happily ever after. I want what my dad and mama have. It is just so cute.

Like last week she was craving this cookie that she normally gets when she goes to town but when she got there last week they were out. She wasnt really sad or anything but she said it and you wont believe what dad did, he drove into the next town about twenty miles away to get her the cookies to satisfy her cravings and when I asked him why he did it he said he just wanted to see her face light in pleasure and surprise and that alone was the motivation for going the extra mile to keep his mate satisfied and happy. thats all that matters to him. I want that so bad and lately I have been thinking it might be with Jeremy.

Back to getting ready to meet him at our spot. Our spot is this little pond at the back of the pack school. It all started when I was in middle school and the children who were my friends in pre-school started being mean to me wen my hair started growing out and I didnt have the same strength they had. The pushed me aside and soon they must have gotten bored with their lives because they started pushing me around. They wanted to keep pushing me and I am an easy pushover. But Jeremy, he is the one who stood up for me and since he is the Alphas son he pretty much gets a lot of respect around here since people always listen to him. He protects me when he can and when he isnt there I just run to the pond and cry since no one ever goes there anyways.

Jeremy has blue eyes and pretty dark hair that frames his face and makes him look handsome.

Sometimes I find myself just staring at him because he is so good looking. He has a lot of girls fanning over him and most of the time I think its just because they are hoping that on the night of the feast of the full moon he is going to be their mate.

Its not like I want him to notice me or anything but theres no harm in looking pretty I tell myself as I pull out a cut off short, its blue with pink flowers on the pockets, I pair it with a blue camisole and pull on my black flip flops. I dont want to look like I am trying to much so I leave my face bare.

the last we want is him to think Im trying too much now, will we? I ask Sadie who has one eye open and one eye closed as she stares at me act like a lunatic.

okay, Ill just throw my hair in a ponytail yes. Yeah, Im good to go. I say and grab my purse, phone and credit card.

Bye girl. See you later.

I head out but as I am heading out I check if the coast is clear so I dont bump into mum or dad because where they put up rules for the both of us they are weirdly stricter with me than they are with my sister, I dont know if they are just trying to protect me but sometimes it gets really annoying because its Jenny they should have their eyes on, I do everything right and follow all the rules, I get good grades, pay attention in classes, never get into trouble, do all my chores while Jenny on the other hand can prance around without much of even a raised eyebrow.

I hear noises coming from their room and resist the urge to barf. I am not a prude but no one wants to hear the sounds of their parents doing it all the damn time.

I run out of the house and race all the way to the pond. By the time I get there I am slightly out of breathe and sweating. The soft material of my tank top clings to the moisture on my skin. Standing there for a minute till I catch my breathe and go down to meet him, I go through my bag and thank the goddess when I find a breathe mint and pop it into my mouth.

be prepared or whatever the boys scout says because thats what I am always. Prepared. its not like I am expecting Jeremy to make a move at me or anything like that because he is a gentleman and he does not see me like that.

okay. I walk down the pathway to the pond and thats where I see Jeremy but he is not alone. His two best friends are with him. Kent and Freddie. They are both asshats and that is putting it politely. Sometimes I wonder how he can be friends with people like them, he is a saint and a nice guy while they are bullies. They might not push me against the locker and pour food down my shirt when he is there but they do that when he isnt and even that time that I told Jeremy what they did when he found me crying at the bleachers he didnt believe and he told me that was probably an accident and they were just joking with me. I know they dont like me and they were definitely not joking with me and nothing will convince me otherwise but I try my best to stay out of their way. Their dads are like super powerful and respected. They are not the Alpha of the pack but they are enforcers that means they are very strong and often use the strength to protect the pack. They would have passed their strong genes to their sons and in a couple of years their sons too will be enforcers taking over from their fathers.

They notice me and Kent smiles. The smile does not reach his eyes anyways. A lot of girls fall at his feet and there are always talks about how hot and smothering he is. Honestly? I dont see it. Errhhh.. he is cute and all but in the typical regular way with dark hair, straight teeth, brown eyes and muscular body. Regular.