I can’t contact her. I didn't know what happened but her phone stopped ringing, did she turn off her phone? Does she not want to talk to me? What if something happened? “Come on, Samirah. Please, I want to hear your voice.” desperadong sabi ko habang naglalakad ako nang pabalik-balik at pilit pa rin siyang tinatawagan kahit puro unattented ang naririnig ko. What if she already left me? What if she’s done putting up with my attitude? Noong araw na 'yon ay hindi ako nakatulog. She didn’t go home, noong ako ba ang hindi umuwi ganito rin siya ka-anxious? What am I doing all this time? “Fuck.” mura ko bago bumangon ng kama at magpalit ng pang-jogging, tumakbo ako nang tumakbo sa village at nang sa pag-uwi ko ay nagmadali akong umakyat ng kwarto pagtapos makita ang kotse ni Samirah na nakapa

