My Alpha

Chapter 10

Every now and then I thought I could hear Marcus but I can’t feel him I’m worried and im scared I need to wake up I hadn’t herd from Patsy since she said all that to me but I feel like I’ve been in this dark for weeks maybe months it’s felt like a long time for me and I don’t know if it has or hasn’t , I need to eat I was hungry and I need to eat for my baby and drink I could feel how dry my mouth was ,  I need to see and speak to Marcus but all there was here was nothing no noises no colours or light always darkness and now and again I hear Marcus or my Dad , once I herd Marcus call my name then I herd him cry telling me to wake up and then once I herd my dad say I will learn my lesson the hard way But I know Marcus will figure this out he will help me He always finds a way , I know he will I try to move but nothing I try to speak but again nothing when will this nightmare end. I hear footsteps now , I could move a little now omg maybe I can talk so I try but nope nothing comes out , my leg was shaking a little and my finger was moving just the one on one hand but it was moving “Babe I’m here” oh Marcus I love his voice it’s so good to hear , so am I help me please I wish I could talk but I could listen to him all day stay hear Marcus keep talking I wish I could hold him this is torture then everything clicked into place my father is doing this to torture me I want to talk to my dad I think of Patsy and call for her in my mind waiting and after a few moments “yes Carmel” yes it worked “I want” oh wait I spoke that I can talk “I want to speak with my father Patsy I know you can hear me this has you wrote all over it witch” I plead “he is here” she replies “dad are you there please stop this I need to be awake I need to eat please my baby needs me he will be hungry I need to be moving around” I beg him “did you say he so your having a boy then” he sounded like he was drifting away “yes dad you will have a grandson and I need to move about and eat let me go” silence for a few moments “no I’m sorry you did all of this Carmel you left home for that murdering monster mate of yours You left me and your family ,  I just want you home without him tagging along the other you let it all go back to how it was before he came along and before anything else crops up for us and you could have married Cole you know he lives here with us and you could have stayed with your family and friends” he kept talking but I was mad “are you f*****g kidding me right now you are a joke I hate you so much not one of us can help who we mate with it’s destiny it’s already written for us we don’t get to choose but I would still choose Marcus I love him he’s my mate my Alpha you are nothing but a sick sad angry Little man who deserves nothing and no one no Alpha would treat anyone this bad and you will get what’s coming to you I so hate you and you don’t deserve to call yourself my father the way you treat me ” I scream out anger running threw me I could feel the change coming on and I let it “no Carmel stop don’t you dare change right now I’m warning you ” dad yelled but to late and soon as I changed I open my eyes it stung the light was blinding Me i see a shadow cross my vision I pounce up growl a warning to stay back after a few moments my eyes adjusted to the light the stinging stopped and I saw Marcus In front of me holding his hands out “calm down babe it’s me it’s all ok”  I look around I was home Fona was hugging into Gerrard at the door Sam was kneeling next to the bed in shock I’m back i did it , I change back to my human self and collapse to the floor Marcus catches me in time before I hit the floor I put my hand on his cheek and smile “I’m back” he looks over to Sam with worry all over his face “back from where babe” but I couldn’t help it I burst into tears and hide my face in his shoulder and sit there crying glad to be back safe at home with him again . It was quiet now just me and Marcus he waited patiently for me to tell him what I knew and I sat and told him everything he was shaking with anger I felt the heat come off him “babe I swear I will rip his head off and kill that witch of his aswell first chance I get” I lay my hand on his shoulder “I don’t want to go back to sleep again I’m scared I don’t want that to happen again do you not know any witch that can help us” I cry out he sits next to me pulling the blanket over us on the couch “I have herd of only one witch she is the most powerful of them all but she is always on the move ever since her husband was killed she never stays in the same place to long but I will find her I will bring her gear to help us” he promised I hug into him he puts on the tv and it felt so good as I haven’t watched tv in like over a year mind you I couldn’t even tell you what I was watching just some show that had cooking threw it and 3 men going around the world cooking one guy was called Gordon another Gino and I’m sure the other was Fred but that’s all I got I kept thinking about what will happen if I fall asleep.