My Alpha

Chapter 6

It was the night before we went on the attack against my father and old pack ,  and I know that everyone is on edge wondering what will go down And how it will go down the woman specially we’re worried about there husbands , fathers , friends , brothers , and I herd there will be a pack meeting about it tonight around the fire so everyone will know what they have to do but I was sick as a dog for two days now burning up all dizzy everything I think I might have caught something Maybe a flu but I don’t know the effects of any that as I have never had any health issues no colds or any that humans get ,well  even though my dad hurt me and made me mad I don’t think I could hurt him if it came down to it,   there is still love there and I hope for him to change before it’s to late , I was shaking and burning up again when Luna came by to see me she was worried it was all over her face She has been coming by the last couple of days to check me out but she didn’t talk she only came in took one look at me felt my head back and stomach looked sad shakes her head and today she seems different somehow ,  what is wrong with her I hope she isn’t coming down with this bug I have but she kisses my head and left just like that without a word and closing the door behind her  I was lying on the bed shocked as no clue as to what just happened there but 5 mins later someone knocks at the door I was to dizzy to Get up and answer it so I call out “come on in” I close my eyes again waiting for Luna to talk to me this time expecting it to be her but it wasn’t  “hello Carmel I am healer Sam I am like the doctor of our pack I am also a seeker which means I seek the future of my patient to see if anything is wrong with them that I can help with or can prevent it if I can , but may I come in and check you over Luna sent me” but Sam didn’t wait for my answer he walks up to we’re I lay places a hand on my head and stomach closes his eyes just like Luna did  I felt calm instantly he was gentle with warm hands  he was a skinny man about my height he had a Big long scar down his left cheek he looked about 50 years old but that doesn’t mean anything with us as we don’t age the same as humans do so  I couldn’t really tell his age I didn’t ask and he didn’t say not like we tent to go say hi I am and my age is , my heart began to race as I sat and watched him the silence was uncomfortable “so I have a bug or flu or something I’m sure I will be better for tomorrow if you give me something and I rest huh I hate staying in bed” I fake a smile feeling the sick  rise but I hold it back he smiles at me “just as Luna said she is a wise smart woman glad I have her help wish I was as good a healer as her but I’m away a lot only here once a month so she does more healing than I  but my dear girl you will not be going into battle tomorrow night you are how do I say this so you understand as I know your pack and father liked to keep it human over there so ah yes dear you are with child you can not fight your pregnant you will stay here help Luna with the children and stay safe for you and your baby sake but  congratulations my dear you and your mate will be great parents I will come back in the morning to check you over and give you some tea to help with your sickness and I am sure I will find something to help with the fever that’s starting don’t fret this is all normal with our kind and first pregnancy’s the fever and sickness doesn’t last long only a few days or so but I wish you well I’ll take my leave let you get to terms with the news and tell your mate the good news I am sure he will be over come with joy take it easy good night I will see you tomorrow my dear girl” and he walks out without another word to me , I couldn’t talk I was speechless how can I be pregnant this fast do I even want to be pregnant ,  well not that I can do anything now  as I’m already pregnant exceptI guess I should  get used to it Now so I turn on my side and cry for a few moments letting it all sink in I hope Marcus will be ok with this news we never spoke about kids before So I don’t even know if it’s something he wanted , I need to think how to tell him the news , I can’t stay here let him go fighting without me how is this going to work I need to get a plan I don’t want him to leave without me I don’t want to be apart from him  I need to think this over before he gets back home and I need to tell him , will life ever get to be normal again I do hope so for my baby’s sake if anything I need to try fix things some way somehow so I need to think how to do this try and stop all the fighting and hurt maybe just maybe my dad would listen to me if I told him about the baby I know it’s wishful thinking but it might just be worth a try as I can’t sit back and do nothing my mate is going against my father I don’t want to lose anyone I love And I can’t live without my husband the father of my baby we need to do this together be a proper family and it might only be me who can fix this I need to try now before all this war breaks out again I just hope my father will listen this time and no time like the present .