My Alpha

Chapter 4

The past couple of weeks I got to know all the members in the pack and I must say there all nice and welcoming now specially the woman of the pack they no longer whisper or act like I’m an outsider and the men were also nice They smile and try to stop and say hello if there not to busy well all except that a** Josh ,I stayed away from him really I don’t like him I just don’t like been round people like him and glad I don’t see much of him around here I don’t even know what tent he stays in or were he goes but I’m glad it’s far enough away from me I was mostly with Marcus or Fona and Gerrard all the time anyway and we became good friends instantly she was like a sister now it felt great having someone to trust and talk to all the time and I’m glad I’m not alone they were so happy all the time and made it fun a lot of the time , life at the camp was good Marcus had marked me and we had a small ceremony here it was magical Fona had made everything perfect she planned it all with Luna and did all the work for it but it would have been even  better if my own family and friends could have came but my father been so angry just  wouldn’t come he refused and made the rest of the old pack stay behind aswell he told them all no one was to attend and no one should make contact with me from now on as I am no longer there family member wich hurt you hear but I miss them a lot it still hurts knowing he won’t be happy for me or even come see me but it is getting easier without him With Marcus been here but he is still my family at the end of the day and he should stop acting like a child and be there for his only child ,  but our day was still great without them all here  it isn’t a ceremony like the  humans have it was all different from what they have as we stood at the fire at night Alpha and Luna blessed us and then the pack gathered round us they all howled and we all changed into wolf form and ran around  the forest for hours and shared a meal back at the fire  together like a big family then we went back to our little cottage house and consummated the night , he bite me and I bite him our soals joined we are now fully joined and connected and even if one of us die we can not be unmarked we will never be with anyone else without pain or true happiness but I don’t want to talk about that now I can’t think about anything happening to my love right now , I was in the cottage adding my own touch to it and cleaning it out Throwing broke bits away adding small things to walls that I made from branches and broken parts from the trees Marcus was on a hunt  For food with a few others when I hear a Howl pierce the night my heart jumps I hope no one is hurt it can’t be Marcus as I can feel he’s ok no pain so  I run to open the door Marcus was carrying a bloody Gerrard in his arms  I run over to them “what happened are you ok” I could see and feel the anger in Marcus , two of the male wolves run over to Marcus grab Gerrard and take him to Alphas house “can you go get Fona she needs to be hear he will need her energy to heal she must have felt something make sure she is ok first” Marcus growls I flinch back shaking my head “Marcus what’s wrong who did this to you to Gerrard” he slumps down on a log hands over his face covering his face up  “Josh he did this he tried to attack me when my back was turned Like a snake that he is and Gerrard he jumped in the way then they both went down the hill fighting I tried to get to him I did but the 2 idiots Flint and Kane held me back I could have easily took them on I was about to but some kind of magic stopped me I could feel it All round us pulling at us , then I seen a Witch close by her magic was lighting her It was so bright I didn’t get to make out what she looked like as the light was so bright round her I couldn’t shake them 2 idiots , but they wanted to hurt us she said I was next to go I should have been first and the pack they are working with oh s**t” he stops I was shaking only one pack I know of have a witch who lives and works for them my head shakes side to side “no they wouldn’t do that They just wouldn’t I mean why” I can’t believe my father would do this I can’t even say it Out loud I cry “babe I’m sorry but yes it’s your father got to them and they are now In your father pack Now his members no longer with us traitors” I was feeling the tightness in my chest “he hates me that much doesn’t he now he wants me dead doesn’t he he wants me to suffer first he is just that evil” Marcus stands up and wraps me Up in his arms “like I would allow that babe I will always protect you I’m yours and you are mine forever I’ll kill anyone who threatens you even if he is your father so don’t even waste a thought on it ok” he takes a deep breath in “I need to go see how Gerrard is now Babe please go get Fona For me bring her to the house We will all be waiting up there”  He kisses my head and then he turns and runs up to the house I was sobbing the tears streaming down my face but I had to move and go get my friend make sure she is ok ,   when I reached Fona she looked upset “I know I know I felt the pain I’m coming he will be fine I know it he’s the strongest man I know and I love him he will pull throw this just wait and see” she was trying to keep it all together trying not to cry I rub my tears away She is trying to keep her cool and stay strong here I should do the same for her and we go Up to the house in silence I was scared to say anything to her this was my fault All this is happening because I fell in love , I hope he survives for Fona for the pack for our family he will survive I know he will he’s a good man and strong and healthy and he has all of us to help him getting better and I’ll be there to help him and Fona.