CHAPTER 1
“Excuse me, do I know you?”
CHRISTINE
“Chris
... tine?”
This
voice, this intonation, this man—tall with slightly wavy hair and a face with
timeless charm—can only be the fruit of my imagination.
I’ve
imagined this meeting several times over the last few years, but I never
thought I’d meet him as I’m getting off the elevator and heading to my hotel
room in Middleton. I currently live in Springville, a city located a little
more than a hundred miles away, but I’m here for a hospitality conference. Yet
this muscular body and these amber eyes staring at me are well and truly here.
The hesitation before saying my name only reminds me how he used to do the same
thing just before kissing me.
“Excuse
me, do I know you?”
His
eyes darken and his smile fades for a brief moment, but he quickly recomposes
himself.
“I
probably deserve that reaction, but know that I’ve been wanting to call you for
a while, and that I’m glad I’ve run into you.”
“I’m
sorry, but you must be mistaken. I don’t know you.”
Who
is this woman taking over me and saying things that even I, who isn’t known for
being wise and rational, find absurd?
“I
see you haven’t lost your sense of humor.”
“Thank
you for the compliment, but again, I think you’ve got the wrong person. I’ve no
idea who you are,” I insist and begin to walk down the hallway toward my room,
hoping he won’t follow.
As
I speak, I curse myself for having so little courage. Instead of acting like an
idiot and pretending not to know him, I should just tell him how much I despise
him. But no, I stammered out the first thing that came to mind and, unsurprisingly,
it was completely absurd. Who pretends not to recognize someone? Your Majesty,
that’s who. I’ve played out many times in my head the way things would unfold
if I ever crossed paths with Logan Kent again, and my scenarios were
rather imaginative. But, pretending not to remember him wasn’t one of them.
“Let’s
play your game then,” he says with a gleam of amusement in his eyes as he
catches up and stops in front of me, blocking my retreat.
“I
don’t play any games, but I’m starting to think that you do. If your tactic to
get a date with a woman is to learn her name and then pretend to know her, I’m
surprised no one has hit you on the head.”
“Okay,”
he says with a mischievous air that makes my heart beat as fast as the first
time I saw him three years ago. “So, beautiful stranger, I’m Logan Kent, and I’d
like to know you better. Will you have dinner with me tonight?”
His
proposal leaves me speechless for a few seconds. Is it reasonable to have
dinner with him? He’ll know right away that I’m lying. How long can I pretend I
don’t know who he is? Can I resist him and seize this opportunity to make him
pay for the way he acted in the past? Would it be better to back off and shout,
“Surprise! I was playing you. I remember you very well, and ...”
But,
that is actually the problem: I remember him too well, which pushes me to
continue pretending. I won’t give him the satisfaction of knowing that he
troubled me to the point of panicking and reacting ridiculously. Too bad if he
thinks I’m crazy when he finds out I lied to him. In the meantime, I’ll have
the opportunity to get close to him and prepare my revenge. Let’s see how he’ll
handle the situation. It will be poetic justice.
Logan
Kent, the man who gets every woman’s attention as he enters a room, is in front
of a woman who’s immune to his charm, and even better, who doesn’t remember
him. For a first try, it’s a master stroke, even though it wasn’t planned.
While
I’m congratulating myself, he’s waiting patiently for my answer.
“All
right,” I say, unable to resist.
I’d
love nothing more than to make him lose his smug smile, but I keep my cool.
“I
admit that you piqued my curiosity. After all, it’s not every day that such an
odd encounter takes place. I’d like to know why you think you know me.”
We
agree to meet this evening, and I watch him stride away, still in disbelief
over what has just happened.
When
I finally enter my room, I take a deep breath and fall onto the bed with a
sigh. What are the odds of Logan Kent coming back into my life? I don’t believe
in chance; I think the universe has its way of telling us things, and what it
says to me now is that I must seize this opportunity to get payback.
He
made me believe that we had the potential for a wonderful love story before
disappearing ten days later without giving any sign of life from then on.
Well,
without giving me a sign of life, because, and this is where things get
complicated, Logan knows and sometimes collaborates with my brother, Alex.
Speaking of Alex, I should talk to him as soon as possible and ask him not to
betray me.
I
can already imagine Logan rushing to the phone to inquire about my memory
problems. I can hear him ask, “Has your sister lost her mind? Because I ran
into her and she pretended not to remember me.”
“Have
you lost your mind?” Ten minutes later, my vision comes true, in a way, since
it’s my brother who poses the question.
“Alex,
please. You have to help me or at least not get in the way.”
I
just told him in as little detail as possible about my meeting with Logan, and
as I expected, he didn’t find my story amusing. We’re speaking via Skype since
he’s in his office, thousands of miles away from Middleton, and persuading him
is more complicated than I would have thought. If he was here, I would be more
likely to convince him to follow my idea. I’m his favorite sister ... okay, his
only sister, but still, he can’t tell me ‘no’ when I have him in front of me.
“If
you don’t help me, I’ll talk to Katie,” I say, hoping his fiancée’s name will
weaken his determination to say no.
“Sorry,
but I won’t go along with your crazy idea.”
“It
may be a crazy idea, but I’m not doing anything wrong, and if you were a little
more open-minded and had a more adventurous spirit, you would support me.”
“Christine,
please, be reasonable. You know as well as I do that you acted inconsiderately,
and I don’t think Katie will be of much help to you in that case.”
“Can
you at least not answer his phone calls if he tries to reach you?”
“You
want me to avoid a friend and collaborator without any explanation?”
“Just
for two weeks. I’m not asking you to never talk to him again.”
“I
have projects with him that will start soon. Explain to me what excuse I could
invent to avoid him.”
Okay,
I understand his reaction. Alex has a great sense of humor and we get along
perfectly in normal times, especially since he’s with Katie, a lovely girl with
whom he’s madly in love—to say the least—but apparently he’s reached his limit.
Granted, lying to someone to make him believe that I lost my memory is worthy
of an airport novel or a telenovela, but don’t hasten to judge me before you
know the whole story. Let me tell you how it all started.
Currently,
I work as a client relations’ manager for Matt Winter’s company, a friend of my
brother who owns a chain of romantic hotels, but three years ago I was working
in a hotel in the Caribbean.
I
had done extensive studies in the field of hotel management and hospitality,
and I was in my third post in the islands. I was happy to take my first career
steps in such an idyllic environment. I was planning to stay there a few years
before returning to the mainland. I wanted nothing more than to learn my job
and enjoy the sublime beaches of the island. A love affair wasn’t in my plans,
especially since my last dating attempt had ended rather catastrophically.
My
bliss ended the day Logan Kent entered my life. Or, more accurately, the day he
exited my life—because for the ten days we were together, it was more like a
dream. I won’t lie to you. As soon as I saw him, I realized he would be
dangerous; he had the power to turn my life upside down.
Maybe
it was his hair, a little longer than average, or his amused expression when he
watched me deal deftly with a client who wanted me to help him get rid of his
wife for the day. Whatever it was, my heart missed a beat. He stayed at the
hotel for ten days, but I fell for his charm on day one, during our first kiss.
For
the duration of his stay, I woke up in the morning and went to bed at night
with a single thought in mind: when I would see him again. Yes, we can say that
it was love at first sight, the one you don’t believe exists until your heart
decides that it’s time to prove you wrong and make you understand that you’re
far from controlling everything.
He
seemed as in love with me as I was with him, and I never imagined that a few
days later he was going to break my heart. As soon as I had a free minute
during the day, we spent it together. In the evenings, we enjoyed romantic
dinners, went for long walks on the beach and, of course, kissed at every
opportunity. In short, a perfect romance in an idyllic setting.
I
could already see us as the romantic couple on posters praising the beauty of
the island. It seems naïve, because nothing can be so perfect, and the outcome
would prove you right. But at that moment, for me, everything was perfect.
I
even decided to make love with him, and I would have done it on the first night
if he hadn’t decided it was better to wait. He said that he wanted us to take
our time and get to know each other, and I thought I was so lucky to have met
such a patient, attentive, romantic man.
Yes,
I was completely under his spell, and I’d lost the ability to think. For a bit,
I would have started dancing on the beach. What do I say! We danced on the
beach. What would you have done in my place? Wouldn’t you have thought the same
thing? I figured as much.
During
those ten days, the only thing that interrupted our romance was a brief visit
from my brother on the third day. It wasn’t a coincidence because Logan had
originally come to the hotel to meet Alex. Matt, my current employer, a friend
of both, had put them in touch, but they couldn’t find the time to see each
other since they lived on two different continents and both were constantly on
the move.
Alex
had planned to stop at my hotel on his way back from a trip to the Antipodes,
and Logan had just finished hotel plans on a nearby island, so meeting there
was convenient for both of them.
I
didn’t tell Alex about Logan; I didn’t want him to lecture me as usual. After
my brother’s departure, Logan decided to extend his stay, declaring that he
couldn’t bring himself to leave me, so I started to believe in fairy tales. I
never would have expected anything that followed.
While
my only concern was how to tell Alex that I was in love with a man I’d only
known a few days, I learned that my Prince Charming had failed to tell me that
he had a girlfriend.
I
found out about it the morning he disappeared leaving only a rose and a message
as his goodbye. Thank you for these wonderful ten days.
I
was dumbfounded, to say the least. The man who had spent ten days flirting with
me, kissing me, promising me a perfect relationship with his hands, his lips,
his words, had vanished.
I
wanted an explanation, and I expected to get it. I was going to call him and
ask him what kind of game he was playing. I would have understood if he had
tried to sleep with me; he wouldn’t have been the first to make false promises
to achieve that particular goal.
But,
there I was in complete darkness; I couldn’t imagine a single reason to explain
why he’d behaved this way. However, my state of confusion didn’t last long. A
phone call clarified everything—a phone call from Molly, his girlfriend.
I
spent the day, the evening, and the following weeks crying. This time, I couldn’t
even confide in Katie. I didn’t want Alex to hear about it. He tended to
lecture me constantly about my love life, claiming I wasn’t being careful
enough, that I trusted anyone. For once, he was right.
There
was another reason why I chose to shut up. I hadn’t wanted to cause Alex any
problems in his professional life. I knew that if he learned that Logan had
played me, he would never work with him. He loves his job, but as he often
tells us, nothing is more important to him than Katie and me.
That’s
what happened three years ago, and it is the reason why seeing Logan awakened
my desire to take revenge on him. I now have a unique opportunity to make him
pay for his abandonment and for hiding his girlfriend from me, and I won’t
deprive myself of it.
In
recent years, the idea of trying to confront him has crossed my mind several
times, especially since I moved to his hometown of Springville and learned
about the My Day concept a few friends tried successfully. The idea
behind it is to confront a person who has wronged you in the past.
What
better candidate for this kind of adventure than Logan? Since it was chance
that finally put him in my path, I’m even more convinced that I must act. So,
it’s imperative that Alex support me.
“I
can’t believe you would pretend such a thing,” he repeats.
Seeing
his expression soften, I understand that Katie has just entered.
“Am
I interrupting?” I hear her ask.
“No,
I’m talking to my sister, and you’ll never guess what she’s up to now.”
“Please,
honey, you know that Christine is my friend. You should be careful when you
talk about her.”
She
leans over to kiss him, and then looks up at the screen.
“Hi,
Chris. How is it going in Middleton?”
“Katie,
I’m glad to see you. Everything’s going well, but I need your help.”
Alex
pulls her toward him and makes her sit on his lap.
“You
could be a little more careful and avoid making me jealous. You live together,
you sleep together—you can last a few minutes without touching each other.”
“Sorry,”
Katie says. “The truth is we haven’t seen each other much these past few days.
I only came home last night and was so tired from the book tour that I fell
asleep while Alex was telling me how much he missed me.”
“Yes,
this is what it’s like to have a fiancée who’s successful,” he mocks nicely,
and Katie lightly taps his arm.
“Chris,
tell us your latest news.”
“Actually,
she just told me about her latest crazy plan,” Alex says, clearly upset.
Katie
laughs. “So it’s probably a girls’ conversation. Go ahead, Christine, I’m
listening.”
“Thanks,
Katie; I know I can count on you. I even think that I have a story for you,
well ... the beginning of a story.”
“I’m
all ears.”
I
recount to her briefly what I did while Alex rolls his eyes.
“You’re
right. You have my full attention,” she says, ignoring him. “It is indeed
crazy, but so exciting!”
“Exciting?”
mocks my brother. “Since when do you find such stories exciting? Need I remind
you that it took you ten years to admit that you loved me?”
“Since
I discovered many wonderful stories that took place when some women had the
courage to take their lives in hand, take the initiative, and face their
fears.”
“I
think the only reason you want to help her is because you’re incredibly
romantic. You think they will fall in love, and that their life will be a fairy
tale.”
I
see Katie biting her lip, and I know she’s debating how she’s going to answer.
Alex isn’t fooled, though. He knows he’s right.
“Admit
it, that’s the only reason you want to support this nonsense.”
She
looks at him with a shy smile, and he sighs. “Sometimes I don’t even know how
to express how much I love you.”
I
feel tears well up in my eyes. It’s silly to feel so moved, but it’s been three
years since they admitted their feelings for each other and they seem to be
more in love every day. I would give anything to have that kind of
relationship, to find a man who could make my heart beat madly, who could make
me dream.
“I
know a way to do it,” Katie says, kissing his cheek.
“Oh
no. Don’t even think about it. I won’t lie on such matters.”
But
Katie knows him well, and seeing her whisper something in his ear, I know I’ve
won.
“Christine,
you have two weeks. I will avoid Logan’s calls during that time, but then I’ll
tell him everything.”
“Which
means you have two weeks to make him understand that you’re made for each
other,” Katie says.
Alex
sighs. “That’s not what I said.”
“No,
but I know you. You want your sister to be happy.”
“And
how will she be happy with someone she’s lying to?”
“She
must have her reasons.”
“In
that case, I’d love to know them.”
“I’m
not ready to talk about it,” I say, “but I promise to tell you everything
someday.”
“Someday?”
Apparently
he doesn’t intend to make things easy for me.
“Stop,”
Katie scolds him. “I trust her; I’m sure she knows what she’s doing.”
“Well,
I don’t. The only thing I’m sure of is that she’s good at getting herself into
impossible situations.”
“With
Logan, she’s not risking anything. I told you just the other day that I liked
him. I may have only met him three times, but he was charming. He had good
manners, a sense of humor; I even thought he and Chris should meet when she
moved to Springville. But you told me he was always traveling and that his
latest project would require him to be abroad for months, so I dropped the
idea. But you see, as luck would have it ...”
“I
don’t think luck always makes things right, it’s rather the opposite, and I
prefer that you don’t play Cupid with my sister. In my experience, you don’t
want to be part of her schemes.”
“Oh
... I love you, too,” I say, and he can’t hide a smile.
“Alex?”
Katie insists and he gives her a frustrated look.
“Yes,
Katie. I understand. You think I should leave her alone and I promised to do
it. What more do you want?”
“You
could wish her good luck,” she answers teasingly.
“Good
luck to do what? I have no idea what she’s trying to accomplish.”
“I
want him to fall in love with me, if you must know,” I say, immediately
regretting my spontaneity.
“You
want him to fall in love with you? Why would you want that? Don’t tell me you
fell in love with him.”
“Perhaps.”
“Christine,
don’t play coy with me. If you were in love with him, you would do what any
sensible person would do: go out with him to learn more about him and find out
if he’s interested in you, too. You wouldn’t lie to him and compromise your
chances of having a solid relationship later on. No, I know you’re hiding
something important.”
“Okay,
you’re right, but I’m not ready to tell you all my secrets yet. Can you trust
me for once?”
“The
best I can do is pretend to trust you. Do you really believe that Logan will
fall in love with you in just a couple of weeks?”
“Yes,
we don’t all need ten years to fall in love.”
Katie
laughs, but Alex doesn’t seem amused.
“So
let’s recap. You want Logan to fall in love with you in just two weeks, and
then you’ll ride off into the sunset together to live out your epic love
story?”
Sarcasm
is evident in his voice and Katie looks at him sternly.
“Believe
me, I know her,” he defends himself. “Not only is she heading for trouble, but
I guarantee you that she’s not just looking for Logan to fall in love with
her.”
“And
yet that’s my main goal,” I say.
He
sighs, frustrated.
“Which
means I’m right. You have something else in mind. You know you’re putting me in
a complicated position; I will never win with you. Can you at least promise to
be careful?”
“Stop
worrying,” Katie says. “Christine is smart, and you like Logan.”
“I
didn’t say anything about him.”
“I
know you. If you thought Logan wasn’t worthy of your sister, you’d have never
agreed to help her. Not to mention, you’ve collaborated with him more than
once, and there’s never been a problem. Knowing how demanding you are, I can
only conclude that Logan is a good person.”
“Just
because he’s a good work partner doesn’t necessarily mean he’s good for my
sister.”
“But
it’s a good start,” Katie insists.
“May
I, at least, know what Katie said to persuade you to help me?” I ask, trying to
change the subject.
The
last thing I want is for them to argue over me.
“Certainly
not,” he says.
“Okay,
then I’m going to go before you change your mind,” I say.
The
last thing I hear before cutting the connection is Katie’s laugh when Alex
says, “You can’t deny that she’s smart, my sister.”