Breathe

Chapter 10

Carti

Today Jay decided to invite me to visit Ashley, well she didn't invite me because I insisted on going with her, I don't why I'd bring myself into this situation but it doesn't matter now because we're on the entrance, the security made us sign and then checked our bags, wallets and pockets for safety reasons. On our way here Jay's mother decided to make a quick stop to buy Ashley a cake which Jay picked, it's the most brightest cake I've ever seen, there's no way Ashley will love the cake, I noticed how she'd eat sour gums instead of sweet ones so I figured she's not a fan of sweet things nor bright ones. We pick a table as we're waiting on Ashley, it's the first time I've been here and it looks like the most depressing place ever. I notice there are some people who have visitors today but based on their interaction, they just want to get out of here, some of the patients are being pushed on a wheelchair while some are doing outdoor activities which they obviously suck at.

"hey, Ashley is coming, please don't look at her for too long, she might feel uncomfortable and if you feel bored you can go wait in the car" Jay says in my ear and then gives me a kiss on the cheek

"hey, get a room you too" her mother says as she teasingly hit Jay's arm causing us to laugh

"it's not my fault that I'm charming, it's your daughter you should be talking to" I say back, jokingly. Jay has the coolest mother ever, when she found out about my relationship with Jay she invited me to dinner and she made us promise that we won't be intimate until marriage, which was four years ago, I did wait for Jay to celebrate her eighteenth birthday before sleeping with her, which was a few months back and when her mother found out about it, she got made for while before she cooled off and our relationship has been the best

"ohhh look who's coming, my two favorite girls" Jay's mom says in the most nicest tone

"well, after me mom" Jay responds jokingly, one thing I like about Jay is that she's selfless, she loves Ashley as much as she loves herself and that's makes me even more awful to do this to her

I tilt my head to the left and there she is, in the most brightest clothing I've ever seen her wearing, well of course she has to wear it, I bet she hates it, although it brings her ocean blue eyes, for a second she her blue eyes are laced at me with both confusion and nervousness, her ocean blue eyes shine like polished sapphires, like the ocean's darkest depths, drawing me with an irresistible allure, Ashley's eyes are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, especially with her glasses off, her skin looks kind of pale today and her curly brown hair is undone, even so she's still breathlessly beautiful. She's with a young cute girl besides her who's running towards Jay and her mother. When they make their destination at the table, Ashley has moved her eyes from me and focusing on the two familiar faces, I trace her movements carefully, I can clearly see that she has lost weight and her eyebags have gotten worse ,the grown