Scars will heal

The prophecy A child shall be born through death, destruction and trauma, he will have all the strengths of his creators, but none of there weaknesses. He shall be the god of harmony, uniting the superior race if he chooses to walk the path of light. If he is tempted by the path of darkness he will wipe out the entire supernatural race, including himself. Intro I am Nathaniel my mother has spent the whole of my life preparing me for my destiny, a prophecy was foretold about me long before my great grandparents where born. The moon goddess worked with mother nature to create someone who was strong willed enough to carry a god like child, it has been said it started with the pairing of my great grand parents, the Lycan King and the Fey princess together they created my grandfather, the first ever hybrid then his pairing to an oracle created my mom. She often says everything happens for a reason and although our destiny is written in stone we are the ones that carry the pencil. I'm twenty one in a few weeks and I shall be leaving home to embark on a journey that may be full of sacrifices. This will be my life I am the god of harmony, although I am yet to know where my journey will begin and I have not fully tapped into all of my powers, I can feel the pain and suffering of some of my supernatural foes and I don't know how much more I can endure. Every part of me wants to go to help them, yet I do not possess the powers to do so. My mom feels my sister Ariana could help me on my journey, she is part demon and can teleport, she is also part witch and her spells and charms are impressive especially for her age, it's the Lycan, fey and oracle powers that lie within us, we can communicate with both mother earth and the moon goddess. I don't know if I will be able to full fill my destiny, Ariana is eighteen and impulsive she could tilt the scales of fate and create more problems. Plus being her big brother I'm protective of her what if an innocent suffers because I am protecting her, would that push me to be tempted to the dark who knows? My main objective is to protect others, I am immortal so I can't be killed. I am part vampire but the sun does not scorch my skin and wooden stakes wouldn't affect my heart because it is encased in silver. I'm part Lycan but silver and wolfs bane can't poison me. My fey is not as feral as others I can control my emotions easily. My only infliction is the thirst, It's very real I can survive on human food but to take away the cravings my dad suggested I drink animal blood it keeps me focused. Yet as I grow stronger the thirst grows too, I want to control it and stay in the light. So much so I refused to make friends, I only trust the people that have helped me harness my powers, like Amber my dad's witch friend, Aunt Emilia the queen of the fey and my gramps that helped me train daily. I am only close to my immediate family there blood smells repulsive and I don't crave them.   Even my Auntie Lana and Uncle Brett are safe from me but there daughter Effie who's nearly the same age as my sister, she smells so sweet and I have to keep my distance. People talk about it as if it's a crush because of how I act around her, with her raven black hair and mesmerising deep sapphire blue eyes. This is much more than a crush she's a craving, an addiction that I have never felt. Every part of my body itches to taste her blood, The moon goddess has paired me with her, which feels beyond cruel, not only do I have the craving for her blood but I lust for her, the need to run my hands along her smooth skin, drown in her intoxicating scent. She doesn't feel it yet as she's not eighteen, I pray to the Celeste every night to change this as I don't think I'd ever be able to mate and mark her without drinking her dry. It truly terrifies me, yet I don't think my heart could take her being mated to someone else either. Effie is my sisters best friend they are extremely close, Ariana constantly talks about the fun they've had together. I don't resent my sister for having a bond with Effie I just wish I could get to know her properly too. So far I only know what Ariana has disclosed to me, yet I crave to know more. I want to see the way she will react to my scent when she comes of age, I want to smell her arousal it clouds my judgement too much when it comes to her. I've tried to spend time with them both but it is always too difficult to be around her, her smile entices me those lips of hers look too appealing. I want to feel her warmth on my skin, I want to be able to embrace her the same as everyone else does but I'm scared.