Unending Betrayals(Loveless Trilogy#1)

"PROLOGUE" How many times did he not care for me? How many times did he abandoned me just for her? How many times did he left me the moment I need him? How many times did he made me feel special today but made me feel unwanted tomorrow? And... How many times did I cried and begged just for his attention and love?... ... I don't know. All I did was to love him... But why?... Why does he still chase her? 'Why is it you still chase her, Jacob Furrer?' "Why?..." I said with a cracked voice. Looking at the man standing in front of me. Ang maamo niyang mga mata na kulay abo na hindi nanghuhusga agad, matangos na ilong, ang kaniyang panga na nag-uumigting, at ang mga labing kay sarap halikan. "... I'm sorry, my heart is still beating for her." He said in a low voice at tinigan ako ng may pag-alala. For the first time, I saw your eyes filled with pain. But... "CUT!" sigaw ng dirketor namin nakaupo sa isang folding chair. Napabuga ako ng malalim na hininga— na kanina ko pa pinipigilan para hindi ako magkamali sa pagshoot. "Maganda ang ekspresyon mo, Diana. I'd like you to maintain it. Also, Jacob your performance as well is good. 'Wag ka mag pakita ng ekspresyon kasi 'yung character na pinoportray mo is cold-hearted man who is into his first love, okay?" Napatango na lang kaming dalawa ni Jacob at nagpaalam na sa staff at crew. Nakakapagod ngayong araw. Gusto ko na humiga. "I'll take you home." Napatigil naman ako sa pag-ayos ng mga gamit ko sa bag at humarap kay Jacob na nakaready na umalis. Ngumiti ako at tinuro ang sariling van ko. "No need. Asterin needs you." sabi ko at nilampasan siya. It's cringe to have thoughts like this but please, stop me and be stubborn, Jacob. Nakaabot na ako sa van pero wala pa ring Jacob ang pumigil sa'kin. Oh come on, Diana! Hindi na ito set kung saan may script na hahabulin ka niya. This is reality! I sighed and opened the door and went inside, shutting the door closed. Napasandal naman ako sa upuan at pinikit ang mga mata. Haist, stress na naman ako. Everytime na may iniisip ko ay pumapasok agad ang mukha ni Jacob. Bakit ba kasi siya pa ang leading man ko sa drama na 'toh. Psh. "Halatang apektado ka pa rin kay Jacob, ha?" biglang sabi ng katabi kong babae. She is Miles Ruth Ford. My Personal Assistant. "What? Ako? Apektado?" sabay turo sa sarili ko. "No way. Pagkatapos ko malaman na first love niya si Asterin, nagbago na ang pananaw ko sa kaniya." Napabungisngis na lang ito sa gilid habang binibigyan ako ng facial care mask. Ayoko mastress ngayon, sayang ganda ko noh. "Kahit ideny mo pa 'yan, halata pa rin" sabi naman ng singkit na lalaki na nagmamaneho. Siya si Philip Yan Lee. My Personal Manager. Both of them are nasa late 20s na. Ilang years na rin ang paninilbihan nila sakin kaya trustworthy silang dalawa. In fact, parang pamilya na ang turing ko sa kanila. "Shut up, kay ganda ganda ng mood ko ngayon sinisira niyo naman." sabi ko at ngumuso. Natawa naman silang dalawa at napagpasiyahan na pagpahingahin ako. Akala ko hindi na nila ako titigilan. Pinikit ko na mga mata ko at tuluyan ng natulog. Maya maya kailangan ko naman ilabas ang acting skills ko sa harap ng mismong pamilya ko. Pretending that you're fine is okay but when will it last? AUTHOR'S NOTE: This is work of fiction. Names, characters, bussinesses, places, events and incindent are purely made by author's imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, dead or alive, actual events are purely coincidental Do not copy any parts of this story or exploit the contents in any ways. Please ask permission. AVOID PLAGIARISM