fall in love with regrets and pain

Happiness

“ are you happy ? “ she asked teasingly “ I asked for his number when something happened to you because he greeted me when he took you to our room “ he explained because she knew I would ask.

I read jeon's message to me again and I was even happier because he really texted me, my smile almost reached my ears and I felt a thrill, I feel some butterfly in my stomach ,

“ I'm okay, thank you very much for your concern " I replied to her text " I thought liezel asked for your number ? where do you get my new number ? " I asked in astonishment, still mixed with excitement and pleasure

" yes but we exchanged numbers and she set me your number so I texted you right away " he replied to my question, I read his text while walking and sitting next to my best friend

“ okay " I replied again I don't know what else to say when suddenly I remember " where are you from ? " I asked him because I remember that I've seen him twice but I'm not sure if it's really him or I'm just mimicking

• JEON POINT OF VIEW *

“ it's only been two days since I last saw Winslet , I feel like I miss him that I don't know I can't understand myself , when I found out that they came home I immediately booked a flight home I also lost the urge to stay in Palawan because of what happened on Winslet .

• FLASHBACK *

“ Be here until I fall asleep before you leave me please “ she said when I was about to turn around to walk he touched the hem of my dress , I no longer refused and sat next to her while she was holding my hand, in this situation I felt joy and hope with her, I’m sure I have a chance with her I said in the my mind and smiled when she fell asleep I kissed her on the forehead and left the room. I have an important things to do.

When I came out of my room, I called the resort office and reported what happened. I also told them to bring the police because there was a group of men who raped my friend.

I entered the men's room again and saw them still falling on the floor, every time I looked at the bed I remembered what he was doing to Winslet while crying, I clasped my hand in anger that I felt again, I want to punch those bastard again till they die ! but I can’t I have to follow the law, they will never see outside world again because they will rot in prison. I said to my mind and kick the man’s body near me and wait for the police to arrest them.

The police came and arrest those bastard and I will go straight to the place where I will meet liezel.

I enter to the restaurant and order some coffee same goes to liezel

“ how’s winslet ? “ liezel ask in sad tone I feel her for being worried for her best friend,

“ shes in my room resting for a while don’t worry those bastard’s will rot in prison I promise so rest assured you will count on me “ I said and tap her in shoulder for some comforting

Liezel is my friend, though winslet didn’t know who I am because liezel didn’t tell me to winslet , yes we talked winslet so much because she’s asking for some advice how to comfort her best friend since the lost of her parents , in every time we talked about winslet I want to meet her even more and be with her if I can just be with her to build his happy memories. I will do it happily .

We talked like half an hour when I decided to go to my room I order some lunch for winslet, I’m sure she’s hungry,

When I opened the door I hear some sobs . . .

“ wins . . . I’m Jeon don’t be afraid you’re safe “ I said as I know her scared of what happened , she hugged her knees and cry on them I sat down next her hugged her to calm down and she cry even more.

“ I’m scared Jeon what if they come back to me I don’t know want to see them Jeon I don’t want that I don’t know what to do I won’t fight I haven’t done anything for myself my personality is broken because of what they did . . . Jeon I’m scared “ she kept saying and crying It break my heart

“ I’m here to protect you I won’t leave you and I won’t forsake you , sorry I came late to save you sorry babe . I won’t let anyone do anything bad to you because I’m the one who will fight them “ I said to her to reduce some fear and make her calm .

I invited her to eat for lunch and promise to take her to her room where his best friend waiting for here. After we finished eating I handed a paper bag to her for her to change his clothes, she enter in the bathroom to get change I get my cellphone from my pouch and look some important message but there’s nothing so I back my phone in my pouch when wins sat on the sofa opposite to me

“ thank you very much for everything you did thank you for comforting me , if it wasn’t for you they might have stayed what they were planning thank you very much because you still came at the time I needed you “ she said while squeezing her hand .

She stand up and I did the same we both walked towards the door when she stop,

“ everything is ok babe “ I said and forward my hand for her to hold she was about to fall when I immediately caught her I help her to stand straight and we walk again .

*END OF FLASHBACK *

I enter some word to winslet and send it them right away when I receive liezel text, we text for like a minute when I remember something I want to ask her if she stay near mine because I probably saw her twice. When I’m about to ask she sent me a message

“ where are from ? “ she ask me “ I live in a condominium, La Grande Mansion is the name of the building " I said to her . and forgot what I’m about to ask to her .

• END OF POINT OF VIEW *

We texted and call each other for like an hour , when I decide to say goodbye because I’m going to take a bath, still the smile on my face remain and the happiness I feel is overload ,

I’m done in everything and just sitting down in the sofa by the liezel leave earlier as I expected because she’s sick of seeing me giggling while laughing she said “ its hurt to be single and seeing you happy with your soon to be boyfriend , when is my boyfriend coming ? “ she said and act like she’s really hurting “ I laugh and we say byes .

I open my door for the delivery of my food its already 8:30 in the evening and I’m so hungry and eat my food until my tummy is satisfied. I hear my phone rang and I ran to get it I thought it was jeon but its liezel .

“ let’s meet tomorrow at mystic mall 3 pm , bye ! good night ! , liezel text and I type ok and send it . I open the television and watch some t.v shows , and fell asleep

I woke up by the suns shine that touching my faceI I dug my cellphone on the sofa where I slept, the remote was the first one I got so I turned off the television first and looked again for my cellphone which was at the end of the sofa when I looked I was surprised 25 missed calls and 25 texts all just came from jeon and i read,

Hi wins what are you doing ?

Can I call ?

Who’s with you ? are you with your best friend?

Take care . . .

Once your done of what are you doing send me some message please”

Hey ! did you fall asleep ?

I read all the message he sent to me and the last message was lighten my day

“ Take care babe ! I will love you so be careful , if you fall tell me I will catch you ! “ he said and give me some butterfly in my stomach it feel’s something new , I love it I said and hugged my pillow and scream while thrilled .