fall in love with regrets and pain

Hoping to see you

We were walking in the lobby of the hotel when i saw something that's unbelievable ... stop from walking and just staring in the outside of hotel ...

" winslet ? " called me " what's happen ? " asking with worried in his face

" i think i just saw him " i said looking to her and when im about to look outside again jeon is gone, maybe I was just amused because I just couldn't say goodbye to him .

" jeon? where is he ? " liezel asked me and also looked outside .

" he's gone, maybe I'm just amused " I said a little disappointed, I just hope he's the one I saw.

we walked again to my room, liezel took me and she also left to go home to her house,

I lay down on my bed to rest after all that had happened to me, I didn't know what else to think ,

I remember again what happened in Palawan, I am really grateful to jeon because he saved me, I hope i sees him again.

I went out on the terrace and looked outside the beautiful surroundings, my room was in the high part of the hotel I could clearly see the beautiful surroundings from close and away I could also see the different lights varying in the buildings, breath taking . the cold wind blew, it touched my skin I looked up at the sky and it was dark with no stars maybe it will rain now .

in just a few minutes it rained, I was still on the terrace I held out my hand and placed it where there was a drop of rain the feeling was light, the rain calmed my heart. if someone asks me if I like the sun more than the rain, I prefer the rain because it calms my feelings and also suits how I feel right now .

I sat in the chair and stayed for about 30 minutes. I immediately entered the room when I felt cold, I turned on the speaker and played my favorite song .

I lay down on the bed again and covered my body, I was staring blankly outside, suddenly jeon entered my mind I closed my eyes and remembered his face as well as his smile that appeared on me that morning he saved me .

" where is he now? what is he doing? Can he think of me too? " I asked myself. I just laughed because I felt like crazy thinking about what he was doing .

I stood up with a knock on the door. I peeked through the transparent glass to see the man outside. I opened the door because the delivery of my food had arrived.

"thank you very much " i said to the man with a smile on my face , i put my foods on the table and sat on the chair i feel the hunger when the i smell the yummy smell of the food .

I finished the food I ordered and opened the television and watched the thai drama I saw.

The title is The Sand Princess .

the story is that the boy's best friend got his girlfriend pregnant and planned to have an abortion but the heroine didn't agree, until his girlfriend gave birth to him he left the baby girl named moji and then he secretly took care of her for 2 years, there is no secret that is not revealed, maybe it is true because her brother saw them at the hotel where the female protagonist and male protagonist live ...

they planned to fake a marriage and had an agreement of course in such a story it would also lead to them getting married really and also really loved each other. I liked the story a bit comedy and love story, my problem disappeared for a while and i went to sleep after watching the drama.

I woke up early and looked at the wall clock in the room. I plan to go out now to buy a cellphone because I lost my cellphone in Palawan. I'm taking care of myself, I've done my daily routine, I don't order food here at the hotel because I just want to have breakfast at the restaurant .

I didn't tell liezel that I was leaving because I didn't have a cellphone, although there was a telephone in my room, I didn't remember her number. because my brain doesn't have long term memory, that's why.

I parked my car in the parking lot and walked into the mall, I bought a cellphone first because I wasn't really hungry, I went into a*****e and looked at the cellphone I saw a smartphone with nice specs and it's black, I bought the smartphone, I also bought the phone case the beautiful rose gold glitter design cute .

I took a walk in the mall and was also looking at a restaurant where I could eat when I saw his face again, the smile on that man's face was the same as his as well as his height, I stopped walking and didn't realize that I was already stunned by that man. I came back to myself when a child ran into me .

" Are you okay ? Are you in pain?." I asked the boy as I helped him stand up because he fell .

" I'm okay " said the boy smiling at me he shook his hand and his mommy also came, when he apologized for his son colliding with me .

It's ok, be careful next time don't run "I said and held the boy's head, I looked again at the place where I saw the man before but he was gone, I walked again and entered a restaurant .

I ordered a breakfast bundle for one person only and ate well, I can't use my cellphone yet because I still need to charge it before using it, I also stayed at the restaurant for 30 minutes, and thought of shopping at the store for some snacks and biscuits I also bought fresh milk and some frozen foods for my refrigerator .

I went to the parking lot to go home because I had nothing to do in the mall, I was walking down the hallway to my room, I pressed the password of my room on the high tech security door and entered ..

" he said you went to the mall " suddenly a word came from the sofa I was surprised because liezel is already here, he knows my door password because he's my best friend

" yes I bought a cellphone because it got lost in Palawan " I said and took the phone out of my bag I charged it first " I also bought some food " I added and arranged in the cabinet and put the frozen ones in the refrigerator I also drink cold water

" liezel ... you know it looks like I saw jeon earlier at the mall last time outside the hotel now at the mall, is he from here too? " I asked my best friend in surprise, a teasing smile formed on his face, i knew she would tease me again .

" whatever you're thinking, stop it " I said to him first, and he walked closer to me in the kitchen he sat on the chair and opened the snacks I put down.

" I collided with a child because I helped him stand up because he fell down when I looked at the place where I saw the man, nothing had left " I said to him and sat in the chair opposite him .

" because you're slow to act winslet, maybe you're more stunned than coming, " he said and laughed a little. I didn't say anything because what he thought was true ,

" give me for your new number, I will delete your old number " she said and took out the cellphone, I gave her my cellphone number and she saved it immediately " you will thank me later " she said foolishly and went back to the sofa to watch on the television .

my cellphone rang and I approached when I received a text from an unknown sender.

I opened the message and was shocked at what I read

" hi winslet! finally i had your number because i didn't ask for it in palawan all of a sudden you guys came home, how are you? "

- jeon -

I was thrilled and surprised by the message I received. I was just smiling and looking at his text. I also didn't realize that liezel was coming next to me.

" Are you happy? " he asked teasingly " I asked for his number when something happened to you because he greeted me when he took you to our room " he explained because he knew I would ask him.