fall in love with regrets and pain

Savior Part 2.

I woke up alone in the room I felt weak in the body I sat on the bed and hugged my knees again my tears dripped because of the memory that happened to me .

I am ruined , my character is ruined because of those ruthless people . my heart is breaking because of what happened i stop my sobbing because of crying but i can't do only crying and sobbing can only be heard in the room

I kept crying until I heard the door open I felt a tremor in my chest what if the bad guys again what if no one helped me how can I just say to myself while the tears continue to flow

" wins . . . I'm jeon don't be afraid you're safe " he said he could read the fear I was feeling . I hugged my knee again and buried my face there I felt jeon's side next to me he hugged me to calm me down but I felt and I cried even harder .

" I'm scared jeon what if they come back to me I don't want to see them jeon I don't want that I don't know I'll do I won't fight I haven't done anything for myself my personality is broken because of what they did . jeon I'm scared " I kept saying while also crying what am I going to do how can I get out of the trauma they gave me .

" I'm here to protect you I won't leave you and I won't forsake you , sorry I came late to save you sorry babe . I won't let anyone do anything bad to you because I'm the one who will fight them " said jeon to reduce the fear I feel and to make me feel calm .

I felt a dilation in my chest but my fear did not diminish . he stood up and arranged the food he had bought .

" let's eat I'm hungry maybe you too because it's noon . I'll take you later, maybe your friend is looking for you " he said , I lost my mind my friend liezel I stood up and went to my torn clothes I took my shorts and dug there my cellphone but my phone was no longer in my pocket it fell maybe earlier because of what they did .

I sat down at the table and started eating even though I had no appetite I had to eat to regain my strength , we were eating quietly I could feel him staring at me but I didn't pay attention I just bent down and ate ,

after we ate he handed me a paperbag " change your clothes and I'll take you to your friend " he said and I took it I went to the bathroom and got dressed .

I looked at myself in the mirror and saw some scratches on my arm, I felt a pain in my heart again tears dripped from my eyes , I stopped sobbing because I don't want jeon to hear me cry anymore i sat down on the floor because my knee get soft .

it took me a while to go in the bathroom because of crying . before I went out I composed myself , deep breath and out when I felt that somehow I was ok I came out of the bathroom I saw him sitting on the sofa while busy on the cellphone I adjusted my clothes and rubbed a little .

" thank you very much for everything you did thank you for comforting me " I said when I sat on the sofa opposite him " if it wasn't for you they might have stayed what they were planning thank you very much because you still came at the time I needed you " I said an i squeezed my hand little to ease some tense i feel .

he didn't even answer but he just smiled as if that was his response to everything I said I got up and he did the same we both walked towards the door but I couldn't step on my foot , the fear I felt returned what if they were there waiting for me to get out of here .

" everything is ok babe " he said and held out his hand for me to hold , even though i was hesitant , i held his hand , he accompanied me out of the room , I was out of balance and he caught me , I clung to his hard chest and supported me , he help me stood up , took me by the shoulder and walked again .

*End of point of view*

When I entered the door , my best friend greeted me and hugged me . The concern was obvious on his face . He looked at me from head to toe and she saw the wounds on my arm .

" are you still in pain? how are you feeling ? what happened why didn't you wake me ? winslet it wouldn't have happened to you ! " worried he said I can't blame him for his anger at me because it's also my fault I just woke him up so it didn't happen to me .

" I'm sorry and you're worried about me, I would have done what you said but I can't turn back time liezel . . . " I said to her and my tears dripped again she helped me sit on the sofa " liezel they raped me! they drive my character away . it's good that jeon came at the right time because if he hadn't i will lost my virginity "I said and cried I was almost gasping for breath my chest tightened.

liezel knew what happened she immediately ran to my bag and took my inhaler she immediately handed it to me and I also took it I immediately put it in my mouth and made the process for my body to receive medicine. I repeated the process and little by little my breathing returned to normal. Liezel handed me a glass of water and I drank. She also turned up the air-conditioning to keep my body cool.

" take a rest and don't worry tomorrow morning we'll go home we can't stay here because something bad happened to you, don't even think about the rambunctious men there because they're already in jail because jeon called the police right away when you left he's in his room they're locked up now " smiling said liezel I felt complacency inside me the amount of help jeon helped me I cant count i just didn't thank him before .

I walked to my bed and lay down I also felt the heaviness of my eyelids. so I fell asleep...

I woke up it was getting dark outside maybe about 5:30 on the clock, I sat on my bed and looked stunned outside no one was entering my brain but I was still stunned. I didn't think about anything but I couldn't help but be stunned .

" winslet, " liezel touched me at the same time " I've been calling you before but you seem to be thinking deeply ... here's the food i bought for you because it might not be comfortable for you to go out and eat first" he kept saying I didn't even realize his entry into our room. I sighed before approaching the table as I sat down with the sound of my stomach rumbling with hunger we both laugh and start to eat..

the time passed quickly, we are now arranging our belongings and we have also arranged ourselves at 8:30 for our flight home ...

We are now in a taxi and traveling to the airport. " I just couldn't thank him and say goodbye to him " I said to myself and looking out the window I couldn't help but feel sad.

I know what you're thinking. if you're destined for each other you'll see each other so don't worry I'll help you" he said smiling and held me by the shoulder I hugged him. I am so thankful that I had a friend like liezel ...

" thank you liez " i said smiling to her ...