My ex-boyfriend

Chapter 8

Before i could do anything, he hold me close to himself and said, "I missed you so much Anne. I tried so much to find you but.."

I stopped him by kissing him, "Don't talk. It doesn't matter. Don't spoil tonight"

His face fell down, he loosen his grip from my waist. The mood has been changed. I sit down next to him, instantly I miss his touch, how can I not? his warm touch was like feather against my skin.

Why did he step back? Isn't he the one 'double dating'? Why did he loosen his grip when I refuse to talk about that matter? Why? He is getting the physical attention from me. What else did he want? Does he really honestly care about me?

We were silent the whole journey, hardly in 5 minutes we reach the destination. There was deadly silence between us. I followed him in the building.

Interior of the common area looks so beautiful. There are plants every where. This gives a feel that we have entered a small jungle. Gives a feel of wild. It seem so different. I thought he would choose a place which represent royalty not nature. But anyway he was grounded in the past too.

We reached topmost floor, 20th floor, in a minute he open the apartment. Oh My God, I could just look at the place. This looks so comfortable and cosy with the touch of wild plants. I didn't know he's into gardening too. I mean looking at the common area it's obvious but it suits him. He is tender and caring.

Oh my God, how could I think of good qualities in him. I have to remember why I distanced with him in the first place. I can't just let go. I just can't.

He ask me to sit on the sofa. I sit down and he sit next to me, he hold my hand in his hands. I said nothing but in this moment i know for sure that he cares about me.

"Anne, I know I hurt you really bad and you hate me. Trust me nothing hurts more than to see tears in your eyes. If I could take away your hurt I would, I can't see you sad. I please request you to talk about that incident. I want to tell all about it"

"I know Jade, you care about me but I don't want to know about you and her. I am already hurt enough once" I laugh sadly, "Let it go I don't want to talk about it. I get it what happened and it is in the past, let it be in the past"

Why should I talk about something so hurtful. Something which broke me, completely shattered me.

"No, you don't get it. Please listen to me, its not that simple.." he pleads

"Please Jade, This is true I still has feelings for you but I can't be in that situation again. I can't. It is very unhealthy for me. I put so much effort to move on from you. I can't put my self through same hell. It's hurtful and very hard to move on"

He brushed his finger against my cheek, a tear fell on his fingertip. He kissed them and said, "Okay, I will not tell till you are ready to talk about it but one thing you need to know and that is I am not going to stop chasing you till you become mine.

I blushed and moved away from the sofa towards balcony. He was just behind me and catching me in his arms from behind.

" I love you", he whispered in my ears and kissed them over my hair. Before I could react, he removed my hair from my neck and left small kisses over my neck and with his soft lips moved towards my shoulder.

His both hands moved over my waist and hugged me from the back, "you will see, how much I love you and I will make sure you love me back and not leave me ev.."

"In your dreams" I whispered softly, he keep sucking my skin on the neck. He gently nibbled the skin and continue peppering little kisses over there. He then started to use his tongue on my already sensitive skin.

I couldn't help but moan his name, "Still you are confident? Huh?" he said in his seductive voice.

Fuck morale. In this moment I care no more.

I moved towards him, kept my arms around his neck and grabbed his lips in mine.

He smiled through our kiss. But at the same time pulled me more into himself and while taking the lead, his lips synching with my lips

I could feel his energy, his heat, radiating through him.

He grabbed my butt and squeezed them, I moan for him

He took my both thighs in his hands and put them around his waist. Me, clinging to him moved to a bedroom, probably his room.

He laying me down on the bed but before he could do much I sit down on his lap. I grabbed his face in my hand and kissed him. I keep sucking his lower lips.

It seems like I can't have enough, I want to have his all body. I have this desire for him.

I moved towards his jaw, circling my tongue all around his neck. He moaned for me and held me tightly I removed his shirt next.

I touched his chest just to feel him. He has no idea how much I missed him. How much I missed laying on his chest. But not that part anymore I have moved on and now it could be just physical nothing more.

He removed my dress very softly, his hands moved towards my collar bone, massaging my shoulders. Till now we didn't utter a single word apart from our little moans.

I moved my hands towards his pants, removing his belt and then his pants, he helped me. I palmed him through his boxer

But I was surprised.