My ex-boyfriend

Chapter 7

Apparently, the traffic police officer who was on duty in the area at that time is not available right now, most probably the purse is with him.

With so much trouble, I feel like crying and puking, I don't know which one will happen first.

"Anne, I have a vacant apartment in the nearby area please come with me. I'm not able to find locksmith at this hour. I'm very sorry. Please come with me" I was shivering slightly in this cold wind. I think Jade notice me and offers me his coat, " It's cold out here Anne please take this" he pleads with his beautiful eyes.

"No way i'm not gonna go anywhere with you. You are sick who knows what can you do to me when you're alone with me. And no i'd rather freeze than take your stuff" I said arrogantly. I surely said this things but I didn't mean it. I mean I did mean but the thing is that, that I have no where else to go at this time and no phone to connect with friends to know their whereabouts.

I hope he asks again. please. please.

"Anne, you know very well how much I care about you, I'd never ever hurt you"

"Yeah, right? I totally forgot I mean it was not you, was it? that day on the beach? Yep I might have confused you with someone else. I am sorry, I really am"

"I know , I mean i'm very sorry. You got badly hurt because of me, but trust me nothing...."

"Trust you? are you insane", I shouted at him and my voice cracked. That incident is such wound on me.

Jade came forward to hold me, I tried to break free from him. he hold my face with both hands, " I WILL NEVER EVER HURT YOU ANNE, YOU CAN TRUST ME, YOU KNOW ME" he emphasized each and every word.

I couldn't hold back my tears. This is the only guy I have ever loved. He says that he will never hurt me but he had hurt me the most. How can I believe him? How?

I could not hold back my tears. I cried and cried, he hugged me, held me in his arms.

I don't know why I can't hold back my tears but I just can't. I kept crying in his arms.

For a moment I just want to forget about past and let my heart lead my path.

Can I do that? I don't know but I want to. Each and every word of him causes a fight within me. I'm not sure how to stand still in front of him, to not find his arms the most comfortable. Cause I do, I just can't help it

In this particular moment, there is an urgency to look at his face. I looked at him but instantly missed his warm arms, how good I feel there. Hard to explain. I feel so many emotions just looking at him. I felt his hand on my tears stained face, cleansing them in the same way he is cleaning the stain from the past.

But can I be with him? full heartedly? Not sure. Neither want to be, atleast not right now. In this moment I just want things to be the way it is. To look at his beautiful features.

There is an urgency to caress his features. I am not sure if I should, before I could make a decision, I put my hand on his cheek and made a slow movement. I missed this. A lot. His soft skin feels so good against my hand.

My desire do not stop there, heart wants more and more. I caress his eyes, very softly, his cute little nose and soft cheeks. When I brushed my fingers against his lips, I had a sudden rush.

I felt his heart beating fast against my hand. I so want to listen to his heart beat, I removed my hand from him and looked at him tenderly. How can I not? He looks so pleasing, it's hard to resist.

He breathed my name, it seems extra alluring with his sexy voice. He knows very well how to seduce me. Too well. He knows how to tempt me and leave me wanting more.

I keep my head against his heart and listen to his heart beat. His heart is beating so fast. He hug me tightly and said, "Anne, I missed you so much"

I shushed him by kissing him. I felt him nervous with my sudden kiss, he did not respond for a second, there was a hesitation, but he kissed me back after a moment.

He deepen the kiss, moving back and forth in a sync, my hands were pulling on his hair. He moaned and he started to suck on my lower lips, I moaned for him. He groaned in response and pushed me more in himself. His hands started to caress my back, from upper back to lower, pushing more of me in himself. Like he wants me to dissolve in him. His hands felt like a mercy given to me on a dry day. Like taking away all the tiredness from today, so therapeutic.

His and mine tongue started to dance together as they already know the rhythm of this music.

He moved his mouth towards my chin, licking with his tongue. massaging my both ass with his hand and squeezing them. i am loving every minute of this. I was weak on my knees. I could not help it but moan his name 'Jade'.

He groaned long in response and pulled back. I could not help but complain.

"I want you so much", he said. His hand started to touch my neck with little pressure and moved towards my chest. He moved his hands like feather on my breast.

I pulled him towards myself but he stopped me and said ," darling, we are next to police station"

I hold his hand in mine and moved towards the car. His driver has already brought the car. We got inside and I sat on his lap.