My ex-boyfriend

Chapter 6

I am still tipsy and little drunk but mostly sobered up. And how can I not? with what happened I had to, right? Anyway so many thoughts at once and my mind is not capable right now to decipher all of them.

We reached my address in half an hour. I got out of car, he followed me,

"What?" I snapped.

Yes i'm tipsy but i'm not embarrassing myself more than i've had.

"I wanted to make sure you get inside safely" he said nervously.

"Seriously? Like you care!" I remarked rudely and hurriedly left him standing there.

Standing straight in front of my door for straight two minutes, I realised my purse is not with me.

Fuck I don't remember whether I carried to the car or not? But to check I have to go back and face him, only if he hadn't left.

The thought of me being homeless just started to form, I reached near his car. He was standing against the passenger door and his driver was standing on the other side.

"Excuse me? I have left my purse here. Can you please hand me over", I directed this towards the driver and ignored the man standing close to me.

By now I'm completely sober. His perfume, mixed with his manly scent, hit my nostril. There is no doubt in my mind that I am still after a year, attracted to him. But how can I? How can I be attracted to this man? Who double-timed me? Just How?

"Sorry, I remember now, you were so drunk, you threw your purse and yourself on the street outside banquet. I was engrossed in taking care of you I forgot to pick your purse. I'm really sorry, please come with me, we will find it. If not i'll do everything to arrange a key-maker" Jade said in one breath. He was panting and I was struggling to get angry.

What could I say? I gesture to be back in the car.

Now that manly scent mixed with expensive perfume was very close to me, I had to resist myself. How could I hate and still be attracted to that same person?

It doesn't matter however much i'm still attracted to him. I cannot put myself to the same torture, I have to move on. Today is the last time I'm meeting him, next time I will definitely refuse if Ron offers me to take job from Jade's brother.

Because the kiss still lingers on my lips, my skin aches to be caressed by those hands. I can't help but relive those moments silently.

I need to stay away from him, for these thoughts, thoughts of wanting him, to be buried deep inside. Too inside to open this wound again.

I can't afford to put myself to what I went through last year, I just can't. I have to be strong and stay away, I can't afford to mess up, my financial situation doesn't allow me to.

I can't mess up my studies because of a boy or man, whatever. I just can't. I will get my things and book a cab, I'm not gonna go back with him in his car.

We reached the venue in half an hour. I started searching nearby area and Jade went to the security guard. Apparently, they have found an unclaimed purse and hand it over to traffic police.

Fuck. This has to be one of the longest night of my life. So many things happened, now only one left and that is to visit a police station.

I so want to curse him, throw all the verbal abuses but I also don't want to go police station alone.

It was five minute walk to the police station. Me and Jade decided to take a walk.

Its middle of the night, on this lonely road it just me and him, walking side by side.

This remind me of the night of our first date after dinner when he walked me to my house

"You look beautiful tonight, I mean you look beautiful everyday. It just today little more.. I mean.." he stuttered nervously.

I silenced him by putting my finger against his plump lips, very beautiful

He smiled against my finger and I couldn't resist but smile at this cute, handsome young man in front of me.

We were so close to each other standing in the middle of the street. Soon the tension came between us. With the intention of putting some distance between us, I moved. He stopped me.

He inched closer to me and moved his finger against my head moved towards my nose to my lips. He caressed my upper lips and then lower.

I released a moan and parted my lips for him. He put his thumb in my mouth. I released another moan. My tongue touched his thumb slightly. His another hand moved to my waist and inched me closer to himself.

He moved his thumb deeper in my mouth. I circled my tongue around his finger while looking into his eyes. He groaned and moved his other hand over my ass in my skirt and

squeezed it over and over.

He moved his finger from my mouth and replaced it with his lips..

"Hey? we reached" Jade said while holding my hands like stopping me from walking further.

Shit. I was too lost thinking about my intimate moments with this jerk. How could I reminisce such memory. Since I kissed him in his car all I have been thinking about is kissing him.

God help me. This is one guy I want to move on from. How could I be lost?

His hand moved in front of my eyes to grab my attention, "are you okay? where you so lost?"

I was slightly taken aback cause I didn't know what to say to him.

"None of your business" I said rudely and moved towards police station without looking at his expression.

I know, I probably shouldn't be rude to him after all, he's helping me but it just I can't help it.