Amanda's POV.
I ran back to the pack house as quickly as I could. My face was burning, and the tears were blinding my eyes and made my vision blurry.
As soon as I reached my room, I locked the door behind me and threw myself down on my bed, face first. I then buried my face in my pillows and screamed as loudly as I could.
I did this over and over again until my voice was hoarse and my throat hurt. The tears kept streaming down my face. Snot dripped from my nose, making it difficult to breathe. I was totally ugly crying and I couldn't stop it. I wasn't sure that I wanted to either.
My heart was broken. I was devastated. I felt like such a fool, making such a big scene in front of everyone and embarrassing myself like that. I honestly didn't know what was going on with me lately. I didn'
