When The Sun Hides

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Meet

Nanggagalaiti ako sa inis at galit, a simple problem I have is like a dilemma now. How dare that company give me that impression?.

I don't exactly know what they are up to! Or who is that damn person who wants me to suffer, yes. Suffering, for me meeting one of them is like suffering at any moment.

I don't like to see them. Nakakunot ang aking noo habang nag-rarounds ako, pinili ko munang manatili dito sa Manila dahil nga sa mga pasyenteng kailangan ako.

I need to monitor them, I don't want to risk their life. I decided to stay here for days besides I can't convince my family and until now they're still avoiding me.

What do I have to do to make them come here? And now my problem about the drugs is not settled. That company wants me to settle that s**t with them.

Are they f*****g annoying me?

" Ano ba naman L? C'mon makikipag negotiate ka for our drugs it's not like they're going to murder you or something. "

One afternoon, kanina pa ako kinukulit ng isang ito, she has a point, is just that, ayokong humarap doon. I don't like that.

" No, Ally. I won't." She rolled her eyes at me. " Bakit ba pinipilit mo ako? You should've on my side because I'm your friend, for f*****g sake. "

Umiling ito at binigyan ako ng mapanuring tingin. What?

" Yung totoo Ana? Natatakot ka bang makita siya?" Inismiran ko siya dahil sa tinatawag niya sa akin. She surely know that I don't like that name.

" Call me L you b***h! At hindi ako natatakot okay." Inis kong turan.

I wasn't afraid of anything! Even to a person.

" Then go! Face whoever that person who insisted on meeting you. " Yeah insisted. That freak insisted that I should be the one to present myself to meet whoever he or she is.

What if? Arggg. That person is pain in the ass. Why would that person want to meet me? For what? To get information kung anong nangyare o kung anong itsura ko after long years.

Stupid! I'm not sure if that person knows me but let me think of it. That person wouldn't push this through if it's nothing. There's something in that freaking meeting. I don't like to face.

" Ah! Basta ikaw ang haharap bukas I reschedule that meeting tomorrow. No buts!" She said then walked out of my office.

That b***h!

Do I have a choice? Fine! Business is business. I don't need to talk not to related but business. Hindi ko mapigilan ang kabang nararamdaman.

I master hiding my feelings but still I can't fool myself, fooling people is easy but yourself? Nu-ah. It wasn't.

And I hate it, I hate this. Bullshits!

After checking some patient I decided to go home. I have a house near my hospital this house is from tita Emelia when she died kasama ito sa mga ari-ariang binigay at pinagkatiwala niya saakin.

" Oh anak, ang aga mo, kumain kana ba?" Ngumiti ako.

"Hindi pa ho Nay gusto ko lang muna pong magpahinga." Tumango ito, she get my bag at siya na ang nagdala niyon sa kwarto.

" Tumawag nga pala si Berta kanina." Agad napukol nito ang attention ko. Why would she call?

" Bakit daw po?" Umupo muna ako sa Couch. May pag aalala sa mukha nito.

" Hinahanap ka niya, ilang linggo mo na daw hindi binibisita. Anak, bakit hindi ka muna mag bakasyon doon?"

Wala iyon sa isip ko, bukod sa Papa ko at mga kapatid ko ay hindi ko muna iniisip ang mag bakasyon... Sa ngayon.

"Tatawagan ko siya mamaya matutulog lang po muna ako. " Tumayo ako at naglakad pero huminto ako ng magsalita pa ulit ito.

" Sana ay patawarin mo na ang iyong sarili Hija, naghihintay siya sayo." Tumulo ang luha ko. Hindi ko iyon namalayan.

" Salamat po nanay Ising." Nagpaalam agad ako, ang balak kong matulog ay hindi na nagyare dahil sa mga agam agam na iniisip, I end up Calling Berta.

" Ma'am, buti po at tumawag kayo." Huminga ako ng malalim at pumikit ng mariin.

" Kamusta siya?" Pumipintig ang puso ko, excitement fill my heart.

" Nakatulog po siya Ma'am, hinintay nga po kayo nito kaso, hindi pa daw po kayo umuwi."

" Mag video call tayo." Isang gwapong nilalang ang nakita ko sa screen ng cellphone ko. Napangiti ako.

"Miggy..." Miss na miss ko na ito.

" Hay!! Ma'am ang kulit kulit nga po sinabi ko ng huwag makipag away sa school kaso matigas ang ulo." Is that the reason why she called?

" Berta, napaaway naman ba siya?" Medyo gumalaw ang screen lalo iyong inilapit ni berta sa mukha nito at nakita ko ang namumulang pisngi nito gustong gusto ko itong kurutin.

Pero naagaw ang attention ko ng makita ko ang galos nito sa gilid ng labi nito.

" What happened to his lips Berta?" Takang tanong ko dito. Nagaalala ako, hindi naman ito basagulero noon kaya bakit naman ngayon pa?

" Eh, yun nga po Ma'am. Kailangan nyo pong pumunta ng school dahil Kailangan daw ng guardian doon." Napapikit ako. This is the first time na pinatawag ako sa School nito.

"Okay, kailan ba iyan?" I feel so Frustrated dahil hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko sa kanya.

Habang tumatagal nagiiba na ito, at nababahala ko iyon. Kung ilipat ko kaya siya dito? No. Hindi iyon pwede.

"Bukas po sana Ma'am."

I Cancel my meeting ng umaga kinabukasan, I drive to pampanga to go to his School. Isang meeting lang ang hindi ko napa cancel how I wish I could pero we need that agreement as soon as possible.

I don't have a choice.

"Ma'am!!"

Sa school na ako dumeretso, nahagip agad siya ng mata ng sumilip ako sa room nito, nakasimangot ito. Walang naman itong kausap at nakatingin lang sa teacher nito.

" Halikana samahan mo ako." Tumango ito.

Napahilot ako sa sintido dahil sa iminungkahi ng prinsipal, ayon dito si Miggy daw ang nagsimula. Pinayuhan ako nitong pagsabihan ang bata kaya tumango na lang ako.

" Ma'am, aalis po ba kayo kaagad?" Pinagiisipan ko kung isasama ko ba ito sa manila ngayon.

" Sasama kayo sa akin ngayon sa manila. " Friday naman walang pasok kinabukasan kaya minabuting isama ko ito.

Umuwi si Berta para kumuha ng gamit, aalis kami agad dahil kailangan kong makauwe agad for that meeting. Ilang minuto bago matapos ang klase ni Miggy ay dumating na si Berta.

"Mama!!!" Masayang bati nito saakin ng makita ako. I smiled at him, all my worries fades when I see his handsome face smiling.

" Hey! Baby. How school?" Nilahad ko sa kanya ang kamay ko na agad naman nitong kinuha. Masayang masaya ito abot tenga ang ngiti. I feel guilty.

" Mama. Sorry po, alam ko po kung bakit kayo nandito ngayon." Malungkot na sabi nito.

" bakit mo ginawa iyon?" Tukoy ko sa pag suntok nito sa isang kaklase niya.

" Nainis po kasi ako, sorry po." Nakayukong sabi niya. Ginulo ko ang buhok niya.

" Let's talk later, saan mo gustong kumain?"

Hindi ko alam kung anong nararamdaman ko sa mga oras na papalapit. Na sa kotse kami at tapos na kaming kumain. Tumawag si Ally to remind me About the meeting like I'll forget about that? Duh!

" Ma."

"Why baby?" Nakangiti ito, tapos ko na rin itong pagsabihan kanina. Kaya todo na ang ngiti nito ngayon.

" Pwede po bang doon na lang ako kung nasaan ka? "

I'm taken aback. Hindi ako naka sagot agad, anong sasabihin ko? Nakatitig lang ito at ng tumagal ay sumimangot at yumuko.

" Sorry po, gusto ko lang po kasi kayong makasama." Agad akong na guilty. Bakit ganito ang nangyayari?

" Kung papayag ba ako hindi muna ulit gagawin ang ginawa mo kanina?" I can't say no to him. Sa ilang linggo ng hindi ko ito nakita ay ito ang iniiwasan ko.

I know one day that he will ask about it, again... And there's a point that I'll say yes without a blink.

"Really? Mama? Yes of course Mama. I won't do it again. I promise!" Ngumiti ako pero hindi mapigilan ang mapaisip ng malalim.

But why am I afraid? Huh? Tsk.

" Ipapa-ayos ko muna ang school mo then pwede ka ng lumipat okay?" I stay at pampanga for 4 years, umuwi ako doon regularly but this days ay hindi ko na iyon nagawa dahil sa busy ang sched, so, I guess. I need to bring him with me.

I stared myself in the mirror, what's with this meeting at kailangan mo pang ilang beses tignan ang sarili mo sa salamin ha? Louisiana?

Why did you feel nervous? Whoever that person you'll meet is a stranger, okay? no need to be this stupid. No one know who are you now.

I breathe deep and walk myself pinuntahan ko ang kinaroroonan ng aking anak. He is just watching Tv humalik ako sa pisngi niya.

" Mama, go home po agad ha?" Ngumisi ako.

" Okay, ano po ang gusto mong pasalubong?" Tanong ko.

" You Mama. Just be safe." Aw. My sweet baby.

" Okay then, I love you." I kiss him again on his cheeks. He did the same. And bid his goodbye and I love you's

Sa Isang restaurant gaganapin ang meeting I make sure my secretary is with me, I don't want to go there alone.

" Ma'am Miss Aly called me earlier. She said goodluck." Napataas ang kilay ko. At bakit hindi saakin mismo iyon tumawag?

I shrug it off, nakarating kami ng Restaurant, masyado kaming maaga kaya as expected wala pa ang ka meeting ko.

Maybe 5 minutes she'll be here. Umupo ako sa a sign seets at ganun din ang kasama ko. At katulad ng inaasahan ko naghihintay kami ng ilang minuto.

Ginugol ko ang sarili sa kailangan na mga gamot, I review it firstly. A sound caught my attention, it came from the Glass door which means may pumasok or lumabas kaya napatingin ako doon.

And I wish I never did. A built of a man is standing proudly, no. Actually he's walking in my direction. Naitikom ko ang labi ko.

Agad na inayos ko ang pustura ko at sinigurado na hindi mababakas ang gulat o ano pa mang reaksyon ang mukha ko.

I never expected this. Does Ally know that it was him? I stay emotionless, I stay still hindi ko inalis ang aking tingin sa kanya. I don't want to make him think that I can't make eye contact.

" Good afternoon Mr. Del Fabbro."

My secretary said as he arrives in front of us. Agad naman nilahad ng kasama ko ang upuan sa unahan ko. To make it formal I offer my hands to him.

" We meet again."

Tinitigan niya ito, I cringe when he hold my hand tight na kinataas ng kilay ko. Agad ko naman iyong binawi.

" I never thought I could see you again after... 9 years?" I fake a laugh. " Well, it's nice seeing you again Mr. Del Fabbro. Here's the drug that we need for the following months."

Hindi niya inabot iyon kaya naman tumaas ang kilay ko, he is just looking at me na lalong kinataas ng kilay ko. What now?

" You change a lot." Ngumisi ako.

" Ikaw rin." Oh C'mon. " I'm not here to catch up. I wonder kung bakit kailangan ako pa ang pumunta dito and now I know." Pertaining to my business. Wala naman talaga ako dapat dito kung hindi lang dahil sa kondisyon na iyan.

" I have a proposal." My face turned stoic. Proposal ha? " I want you to be my personal doctor."

Oh really? Bakit mamatay kana ba? Like I would do any business with you. A familiar feeling slowly showed inside me.

Matagal na panahon kong iniwasan ang nakaraan, at mukhang hindi ko ito maiiwasan all my life!

" I'm sorry Mr. Del Fabbro, I don't do private business. I can recommend someone if you want." Malamig kong sabi dito. Nag iba naman ang timpla ng mukha nito.

" I don't like anyone, I want you!" He said seriously.

I gritted my teeth.

How I hate this guy!!! Why is it always unfair huh? Lalo lang itong naging matikas, Not to mention his dark expression before is now dangerous. A lot more dangerous...

He's presence shouts danger, yet, you'll be captivated with his charms, but not me. Not again...

His eyes became more darker, at lalong lumamig ang boses nito, maturity hits him hard huh..

I wonder how many girls cried because of him? Which includes me... In the past. I stay emotionless, I don't want him to see my feelings that I still loathes him to death.

" Enlighten me, I'm not stupid, this meeting has purpose? Kung bakit umaayaw ang mga supplier and you're here ready to give all your shits with ah... Proposal? " I'm not that stupid.

Nakita ko siya at yun agad ang unang pumasok sa isip ko. I don't have business with him. Matagal ng tapos at naibaon ang nakaraan at hindi ko na iyon gusto pang balikan. Not with the same person.

Hindi siya sumagot at pinag-aralan ang mukha at mga galaw ko. Napairap ako, ano na? Hindi ako nag l-sayang ng oras para makipag titigan.

"Kung wala kang sasabihin, I'll be leaving." Tatayo na sana ako ng marinig ko itong tumawa ng pagak.

" So itchy to run away again? Why?"

" My time is precious, I'm a busy person, so are you. I guess you understand. "

I know how busy he is, Maybe he is more busier than me. Ipinatong niya ang mga kamay sa mesa, he look at my secretary at nakuha naman nito agad iyon.

Hindi na ako nagprotesta ng tumayo ang kasama ko at umalis, and now We're a lone in one table.

Gusto ko ng umalis pero hindi sinusunod ng katawan ko ang utak ko, I should've left in the first place but I'm still here.

" I'm sorry for what happened 8 years ago." Nagiba ang hilatsa ng muka niya it became guilty and hurt? I'm not sure...

Sorry?... That's the first time I heard it after long years. I'm not expecting him to say it. When I blame him for my misery.

" Forgiven." I said without any remorse, it was easy to say it. It's all easy to say something you really didn't mean.

" Our child." Doon ako napatingin ng masama sa kanya. Kumulo ang dugo ko.

How insensitive can he be?

" Anak ko lang." Mariing sabi ko. I look at him with dagger eyes. How dare him say that it's his child also?

After denying me and my child? After pushing me away? f**k him!!!

We don't need him. I don't.

" I'm sorry." Tumayo na ako. This is nonsense.

" What done is done." I said. Hinawakan niya pa ako sa braso pero hinawi ko na iyon. No words can describe what I feel right now.

Does he know how I suffer knowing I lost my child? And how dare him bring it back. He has a big contribution for the damage and it's very hard to face, I don't even want to look at him.

I feel so disgusted looking at him, looking at the man who causes nothing but trouble and pain. He's nothing but pain.

I remember every bit of those days, weeks, months. I remember it and it made me cry more like my tears won't stop and have a lot of storage.

My secretary called me that night, He finally agreed. I hope, this will be the last time I'll be seeing him.

" Mommy, are you okay?" Tumingin ako sa anak kong nakahiga ngayon sa kama, We decided to sleep in my room although he has a room.

" Yeah, sleep now. It's late." He just look at me.

" ...Is Dad really dead?" Parang may batong bumara sa lalamunan ko at hindi agad ako makapagsalita.

I wish he could.

" Y-yes." Tumango ito, muka naman kumbinsido ito kahit na paulit ulit nito iyong tinatanong.

" ...I hope it will change one day Mom." Agad akong lumingon dito but he just hugged me, then closed his eyes to sleep.

Parang wala lang dito ang sinabi at nakatulog din agad. How guilty I feel everytime I'm with him.

" Baby?" What does it mean?

I'm a liar, I told him he's dead, I told him that his dad died a long time ago. I told him lies to stop him questioning me about him.

Umayos ako sa higa at kinumutan siya hanggang sa dibdib, Isang patak ng luha ang nagpatigil sa aakin, he's at sleep but his tears is continue falling from his eyes.

Pinawi ko iyon, sa ngayon iyon lang ang kaya kong gawin to ease the pain and to make him feel that I won't leave him.

Even if I lied to him countless times, I won't ever leave. But...

...Then, I remember how he always asks me the same thing, if his dad is really dead? Does he know that I'm bluffing?

Will he hate me if he finds out about his Dad breathing freely? I sigh with those thoughts, I lied to him and it's bad, so better know the consequences and how that situation firedback at me.

I don't know anymore, nagmatigas pa rin ako, I push it though, I still lie every time he asks me. I better know that if he knows his Dad is just somewhere he will find him.

I don't want him hurt, his Dad might have a family now, we don't know? Like we can't say, but still. I don't want to give him false hope or hope that we could be a family with his Dad because that's impossible.

"I'm sorry, baby." I said, then I dozed off.

Kinaumagahan, maaga akong gumising para asikasuhin ang anak ko, Berta inform me about his school. She already settled it anyways.

At meron pa akong problema, I don't know how I could convince them to move here with me, forgiving is that hard. I can't even give it.

" Ma'am, maayos na po ang school na paasukan niya, katulad po ng gusto niyo. Meron pa po ba kayong iuutos?"

Umiiling ako, iniwan ko si Miggy sa Yaya niya, start na ng school niya today at kailangan ko naman mag puntang Hospital.

After so many rounds, checking patient's, nagpahinga ako sa office but uninvited visitor came in.

Wala man lang itong ka abog-abog at basta na lang pumasok without even confirming if I'll let him.

" What the hell are you doing here?" Malamig kong sabi dito. Umayos ako ng pagkakaupo at hinarap siya.

Prenteng umupo ito sa sofa ko, tumingin ito saakin without expression na pinantayan ko, I make sure he won't read me.

Pero ito ay parang nasa bahay niya kung umasta, he acted like I'm his friends or something that he could act like this.

He isn't my boss but I still feel inferior with his presence. His Aura is so domineering, even before ay ganun na iyon. But it doubled after counting of years..

" You didn't reply to my texts, even answer my calls, so. I decided to visit here." Huminga ako ng malalim.

Hindi ako tumayo o binigyan man lang ng magandang pagbati ang walangya kong bisita. He really think he can boss me around him? Well he is wrong and why would I answer his text or call?

I just told myself I don't want to be involved again with him, with his family so why would I? I won't give him that chance.

" Hindi ako obligadong sagutin ang text o tawag mo, you aren't even invited here. Plus the facts that I don't like you here." Even seeing the shadow made by you. Tsk.

" Yeah, you can say all you want. I won't stop, till you say yes to me again." Oh really huh?

I just look at him, not minding what he said, disregarding what I'm feeling, I look at him without any bit of my emotion.

" Wala kang mapapala dito kaya umalis kana." I said it blankly I badly want him out. Doesn't he understand that?

" Meron..." Fine. He wants to stay? Then stay. I'll leave.

I gather all my things and walk through the door, at ng nasa malapit na ako ay pinigilan niya ako. He hold my arms stopping me.

Umiwas naman agad ako but sadly he is much stronger than me, there's no way I could match his strength, I'm just a female human being.

And he's doing it to his advantage because I can't do anything, plus that no one could help me here we're all alone in my soundproof office.

And when I realized that I can't go, I stop struggling and let him, kahit gusto ko siya sapakin ay hawak niya ang mga braso ko ng mahigpit.

"What?" I said irritatedly.

" Where are you going?" He's acting now like really nothing happened?

So? I must also act like I don't really care? Asshole...

" Wala kang pakialam." I said at sinubukan na itulak siya.

I almost panicked when he hold me closer and pin me against his chest, agad kong sinubukan makawala pero hindi ko nagawa dahil sobrang higpit ng pagkakakapit niya sa akin.

" Let me go, Asshole!!" I said with gritted teeth.

His face is serious like how it supposed to be, but his eyes that makes me weak gives me chill and the fact that he is just an inches aways makes my inside tingling.

" I didn't like the last time I let you go." Ano bang problema ng lalaking ito. Why is he acting like this? Like he never pushed me away? Like nothing happened?

Like he wasn't that affected? I want to slap him for how my baby died to make him feel guilty and all, I want to make him feel the way I felt knowing that...

...Incident.

" Pwede ba? Huwag ka ng mag-panggap! I'm done with your games long time ago! At wala akong balak makipaglaro ulit sayo! " I was so mad, sinigawan ko na siya lahat pero parang wala lang dito.

Mahinahon ang bakas ng muka at parang hindi alintana ang mga sinasabi ko. He lean closer, iginilid ko ang mukha ko so he could not do whatever he want.

But I feel his breath in my ear, it sends tingling sensation, I struggle and fight the feeling of him this close. I admitted that he still has an affect on me. But I won't let it empower me.

" Stop running away from me." Pilit ko siyang tinutulak pero hindi ko parin magawa, at napapagod na ako sa kaka tulak sa kanya.

" I'm not running away, I'm forgetting you. Buried all the memories, dahil isa ka na lang basura ngayon para sa akin!"

I don't freaking care if I hurt his ego! So what. Mas masakit ang mga sinabi niya noon saakin. All his words killed me...Emotionally

He look at my eyes intently, he look at me like how he miss me, how he long for me. Lumambot ang mukha niya, sari-saring emosyon ang nakita ko pero binaliwala ko lang.

Ganun naman talaga diba? Katulad kung paano niya ako binaliwala noon, that's fact, kakalimutan ka ng mga taong kinalimutan mo.

" What do you want me to do?" Yan na naman tayo! I'm really done with this. Hindi na ako ang babaeng si Ana. Na lahat ng decision ay nasa kanya.

" Umalis ka at huwag mag-papakita saakin, kailanman..." Madiin sabi ko.

" f**k, sa tingin mo ba hahayaan ko na naman makawala ka sa akin? Tama na ang walong taon, Ana. Hindi na ako papayag na malayo na naman ako sayo." Wow. Just wow, tumawa ako ng pagak.

Siguro matutuwa or mag lulundag ako sa tuwa if he said it 8 years ago. If he not push me away?

Those time when I'm still stupidly Inlove with him? But I learn my lesson very well at hindi iyon ganon. Life isn't all about love.

" Tama na, nagawa nating mabuhay ng mahabang panahon ng wala ang isat isa..." Mariing sabi ko.

His bloodshot eyes make me weak. All of a sudden, I feel his pain...

Letseng puso! Tanga kahit kailan!

" At mamatay ako pag hindi ka pa bumalik sa akin." Then maybe see you in hell?

" You push me away remember? Ito naman ang gusto mo diba? Ikaw ang may gusto nito! Ito ang Plano mo! " He plan destroying me. He plan it.

" No, I didn't plan this, hindi ko iyon ginusto---" sinampal ko siya to cut him.

" Pero ginawa mo! Kaya wala ka nang dapat ipaliwanag, dahil tapos na. Matagal ng tapos!" I said it with anger. "... Well, let see each other in hell."

Pero kinagulat ko ang sunod na ginawa nito, he kiss me after minutes of just looking at me, his soft lips crash mine with full force.

Sabik na sabik niya akong hinalikan hindi tulad noon na marahan at puno ng pagiingat, well. Hindi naman kami masyadong intimate before.

It just...that night.

At dahil sa gulat ay hindi ko agad nagalaw ang katawan at hindi siya agad na itulak, naramdaman ko na lang na pinasok niya ang kamay niya sa loob ng lab gown ko.

Hindi ko pala ito nabuhad kanina dahil sa biglaang pagdating nito, at ngayon nga ay hindi ko siya maitulak dahil sa gulat.

This is the first time he did this, yes he looks ruthless, cold and harmful. But he never did this intimacy with me which made me think before.

I thought that I'm not that attractive at all and that's okay but right now I don't know, lalo niyang idiniin ang sarili saakin at ng may maramdaman akong matigas na bagay sa bandang tiyan ko ay parang binuhusan ako ng malamig na tubig.

" Hmmmm. " Pinilit kong makawala pero hindi ko magawa. I'm thankful that his arms wouldn't go further.

Ilang minuto at doon lang niya ako binitawan, hinihingal akong tumingin sa kanya, masama na ang pinupukol kong tingin at umatras pa.

Habang umaatras ako ay yun namang hakbang niya, napadapo ang mata ko sa mapula niyang labi, nag-init ang muka ko dahil doon.

" Matagal na akong nag-pipigil, Ana!" Sabi niya na may seryosong tono." Huwag mo akong lalayuan o tatakbuhan dahil kukunin kita, babawiin, ulit kita!"

Pinantayan ko ang tingin na binibigay niya sa akin, sinubukan ko pero ako rin ang unang umiwas, umiwas ako kasi alam kong hindi nito iyon gagawin.

Ganun lang ba talaga iyon? Pagkatapos niya akong ipag-tabuyan at itapon na parang basura ay pupulutin na lang ng parang walang nagyari?

Na parang hindi niya ako nasaktan at ang anak ko? Paano naman ang mga nangyari noon? Kinahinatnan ng pamilya ko?

" Hindi na kailangan." Matigas na sabi ko. Nagtangis ang mga bagang nito at umiwas ng tingin saakin.

Malalim itong nag-isip at parang tinitimbang ang kanyang sasabihin, seryoso ito at ng tumitig sa akin ay wala ng kahit ano mang emosyon ang makikita sa mga mata nito.

" Huwag mo akong subukan, dahil sisiguraduhin kong saakin parin ang bagsak mo."