autumn leaves inevitably

less is more

#poetry

I

ll never be more than second best

forgotten as soon as I put to the test

afterthought affections as Good as it gets

I wish that I could be as good as the rest

I don't know what I'm doing wrong

even with all my efforts

I'm still not her mom

wasn't good enough for her father

I was all wrong

now it's been 5 years

they're going strong

I put in the most effort

I know it's not that

when it comes to how much I give

I give them all that I have

it's not like I'm ugly

It's not like I'm fat

but they see somebody better

And they hate me for that

what's better about my best friend

she doesn't even care

the s*x can't be that good

once you're not even there

plus with her being married

is it something about the affair

Q I'VE BEEN AROUND FOR 15 YEARS

AND SHE DOESN'T EVEN CARE

EVEN THE STALKER CHOOSES ME SECOND

MAYBE SHE'S MORE FUN

IT COULD BE THAT I RECKON

MAYBE IT'S THE FACT THAT SHE CAN'T GIVE 100%. IT'S ALL ABOUT THE CHASE

MAYBE THAT'S WHY THE TIME IS BETTER SPENT NOBODY'S WANTS IT ALL ANYMORE

INSTEAD OF ALL OF A PERSON THEY

JUST WANT A W****

THEY WANT SOMEONE WHO'S QUIET

THEY WON'T ASK HIM FOR MORE

SOMEONE DELETED INTO THE SIDELINES

AND THEY ARE ALONE IN STORES

SO THEY CAN BE CHECKED OUT

THEY CAN TALK TO OTHERS

THEY WON'T HEAR YOUR MOUTH

SOMEBODY TELL ME

I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT'S ABOUT

JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH

SO I CAN FEED INTO MY DOUBTS

BUT SOMEHOW I'M NOT WORTH IT BECAUSE EVERYONE WANTS MORE

100% FAITHFUL BUT STILL I'M A W****

I'VE BEEN NOTHING WRONG

But less now means more