Is it Love?

I never accept defeat. Let's drink and see who's is going to blackout Tonight. it's me I'm Jennifer. I like to go to party. By enjoying the music and drinking alcohol with my bestie. yay! I won, no one can drink as much as I can. I am the best. She blackout in just a bottle. poor tolerance she doesn't have control on herself. I can drink more. let's go upstairs and have some fresh air. it's better here. what's that strong perfume smell? is someone there here other than me? that can't be. wait! who is he? I can't see his face.whoever it is,why do I care? let's drink more. The next day.... The sunlight is directly falling on me. (phone ringing) Hello? Hey Jenny where did you disappear last night? I was drunk I'm having hangover. will call you back in sometime. let's just close the curtain. hmm.. wait what's this on my body. Is it hickie or some bug? let's see in the mirror. what the heck is this on my neck and my body. last night I drank too much. but thank god! I reached safely. what's that sound? it's like someone is having shower. maybe it's my partner from last night. let's just ran away before he comes out. No, do I have to do that? I didn't do anything wrong. My head Hurts let's just go back to sleep. ( last night: Hey you look damm pretty. you are eyes are lovely. I bet you'd still look pretty even if you cried ...) what the heck have I done last night ? I was the one who jumped on him first? well I could've done only that. He is shockingly very handsome. Are you awake? ah.. yeah( that face, I can understand why I was tempted last night. But why does he seems familiar. ohh! damm he is most popular Badz) you were groaning while you were sleeping, are you okay? ( He comes on me and started kissing me. I couldn't say anything. then I pushed him.) wait a moment!? ah!! you must be tired. I'm sorry. ( that's not the problem here. I like it but....) Are you Badz?( He kissed me on my cheek and said) yeah. Oh my god! , is it really you? yes. ( He is most popular Badz. Every girls dream prince. I'm in shock. let's calm down. it's just a one night stand. I'll be fine if i just part way with him now.) forget it. let's pretend this never happened before. this was just an accident. you enjoyed and I enjoyed let's forget whatever happened today. ( I'm sorry. I feel so sorry for him) As, I warned you before I don't want only one night stand. you were the one who told me from starting yesterday we will be dating and it will be our first day. wait! what ? ( I tempted him last night and said it is our day one to have one night stand. because he didn't like one-night stand, I said him it's our day one. He believed in me and slept with me. the next day I'm saying to forget it. it's like I'm the bad person here) Badz I don't mean that. The truth is I don't remember anything from last night. ( I sound like b***h. how can someone say to forget about everything who don't remember what happened last night. He must be very angry.) Ok. wait! did you agree just now? you were drunk last night so that could've happened. So, It was my fault. ( atlast he understood me. I can get rid of this situation now) yeah! I was drunk so, I don't remember. Anyway it's my mistake. I'm really sorry. Let's do it again. what... do it again? huh!? what you are saying? you're kidding me, right? what do you mean by do it again? I remember everything so, don't worry. Besides this is the perfect time to discuss this.( he covered my body with blanket and sat beside) we met for the first time on the terrace. you came up to me and kissed me. I want you to help you because you were drunk too much. you said " You like my strong smell". I tried to call someone for help but you grabbed me and kissed me. ( what I have done? I'm feeling embarassed. shame on me.) we can just talk it out, about this. Alright, let's talk now. ( He made coffee and gave me and sat infront of me.) Drink this your hands were freezing. ( What should I do? this is insane. Do I have to be responsible for this? Just because of One-night stand. he doesn't seem like he will let it slide.) Do you like me? Of! course, I do. ( I'm flattered but I can't have him. I don't deserve him. He is rich and popular. the perfect match for him would be lusi. she is beautiful, rich and she must be perfect for him. as they are equal in status. unlike me.) shall I introduce you to lusi. you both are perfect match made in heaven. ( I have no idea what I'm saying?) You are first woman, I like and why I should meet someone I don't know? No! she is the hottest girl and you will fall in love with her at first sight. she likes you. I swear on me. Why should I meet this person? ( It's because I don't want to stuck in relationship just because of one-night stand. but I don't want to meet her too. if she can help me to get rid of you. I can do anything for that.) she is perfect for you. I'm not that good for you. why don't you understand. you want to be in relationship so, you be with someone who is perfect for you. I don't need perfect partner. Why?? ( I didn't realized I stood up) sit down like I said, I don't want someone who I don't know or haven't met before. but why? you'll change your mind once you meet her. I won't. I like you and only you. I don't want to be someone I don't know. I want to be with you.........