Secret crush

Chapter twelve - I can hear you

Hunter's POV:

I haven't been in such a good mood for a long time. I don't know what happened. This time, it's not because of Ellie. Whatever it is, I'm glad that it happened. I decided to be alone. As she says, there is nothing wrong with that. More and more, I realize we have some things in common. I'm starting to understand why she is alone. I made a mistake calling her a loner. She isn't. My friends and I don't go out anymore. I haven't heard from them in a long time. Honestly, that way is better. We are too different. For a long time, I tried to do what they wanted. Now, it's time for me to think about myself. Ellie has been doing this for a long time, and look at her. People make comments on her, but she doesn't care. After high school, we probably won't see these people again. At least, that is what I'm hoping for. Part of me might miss her. We aren't that close, but I like hanging out with her. She can make you prioritize yourself, which is a good thing. Mom keeps telling me to keep her. Such people are rare. I'm seeing it now. She is working so hard on herself. It's not for someone. Ellie is doing this for herself. I would've been someone better if I had talked to her earlier. The important thing is that it happened. I'm glad that she decided to stay with me. I hope that she won't forget about me after high school.

I don't know what happened. I went out on my motorcycle. It felt as if someone hit me. The next moment, I saw Ellie in front of me. I heard voices. For a moment, I felt like I had passed out. I couldn't even see her. It was for a split second. Then, everything went black. I couldn't wake up, but I heard what people were saying. Maybe I was in a hospital. I don't know. Hopefully, no one told my parents. I know how sensitive my mom can get. I don't want to upset her.

I'm in a hospital. That's for sure. Someone came in the morning. I tried to open my eyes or move, but nothing happened. I couldn't move any part of my body. I can hear what people say, but I can't respond. Something was on my hand. For a second, I felt a cold liquid. I don't know what it is. Soon, I heard familiar steps. I can recognize them anywhere. She was here. Ellie. I want to tell her many things. Sadly, I can't do it. I can't imagine how she feels after all this. Once I wake up, I'll stay with her.

- Hey, it's me again. I read that even if someone is in a coma, this person can hear what we say. Look, I. I have so many things to tell you, but I'll leave them for when you wake up. I don't know why this happened to you. It should've been someone else. Don't worry about the driver. The police got him arrested. I feel sorry for what happened. I couldn't do much for you. The truth is that I tried my best. The doctors here are amazing. They will do everything possible for you to wake up. I won't move out of here until you don't do it. I don't care if you want me here or not. I don't have any words. The only thing I want from you is to wake up. Please. If not for yourself, do it for me. I hate to see you like that. I can't do a single thing for you. It's like I'm useless.

- You are here again.

- You know I won't leave. I'm staying here until Hunter wakes up.

- Even if you stay here day and night, this won't help him wake up faster.

- It doesn't matter. I'm not moving.

- Take a rest. I think you need it. Many people work here. We'll take care of him.

- I don't care. I won't leave.

- Ellie, the more you stay here, the worse you will feel.

- Have you ever lost someone you care about?

- Yes. You know it.

- Then you know what it feels like.

- You haven't lost him. He is still here with you.

- For now.

- Nothing will happen to him. I promise you.

- You are a doctor. Can't you do something to speed up the process?

- Yes, I'm a doctor, not a magician. I can't do miracles.

- Sadly.

- Go home and rest. I'm not saying this as a doctor. I'm saying it as a father.

- Thanks, but you know what I'll say.

- I'm saying this for your good. You know where to find me if you want us to talk.

- Yes, I know. Thank you.

I don't know how long she stayed here. Maybe it was an hour. Someone else was here as well. That was probably my doctor. I don't even know him. When I wake up, we can meet. I wanted to tell her that I was well. That couldn't happen. The worst thing is that I have to stay like this for I don't know how long. People were passing by without saying anything. I don't even know what time it is. I had another visitor. Ellie didn't come back. The doctor must have told her. Now, I'm glad that I can't see this.

- What happened? I was sure the motorcycle was a mistake. Of course, you had to team up with your dad. I know it's not your fault. It could've been anyone. I hope that you will wake up soon. I promise not to care too much. You know how I can be. The doctor can't tell when you will wake up. I asked him multiple times. The good news is that you seem to be getting better. When you come home, I'll make your favorite food. You will lay all day without getting up. If you want, I'll invite Ellie to keep you company. I'm sure she won't mind. After all, you two are friends. She told me that. You have to be grateful that she was in the right place. Also, she was at the right time. I don't think you need proof of what type of person she is.

- Hello.

- Nurse Smith.

- How are you today?

- How can I be? Do you have kids?

- Yes. I have a daughter at the same age as your son.

- Then you should understand me.

- Keep talking to him. He hears everything.

- I know, but I have to go back to work. Ellie might come again later.

- The girl who is always here?

- Yes. I think Ellie feels guilty for what happened.

- But it wasn't her fault.

- I'm afraid that this is a friendship only for my son.

- I see.

What is that supposed to mean? Even if Ellie likes me, she has never shown it. I don't think this is possible. We might be close, but I have nothing to offer her. Mom left for work. I was alone for some time. She probably came during her lunch break. Dad might come with my mom again later. After some time, someone else came. That must be my doctor. I recognized the voice. There was a woman with him. They always come together. Maybe that is his nurse. I have no idea.

- She will come again. - the doctor said

- I know.

- I don't know how you convinced her to go home, but you are a champion.

- Do you know how long it took me?

- I can imagine.

- It's not healthy for her to be here, but I can't do anything to stop her.

- Don't do it. Otherwise, she will get mad at you.

- What should I do with her?

- Nothing. Leave her alone.

- Do you think he will wake up?

- I don't know. I hope so. Otherwise, she won't get mad only at you.

- We can't do miracles.

- Yes, but you know her.

- Sadly, I do. We can try to talk to her.

- Why do you think she will listen?

- I'm trying to be more optimistic.

- Things are not getting worse. I expect him to wake up soon.

- When is that soon?

- Maybe after a week. I can't predict these things.

- So, I have to wait a week. - Ellie said

- Why are you here?

- Where am I supposed to be? I told you I won't move from here until he wakes up.

- Your friend will be fine.

- Great. I want to see it.

- Ellie.

- Don't argue with her. Why don't you go and grab some dinner? You can come back later.

- At least you are not against me.

- Ellie, I'm not against you.

- I don't want to talk about this now. I'm going for food. - Ellie said and left

- Leave her alone.

Ellie was telling me some stories. Inside, I was dying from laughter. Outside, I couldn't show any emotions. It's like I got trapped in a cage. That cage is my own body. I don't know how long I will be like that. The doctor said a week, but I don't believe it. I'm sure it will happen after some time. I want to go home, but I have to wait. The wait might be worth it. I don't think this is valid for my case. Ellie kept eating and talking. I'm glad she is here to entertain me. I don't want to be alone.

- The moral of all this is that you should think before you do something. The food here is not the best, but I like it. I wish you could try it. When you wake up, you might have the chance. You have no idea how badly I want to see you. It's not like I'm not doing it now, but you know what I mean. One day, it will happen. I have to be patient. Everything happens for a reason, but I'm not sure what the reason is in this case. You don't deserve this. When you get out of here, I'll come to visit you often. You won't get rid of me that easily. I'll be everywhere. Apart from the joke, I want to make sure you are fine. I know you will heal, but part of me wants to be here when it happens. After all, we are friends. I won't leave you alone. I'm not like them. I don't know why I feel guilty. That wasn't my fault. Well, I feel like I didn't do enough. I should stay at home. Knowing I'm far away from you is not that easy for me.

- Ellie?

- Don't tell me I should stay at home.

- I was about to say that I'm glad you are here.

- Thanks, miss Adams. How are you?

- I'm fine. I came on my lunch break. I had to bring Hunter's dad with me.

- Hello, sir.

- Hi, Ellie. How are you?

- I have been worse.

- We talked about this. It's not your fault. - my mom said

- Neither is his. I know what you think. He didn't do anything wrong.

- I know, but I can't let him ride that thing again.

- No one said that he would.

- Maybe you can talk with him about it. He will listen to you.

- I don't know.

More than anything, I want to wake up. Mostly, that is because of Ellie. She is here every day. Hearing her talk like that makes me feel horrible about her. She doesn't deserve to go through this. I couldn't do anything to avoid it. The good news for me is that I have a chance of getting better. I might be able to go home. I already know what will happen. Mom will be overprotective of me. She never liked the idea of me having a motorcycle. I don't use it all the time. Let's say that I use it when I'm in the mood. That doesn't happen often. I hope that I will go home soon.