Lost Minds

I lived in a military school for some time so I didn’t have a problem predicting others but that was only because military children were so predictable. I knew how they thought because they were all so close-minded they had a direct approach to everything. When they fought all their moves were so predictable most of this was because I was always ahead of my peers as much as I didn’t show it but I knew their every move. While in military school we were taught never to show any emotion. We were tortured and if we let out a scream or showed any fear they beat us even more until we can't feel our body and every part of our body goes numb. We were trained to be “the perfect human” and they succeeded because we were trained to be obedient and we were exactly that. So when I got adopted by my aunt and uncle I wasn’t used to the life of a normal human. In the military, we had to earn everything we got like if we wanted food we had to run 1killometer and do 50 push-ups. I’m guessing u get the point by now. Military school was s**t and affected me mentally even though I don’t show it. My new Home was wonderful. I got to go to normal school eat as much as I want and I wasn’t tortured. The people around me brought the best out of me they wanted to see me being the best version of me they taught me that I can talk about my problems without feeling like I’m a burden to someone else. I loved being around all these wonderful people in my life. They made me feel loved but you know what they say your friends are your biggest enemies.