In Too Deep

Drownding In Desire

His smirk makes me blush, my head is swirling in a wave of thoughts, but right now I have decided to push the thoughts to the back of my mind, we are already in this deep, and I'm not about to stop now. I sit up and tell him to lay down on the bed and his eyebrows rise and his smirk widens. I remove his jeans and boxers and see his huge length spring forward,. I grip his shift with my hand and begin to lick the tip. He gasps and exhales loudly. I take this as a sign to keep going and wrap my lips around his d**k, I swirl my tongue around his tip as I move my head down on his length, Pushing his d**k further down my throat. He moans" f**k TARA" and grips the blanket, he puts his other hand on the back of my head. This guides me as I suck him teasingly. I look in his eyes as I suck faster and tighten my grip and swirl my tongue around. Sucking his dick.. At a quick pace and his breath is quickening, I can feel his d**k start to pulse harder. He is about to c*m. I message his balls while I continuously push his d**k down my throat going deeper and deeper every time. I don't have a gag reflex, so i use that to my advantage. I hear him say oh my God, Your f*****g incredible Tara, and right before he explodes, I squeeze his balls and push his length further down my throat. That is the deepest I have ever been, and his release squirts down my throat. I slowly pull back, before I completely remove his c**k from my mouth , swirling my tongue around and sucking on the tip, ensuring I have gotten every last drop. I sit up and wipe the ends of my mouth and smiled flirtatiously at him. His eyes are wide, He is trying to catch his breath, Nick stars at me with this expression is purl stunned amazement. I bit my lip and clear my throat. I think we should get back before things escalate further. We have been gone a while and I don't want .. My sentence is interrupted by a knock at the door. TJ" Hey guys, y'all good?"

I wink at Nick and began to pick up my discarded clothes and shouted to TJ "Yeah baby daddy, were good. We just had alot to talk about and Nick is just trying to get his head together. He seems to be at a loss of words. I think he might need a minute or so to collect his bearings. Well, be out in a minute.

TJ "uhh alright, We ordered some snacks and pizza. It'll be here soon" Okay baby daddy I reply & fix my hair so it won't be a dead give away of what has just happened here. I'm fully dressed at this point and toss Nick his pants and boxers, I kiss his cheek and exit the room, giving him a minute to himself. I re-enter TJ's room and all 3 looked up at me, I could tell Liz is trying to read my face, i just smile at her and I tell the group. We talked everything out and I'm good now, I'm not mad and I understand everything better now. I think Nick just needed to release his emotions and stuff, so I helped him. I shrug my shoulders and TJ looks at me with the signature eye-brow raise, shrugging it off. Bishop sits looking at me with his arms crossed over his chest not looking too pleased with me. I look at him and say what? Talk to me Bishop...

Bishop just shakes his head disapprovingly. He has clearly seen through my poker face and is not happy with me at all.

Liz asks"so what happened? Wanna talk about it?"

I just smile at her and tell her we'll talk later but for now everything is good & we had both came to a clear understanding. We're all good now."

NICK'S POV

As I get myself redressed, I am left feeling stunned. I cannot believe what just happened. The Tara I used to date was shy and inexperienced, clearly nothing like this woman that just moments ago that had blew my mind and ignited this fire in me to be honest and open about my emotions, a door I had closed long ago. The way she just made me feel safe to open up and then rocked my damn world left me feeling closer to her and also kind of intimidated by her. I mean if she can mind f**k me the way she just did and that was just head. I can only imagine how much of a freak she must be in bed when she allows herself to truly let loose. Just the thought of that has me hard again. I cannot go back to the room with them like this. I clear my head of those thoughts and just allow myself to feel happy about that I fixed things with her and got the opportunity to remind her just how vicious my mouth is. I cant wait to take her on an actual date and get to know her all over again. I'm going to make her mine and this time I am determined not to f**k it up. Thoughts of my current fiance intrude my brain, guilt and feelings of sadness for her, I push those thoughts away and when I open the bedroom door, I smell the pizza and see Bishop and TJ coming up the stairs with snacks and dinner.

My stomach growls and I laugh with TJ as he smirks at me and says," worked up an appetite huh Nick?" I gasp and place a hand on my chest acting like i am appalled by his words. "Naah man she just got me to open up, and she just blew my mind ya know. She's something else man. Bishop and TJ both nod their heads and in unison say" yeah man, she really is". Bishop eyes me suspiciously and says " you f**k this up, you and I will have some serious problems. I gulp. Knowing the tone he used is serious and this man is lethal. I don't fear him, but I know the love we all have for one another and the love we all have for Tara. I don't doubt for a second when it comes to her, he truly would kill.

I know Bishop has a thing for Tara. I mean we all know it. He tries to hide it but fails miserably. You can't miss the way he looks at her. I haven't been here long, but it was long enough to see, to love in his eyes. I know that look and that feeling all too well because it's the same look I have when I see her; one would almost say the way she looks at you is like casting a spell. A spell that steals your heart and makes you want her in more ways than i could even explain. We set up the table with the food and snacks; we all started to eat as I finished off my third beer. I caught her looking at me and I can't help but smile at her. Every time she looks at me, I feel something I struggle to put into words; I have no doubt in my mind she is my soul-mate. I just hope she feels it too.

Bishop POV

I grab my plate and switch seats with Liz, so I'm sitting next to her. My heart races anytime she is near me, and she looks up at me and smiles. There is something about those eyes, the clear light brown color, long lashes and the way she does her eye make-up that gives her this dangerous yet sweet look, her lips are this beautiful shade of pink. I love that she doesn't wear much makeup, she doesn't need it, her long brown curly hair is so soft, I can't help but want to play in it. I looked at her for a minute and couldn't help but wonder if she feels for me what i feel for her? I wonder if I'll ever get the courage to tell her the truth. I wish I could have beat Nick to it, and maybe she would be with me? She asks how I'm doing and if I am having fun?

I am enjoying myself. I say yes because, truthfully, tonight has been fun. It would have been a hell of alot better had I decided to tell her the truth. Even if she didn't feel the same, I would have at least told her and gotten it off my chest.

The way she looks at me, the smile she gives me leads me to believe she feels something too, even if she lusts after Nick, I do believe there is something there. She has always looked at me with this smile that has held so much unspoken emotion behind her eyes and I don't want to confuse things for her even more. I will keep my emotions to myself, for now. I know Nick will eventually f**k it up. I will be there for her as the shoulder she needs to cry on, and I will get MY girl, because in my mind and my heart she is already MINE. We all held conversations with each other and laughed a lot as a group. The night had truly been a success, a little bump in the road, but it all worked out. I'm glad I came.