Dreaming Journey 1

Her life is really boring. Sometimes she wished she had been her aunt's daughter instead. Life would be really great with her aunt, but unfortunately, she is living with her parents. Every hour Manessa had the idea of going to a far place, somewhere so far, so far, far away from her house. She never called it "home" because she never felt it like home. It was never home for her. We don't like to run away from our homes. Manessa lives in a big house, a house that costs millions of dollars, but even if it's a big house, it doesn't contain love or kindness. For her, it s cage for her. She realized that a house's size doesn't matter when there is no love in it . The opposite of her aunt's house, it's a small house but it's full of joy, happiness and love . She always wondered why it was like this ? To forget what's happening around her, and to forget all of it, she has a lot of hobbies, but none of these hobbies makes her heart flatter. So Manessa is searching for something that she would choose to do, no matter when or where or with who. Manessa was bored, so she decided to watch some series to pass time and to not feel bored anymore.So her sister recommended her Korean dramas. Manessa watched a Korean drama about a guy who creates his own food company and overcomes a lot of problems and hard moments. And because Manessa was good at cooking, she decided to work like him, and to open her restaurant, then make her company bigger and bigger over time . So she started creating recipes on her own . She also started learning Korean because she liked it, and she wants to live in Korea, and start her business in Korea too . After a lot of thinking, Manessa realized that she couldn't do that because she had a lot of health problems and she couldn't eat everything, so she couldn't be a chef. She gave up on this dream . But she knew even if she didn't work for her food company she would do something else similar to that and maybe bigger. She knew that she was made to be a great person with an important position. She knew that she had big dreams and she wanted to achieve them. She knew that those dreams were at the end of her searching road, and she would find them no matter what. She knew that she was born to do something great.She knew that she wasn't like all people. She knew she was special. She knew that God gave her those thoughts and those dreams just because she could achieve them and be what she was dreaming. She knew the importance of money ........ So Manessa started searching again about her passion and what her company would be about. Anyways, one day Manessa's mom bought something for her : beautiful golden shoes. Manessa felt an amazing feeling, as if she had been born again. A feeling like those shoes could save her from the world and all the problems she could face someday . So Manessa had the idea of : if just a pair of shoes made her feel this way, so how about a lot of people feeling the same way as her because of her clothes? Plus, she has a good, weird, wild test in clothes. She is also good at drawing. So Manessa started thinking this time about creating her own clothes company instead of her food company. She started searching and learning that summer, and working really hard because she knew that her efforts were the only things that no one could take from her. But that summer was really hard for her and was full of bad memories, because when we are young we tend to do a lot of stupid stuff while thinking that they were the right things to be done . Manessa did a lot of things and said a lot of stupid things she shouldn't say . But she doesn't regret that because she believes that to learn we should make mistakes first . Without mistakes, life is really boring . We live to love, to make mistakes, and to express ourselves. That's how Manessa wanted to live her life .