Fated Or Doomed

Travis “We won’t fail her. Not again.” Consuming a life the world merely forbids as falsely, and every soul spirals our love for another as a rule of destruction as if we claim to create hell but in all truth we just want to claim each other. I wanted a life I never thought can exist with Elizabeth. And Malcolm and I both know she deeply wants the same. Now how can wanting such a life with our mate condemning hell? And if it is? Well f**k it. f**k it all then. It will all be f*****g worth it so long as we are by each others side until our dying breath. We will do it all for f*****g loving her. For her! We can’t fail! Reaching back to the pack house. I panted for air. My heart bounces in my chest as my muscles clench onto me. Malcolm’s fur wrestles down as our speeds settle down. Switching back quick to my human form, I look forward as I make my way through the entrance and grab my morning snack. I had try to nod to everyone I see bow to me. But I am caught lost in my head a bit. I find myself zoning out. Calls for a deep morning run today with my wolf Malcolm. Once the elevator hits our floor. I stop at the door. Taking a deep breath before entering. I didn’t want to make too much noise and wake her up. She needed to rest. “Just go in slow i***t. She’ll hear us either way. Better ears than us.” Malcolm snarls. I roll my eyes and proceed to walk into our room. Slowly shutting the door behind us. We walk over to the other bedside. We place an extra apple on her night stand. Looking down at our mate sleeping peacefully. As her head is tilted to the side. Her neck is bare to the sun to kiss. I stare at our mate as we gaze at the most amazing thing to happen to us. Our mark. It covers her full side. From her jaw to her collar bone. I run my palm into my shirt. Touch my right peck. I feel the warmth of her mark. A smile carve on my face. Elizabeth stir in her sleep. I move her hair to the side as I place a light feather kiss. A bolt of light spring to my lips. “Isn’t she the best.” Malcolm says. “The one and only.” I reply. Fixing the blanket to cover her fully. I head to the shower. Cleaning off all the dirt and sweat. Getting out, Elizabeth was still not up. I sigh. Knowing she has been through hell. Not only has the world put a lot on her. But she has, herself. She’s been up late working her ass off. She has been working herself to make sure she was ready for these meetings to come. Reading books back to back. And Luna Belle has offer to help as much as she can. “She’s stress. She hasn’t had a day rest from chaos.” And it’s true. My heart aches knowing I caused more of a problem for her. I made her life worst by just loving her. And in doing so. I couldn’t just let her go. Now she’s ours and we have fail to protect her again. How many times will I fail her? None I hope. “Once all these meeting are done with. We won’t have anything to worry about beside the usual.” “Which is protecting our people and leading our pack. More stress. More responsible. We’re just putting more on her place.” He howls to me. “But together we can do it. She just won’t let me in. She’s doing this on her own. She feels responsible for this all.” I say as Malcolm rest on his legs. “We’ll do it together. Just have to keep reminding her. Rather she lets us in or not. She knows we’ll never leave her side.” Malcolm’s right. We can’t force anything on her. We can help as much as we can and as much as she will accept. Besides it all, I rather hold her hand through it all. As she has for me. Getting our clothes lay out in the closet. A strong smell hits me. I stand in place as I inhale its glory. I growl in liking to it. Feeling two hands run down my naked spine. I turn around to find my mate gazing at us. “Good morning Elizabeth.” Lifting her chin up high. She smiles a little. And you can see her eyes darken from sleepless nights. Barely getting more than 5 hours of sleep. “Good morning to you too.” Taking her eyes back to my body. She runs a trace on the top of my towel. Tugging at it. Her arousal heightens. Making me hard. “How did you sleep?” Gently touching her soft fair skin. Ignoring me. She slowly removes my towel. I don’t protest. I can see her eye flicking red. Sensing her arousal even more. Our bodies begin to heat up. Elizabeth bends down to sit on her knees. Facing my harden member. She takes me in her hand. Leaning in with her juicy parted lips. She smirk at me for approval. I nod and she continues. Sticking her tongue out. She licks my shift up and down. “Ah Elizabeth.” I moan. Roding her tongue up my length. She kisses the tip before placing it fulling pass those beautiful lips of hers. I go stiff as she take me whole. I had disappeared completely. Seeing her head rock in and out. She sucker sound is heaven. With one hand on me, the other grips member. Twisting as she pulls. Her tongue showers my length. Giving me a drive to explode. I held her hair out her face. Making it easier for her. She breathes for air and continue to suck on me. “That’s right my little witch. Take your cum.” Holding her hair in my fist. I push her in. Taking me fuller down her throat. A gag is heard but she doesn’t retreat. I feel my precum entering her mouth. I am at the edge of my pleasure. “c*m Alpha.” She whispers. “I want your taste first thing in the morning.” “Inside you baby. ” I moan while my head is thrown back. “In my mouth. Now. Please.” She whines. I shock my head readying myself. As much as I would want to see her swallow my seed. I wanted to fill her sweet p***y with them more. “You taste to good.” I thrust back before I explode. You can hear a loud pop as my c**k leaves her mouth. She frowns at me. I curl a smile. “Don’t disobey me.” Pouting her lips. “But Alpha I want..” Before she can finish her sentence. I grip her up and thrown her against the large drawer in the middle of the closet. “Shh. No more talking.” She hide her smile and stare into my eyes. Showing waves of lust. “Now ask for it.” I demanded. “Please Alpha.” She said so softly. Sending tingles down my c**k. Lifting her silk dress up to her waist. Her legs goes up my side. Giving me a better access to her entrance. My c**k knew where its home was at. Bending down, I lean into her. Feeling her wetness. My c**k enters her home. And she tightness around me. “Ahh Travis. Travis.” Moaning my name. My edge arrives again. Holding onto the edge. I thrust in and out her sweetness. Grinding my teeth on her mark. “f**k baby. You are made for me. Just me.” She kiss my chest, making me growl to her taste. Her tongue tastes my skin. Making me hungry for her. “Ahh Alpha. I’m so full.” She gasp as I bit down on her neck. Her nails deep in my back. Increasing the pleasure. Picking her legs up. She wraps around me. My c**k thrusting in her sweet honey. Hungry to consume her. She squeeze my ass. Making me deepen my thrust. And my seed swims in her most deepest part. “Mmhh you feel so warm. I wanted to taste it though.” I hear a slight pout chuckle. Putting her legs down. We caught our breathing. I kiss her cheek. “Not this time. The more I fill your p***y with my c*m. The higher the chances a pup will grow inside you.” Elizabeth barely smiles at my comment before walking away. I sense she was mad. So I pretend to joke about the pup. But still she ignores me. We both go on to changing our clothes. I wore a light attire. As I put on my belt. I turn to see Elizabeth walking out as she finish getting dress. I hurry and follow her. Demand to not start off our morning in a bad mood. She storm into the bathroom, locking the door behind her. I don’t push. Instead I wait outside for her. Once she finish she glares at us. “What?” Sounding annoyed. We chuckle at her, walking towards our annoy mate. I will never get tired of this. I rub her arms. Sending sparks up my spine. She sighs to my touch. “Will you be taking a day off? You need to rest your brain my little witch.” “Are you serious right now?” Her eyes widen hard. Angry she pushes me away from her. “Just one day my little witch. The books will not go anywhere. They won’t fly away.” I chuckle. “Travis!” She yelled with fire in her eyes. I stand my ground and try to stay calm. I know she’s stress and all. But starting a fight was not going to help. And I am fighting every friction in me to stay calm. Even though right now I want to yell back and grab her. Bringing her lips close to mine to taste, edging her off. But I am certain my reaction will piss her off more. So I’m trying here. I’m focusing on her and what she needs. Even if she hates it. So I raise my brows to her. Playful way. Shaking her head at me with her lips twisted. “Both meetings are in a few weeks. I can’t slack off. I need to be ready.” “You are ready. The meetings are just nosy old people trying to tell us how to love each other. Just brush it off.” “And what about the Luna ceremony? I can’t lead if I have no idea how?” “Elizabeth.” I said softly as I try to grace her. To ease her down from her anger. But she walked around me. Grabbing something off the counter. “I wasn’t born into this like you were. I hardly knew anything about werewolves until we met. I can’t show up and charm them away. This is serious. I have to convince them I can be Luna to our people. I have to prove that I’m not a danger to them nor to anyone.” She said in one breath. “Elizabeth it will be fine. Whatever they say it won’t affect us. Trust me.” “Things are different now. They have every reason to shut us down. They can enforce laws against us, all because of me! We are targets.” We meet eyes and her’s hollow with emotions. “Elizabeth.” “No Travis you are fine. I’m not. If I can’t.. then we can’t.. I just have to..” She blurts out. As she puts reason for it all to go wrong. We can’t seem to get her to hear us. Malcolm digs his nails in deep. Feeling her worries and fears. He bubbles a roar to attract her attention. “ELIZABETH!” Her head snaps to us. Eyes narrow. I pull her in. “Just let me be boys.” Giving us a kiss. “Elizabeth they’re just doing what the law instates. They just want to be inform. We have answers thanks to the doctor.” I kiss her little nose and she wipes my kiss away. “This is nothing. Let them talk. And we can move on. We have bigger things.” I tell her. I rather us focus on whats more important to us. I want us to stop nonstop for a pup. I wanted her to fill her schedule with wedding and Luna ceremony planning. She had put all her focus on the Luminis and studying on being a Luna. All our werewolves history and knowledge, she spends hours filling her head. Over night and during time to eat. She will talk with Meredith about setting things off. She claims the studying is important while the planning can be ease into. But I want to marry her and claim her as my official Luna. Sooner the better. “Easy for you to say.” She spat. Leaving our grip she begins to walk towards the door. “Elizabeth one day. It won’t affect anything.” I beg again. She turns hard with dark red eyes at me. “It affects everything. Our whole life together. You just don’t understand. So stop it! Go do your wolf Alpha s**t while I do mine!” It hit hard. My throat closed up as I feel the burning rage from our mate. I knew not to keep picking a fight. I try and I fail. AGAIN. I hold back with my fist curl. Turning the knob, I notice she hasn’t eaten her apple. There was just one bite. So I grab the apple for her. “At least eat your apple. You need to eat.” “I have my stash!” Slamming the door behind her. As she left, the apple rotten out with worms crawling out of it. Dropping the apple I stomp on the worms. Killing them. “f**k!” I sigh. “Now look what you did.” Malcolm said. “Oh shut the f**k up. One free day wasn’t gonna do harm.” . “It harmed her.” He breathes hard at me. I knew what he meant. But I was just trying to help my mate. She doesn’t let me help her anymore. But the little I can do, is what I can do. All this fighting just reminds me how we started off. She pushed and pushed and I just pulled every time. Soon she stopped and became ours. All ours. “She’ll come to us when she is ready. The council and Elder meetings are almost here. Hopefully it’s the only ones. And she won’t be stress out about it anymore.” Malcolm was right. Elizabeth needs her space. Even though we understand it doesn’t ease ours. So if she won’t talk to us. Maybe there’s another person she will open up to more with less rage towards them. While Elizabeth went off to do what she had to do to be the badass we love. We had to take care of our Alpha duties. As we expand and more people added to our community. There was more to take care of. I need to assure everyone understood all these needed changes. And respect our new members. So far things has been going pretty damn well. Everyone has been straight and no trouble has started up. All this has really had me thinking how superior we are. “We are growing stronger every day.” Wiggling his tail. Once our meeting has finish, and everyone has receive their new jobs. My head starts to swell with worries if Mason has not spoken to our mate. We will be out of luck by then. “Alright since we are up to date. Everyone head back to your post.” Everyone besides my Beta and Gamma had left the room. Making it a good time for me to talk to them about Elizabeth. Mainly Mason. He was closer to her before we had mated. Leaning back in my chair I sigh loudly. “Has Luna spoken to either of you lately?” Both Gamma and Beta look at each other before responding. “Is she okay?” Mason ask with concern in his voice. “With the wolves and witches high members meetings coming up. She has been more winded with everything.” “Has Luna inform you of her own worries or is this just you concern about her attending the council itself?” Ask Gamma. “Elizabeth has just been too hard on herself with the council maybe having bad news and not like her or us. And with her new project, the ceremony, and wedding as well. She hasn’t open up or given herself a break.” I retorted. “Has she said it’s too much?” She asked. “No but you can see it. Well we can sense it.” At soon as we met. This overwhelming feeling drops on us. All coming from her. The moment she’s in our arms. In bed or even s*x. Those are the only moments she is nice and relax. The prefect place she should be. But other than that, our is pack with relentless stuff. “And you Mason? Elizabeth hasn’t spoken to you?” Hoping she has. Not only were they like brother and sister. They are best friends. “No, i’m sorry Travis. I tried though.” I gave him a stone look. “I notice she m’s been a bit everywhere lately. I didn’t want to get too involved. But when I asked, she gets mad. And tells me to do my job and she’ll do hers.” “f**k. He’s in the same boat as we are.” Malcolm said. Now I have no one to ask if she not talking to him. “If she won’t talk to Mason, than who?” I lean forward as I run my hand through my thick hair. My chest harden as I get a pinning feeling. Knowing Elizabeth is frustrated right now. My heart tells me to go to her but my mind says to give her space. We already push it this morning. “I guess we all just give her more time. This is all new to her.” It is all just hitting her at one time. A bursted of laugher coming from one end of the table, turning my head. I hold in a growl as Gamma shakes her head and rising to her feet. “Respectful.” She said with her hand up. “You two are dumbasses. No wonder she won’t say anything to you eggheads.” Both Mason and I narrow our eyes at her. Waiting for her to drop more insults our way. “There’s something you two are not getting. That’s why she won’t say anything.” Looking at us both with this guilt look. She sighs with deep shoulders. “I’ll go talk to Luna. Just tell me where she is.” My eyes widen. Sarah isn’t the type of girl that talks about feelings and drama. Nothing of that sort. She like to stay out of others business. Hints why we never knew she had a mate of her own until she told us so. Gamma simply keeps boundaries. Plus, I don’t think she has much girl friends. I have only seen her around male warriors. “I mean you don’t..” “I’m her Gamma, Alpha. As soon as she stepped foot here. My loyalty goes to her as well. And once she officially takes her title. I will be there for her at any cost. So just tell me.” She says with a sharp spine to me. I smile inside. Enjoying the idea of someone always being there for our mate when we can not be. Someone we truly trusted. This would be good for both of them. “The council meeting is coming up soon. All our laws books are in my study.” I say. Knowing Elizabeth would be held up there all day. “May I leave now Alpha?” I nod to her with a waving hand. And she bows to me before heading out the door. “Well let’s hope she get to Liv better than us. If not..” I interrupt Mason. “Let’s just hope.”