Fated Or Doomed

Guidance

Liv

I look out the window as the trees come into view more. The car slows down and the guards lets us pass through the gates. I tell my brain to allow my body to work quick. As we are guest. To smile during their pleasant of home.

Getting out the car. We are told the Alpha and Luna are out by the back. So we head that way. I assume they had their afternoon walk. Luna Belle has tell me they plan one in every day to make time for one another. No matter how busy. They meet up at a certain spot, and walk. It’s adorable. After all these years. And I mean, years.

In the distance we see two figures siting at a small glass table out back. They look to be in an intense talk. We walk our way and the tension was strongly aware.

“Good day Alpha Stan. Luna Belle.” We greeted them both. With respectable bows.

They stand on their feet. Belle giving us a big hug as she glares down her mate. Alpha Stan seem to be in a strain.

“I am glad to see you both. I need to be around people who actually thinks of others.” She says the last words harshly to her mate.

“Honey. We have apologize for a lifetime.” Luna Belle crosses her arms. “The kids have tried to make it up to you.” He goes to touch her shoulders but she pushes him aside.

“At least Travis remembers.” She gestures. “The edibles were from these two.” She grins widely at us. As we send her a chocolate fruit basket the other day.

“Remember what?” He says softly. Luna and Alpha turn to him with a cocky eye. “I’m sorry. I don’t know what you’re talking about.” He looks at me confuse. And I thought he had remember as well. We talked about it. He was the one who suggested the basket.

“He’s playing dumb. I’m..”

“No, no.” Luna rose her hand. Hurt seen in her eyes. “Travis dear?” She ask him carefully. “Do you know what Saturday was?”

At this moment. I wish I can mind link him. But his dumb face reacted before anything else. I just wanted to bang his head on the table for being so thoughtless right now.

“Honey. We’re all sorry.” Alpha Stan exclaim.

Luna moves a steps back. Giving everyone a cold look. “Well I see the only one who care is my daughter in-law Liv”.

“Belle?”

Quick recall. Alpha and Luna are like a aunt and uncle to Travis. Family. In a respectful way Luna Belle has made a habit to calling me her daughter in-law since Travis is like their Only son and they only have daughters. Plus, I typically don’t have any in-laws since they’re dead. I don’t mind it. Its nice. We have gotten close.

“No, no.” She whispered shouted at us. She pulls her shoulders back and smiles at me. “Thank you Liv for sending them.”

“Of course.” I nod.

“Will you at least tell me what we missed?” Alpha Stan suck his teeth.

My clue is Luna Belle is making everyone suffer for not remembering. I mean I would too. At least her kids and mate should of remember. I mean, it was her f*****g birthday of all days.

“If it matters, you would of remember.” Luna wraps her arms around mine. “Now if you mind. Us girls have business to attend to.”

“I’ll join. I want to..” Travis begun to say before Luna interrupted.

“No! You two take a lap. 20 in fact.” She demanded.

“Belle?”

“Don’t Belle me! Take a lap and maybe there’ll be some snacks left over for you two.”

Before anyone says anything else, she threaten them with their favorite snack. Claiming she’ll know if they skip the laps, and begun pulling me into the home to go over my walk through of the Ceremony. Travis and I came to get some intel from Alpha Stan who is on the panel for the Elders I be seeing. Many talks on the phone with Luna Belle, she has offer to help guide me through what I am expected to go through once I take my oath in front of so many people.

Luna Belle leads me into a small space. I see in one side she had her kitchen staff set up snacks and drinks. A small platform at front by the windows. The room was empty with no decor. Maybe a storage room or some sorts.

She walks to one side and grabs a folded chair. Setting it up for me. She gestures to me to sit down. I nod ever so gracefully.

“Okay. So its not too hard. You just remember where you stand. The Elder will talk you through the whole thing. Just repeat after him. Travis will also know what to do. A long side Gamma when it’s time.” She explain.

“So its like a Wedding thing but not a Wedding thing. But its with me being tied to everyone at Black Harvest, not just Travis but everyone?” I asked.

She nods. I look down the walk way as she shows me. She then goes in detail on how the Elder will begin to talk. And what I’m expected to do when it’s time.

I get side track as I picture every single person I’ll be responsible for. Every wrong I do will get not just one but may get them all dead. And what does this mean for Luna Clara? So much goes through my head. I didn’t notice I was crying until Luna Belle grabs my hands on my lap and calls my name.

“I’m sorry. What did you say?” Shaking my head aggressively.

She sighs as she grabs a chair and sits in front of me with a long face. “Dear? I know you may be nervous. This isn’t easy. But you are not alone. You have so many people on your side. And you can call me at any time. You’re a daughter to me.”

I let a smile break as I feel a tear come down. “I need to ask you for a favor. Just in case.” She nods in agreement. “If I can not go forth for whatever reason. I need you and Alpha Stan to help the pack and Travis move on. I need you to plan a Mate Coronation. If I can’t give him a child. I can’t live that life feeling his or anyones resentment. So if I can’t. With all the respect and love I have. I need you to arrange a Luna for him. Anyone. I don’t want anyone to grief me if I can’t go forth. I already resent myself for not being will to.”

“Do you plan to run? Travis love you so much dear. You can make it through anything together. You are strong.” Squeezing my hand.

“Please. Just promise me you will find someone. And don’t allow them to think of my failure.” I ask with full sadness in my eyes. With no other words. She agrees with a tight hug. I tighten my grip as if this will be our last.

Out of all people. With this big decision. I can trust her and her mate. I know she won’t judge me. Maybe pity but not judge. She understands that my love for Black Harvest and my mates are so big. I am willing to give it all up if it means better for them all. I rather be the only one to suffer. I can be alone in my pain. I’ll even transfer Luna Clara when I can. Black Harvest won’t have to deal with more threats and embarrassment because of me.

We continue the walk through. And soon both Alphas comes in panting with water bottles in their hands. They gladly eat all the snacks. The zeppole’s being the first to go. We spent the next hour going on about what’s expected of both Travis and I. And after a few rounds. I think I got my nerves calm down. I understood what I was gonna have to do when the Elder ask of me.

I stand up on the platform with my hand over a book. Reciting words Luna tells me to say.

“Okay. I think that’s it. Don’t you feel better dear?” Luna Belle ask me.

“I guess. I just expect more.” I winced.

Travis lays his hand over my back. “It will go by fast. And then we walk together as a pack. We got it all plan out. You’ll be perfect my Little Witch.” He kisses my lips. Wiping the last bit of concerns away.

“Do you guys really think I’ll make a difference once I take the oath? I mean would it make a difference because I’m different?”

Unison they all agree and nod. Dr. Sirona’s words with the labs results and studies she done, plays in my head. Everyone will feel a change because of me.

“You’ll do good. The serotonin pleasure you feel once its all done. It’s unforgettable.” Luna claps her hands as if she’s remembering her day.

“Okay so its big. And everyone is expecting a little bit of something from me.” I sigh lowly. Picking on the pressure.

“Great things are heard. Your pack is grateful to have a Luna such as yourself. And the abilities you will pass down from your vampire side. You and Travis will held not only the most feared and strongest pack in the state. Black Harvest will be a well known and untouchable pack to ever live.” Luna says.

“But.” Alpha Stan says as he walks up to us. A look of concern in his eyes. “That also means you will be targeted. A lot of people will try to destroy you for that. Maybe even take you for themselves. You must be careful. Very, very careful.”

A drop hits my belly. All my dark thoughts swim more. I was worry about my mate and people. But now I have to look out for myself just to keep them safe. I’m not use to that. I aways been the backbone for others.

“We got her. Until Moon Goddess herself calls upon us. We will do nothing but to keep her here in this real. Amaze that, not only can my mate protect herself and our pack in one. She has Malcolm and I. We will never let anyone take what’s ours.” He grace my fingers. Letting sparks run up and through my body. Trying to calm me down.

It helps little. As my worries are stronger than me. I grip hold of him, strongly never wanting to part.

“Why don’t we head for lunch. I’m sure you’re hungry. I have sorts of teas for you.” Luna Belle breaks the mood.

“Mh I can do some lunch. Can’t you Travis my boy?” Alpha nudge at Travis who’s agrees.

“Aren’t you animals full? You ate all the snacks.” Luna crosses her arms over her chest.

“Yes but we eat for two.” Alpha says.

“Oh.” Placing her hands over her hips. “Let me guess. That was Albus who ate the finger foods.”

“You know he enjoys your little sandwiches.” He claims back.

“Yes, yes. You feel like a giant and all.” She wags her hand.

As they continue to playfully argue. I excuse myself to the washroom. Needing space from this close space. I need to splash some water over my face.

Once I head out the doors. I speed walk to the restroom. Closing the door with my back. I take numerous of breaths. Reminding myself all the pros. But the cons drill through my hopes. Voices of betrayals flood my mind. I step over to the sink. Turning the faucet on. I splash some water and tap my cheeks.

Slowly I think of my one peace. The thought of running away to a forest of rainfalls. In a cozy fire before me. I lay cuddle up in the arms of my mate. Who smooth my hair as we watch movies in the dark. I would trace his body as I melt into his mold. Feeling nothing but free, love, and safety. Everything I never thought I’ll have.

The door busted open and closed in seconds. I turn quick as my mate’s eyes stare me down.

Damn it! I thought I hide my nerve good from our bond.

“I’m fine Travis. I’m okay now.”

He steps towards me. I turn back around to face the sink. Hoping to breathe out my last nerves from him.

He grips my arms to his. His warm hands enlightens me. Making me gasp for air.

“I know you’re fine. The thought of us soothes you.” He coos in my ear.

My head lifted up. Looking at him through the mirror. “How can yo..can you sense my thoughts too?” He nods. “I didn’t know we can do that.”

He rested his head over my shoulder. “I can sense everything. We are mark.” He grins. “So when you think dirty thoughts of me. When you dare touch yourself to crave of mine. I know. I know it all.”

My body heats of all kinds of mixtures. A small bit of me inside likes knowing this new thing. I can use this to my advantages with the boys.

“Allow me to wash all the badness away. With my touch.” His hand touch every inch of my curve. “With your scent I love.” Sniffing my hair. “With every kiss.” His lips trail down to my body. “I’ll be the drug you can not live without. As you are my oxygen and kryptonite. I live and die for you.”

All my walls break down. I lose all function. Allowing both my mates to take full control over my body.

Unbuttoning my pant. Kicking them to the wall. His hand reach down my panties, pulling them to the side. Running his hands up my back thighs. He kisses the cease that had me moaning. His touch pulls away from my folds.

He lays over me. A soft snarl release. “No one should hear. Bite your tongue baby.” I nod. “Stay as quite as a mouse.” I nod again in agreement.

He slap my ass lightly. Testing me. “Good girl. Now. I can do what I want. But we must be quick.”

“Then what are you waiting for.” I lean over the sink a bit. My bare ass touches him.

Squeezing my ass. He runs his tongue down my spine. An arch on edge. I hold back. Waiting for him. I feel the small pleasure drive from him. He rubs his c**k that’s coated in my juice that drips from my folds.

He helps me lean over the sink more. At my toes I am. I reach his height. Spreading my cheeks his desire rises through me. I push my ass back. He slaps it hard. The sound echos the bathrooms wall. I bite down on my lips to keep my moan at bay.

“You move when I tell you.”

I obey. In seconds he drives his thick hard c**k into me. My stomach press against the sink. At the same time my core tighten around him.

“Ah f**k. Elizabeth.” He moans. Thrusting hard and slow. He feels ever edge. My walls soaks his ride.

I hold on tight to the sink. Needing a release from the over simulation of my g-spot. He hits ever time. Small gasp breaks lease.

“You are so good. Your p***y does wonder for us.” He drives in me harder. Now faster and faster. You hear the wetness from our act.

I want to c*m but I know better to do so without his say. We are not at the right place for me to disobey my Alphas orders. We will get caught. We are guest. They expect us in the dining in a few.

“I know you want to baby. You need to?” He ask me. Still pumping in me.

“Yes. f**k yes.” I whisper.

His nails digs in my hips. My stomach hurts as the press of the sink hits more and more. The pleasure feeling over fill from the pain. I’m close. I wait for his call.

“When you’re fill with my seeds. You can c*m baby. Understand.” He tells me. And I nod as I hold on.

I fell him close as his c**k hardens more. His thrust quicken as my walls clench on to him each time. The mirror blurs my view. My soft gasp dare to make sounds from his grips over me. His claws dig in me. I want more but we are limited.

I soon feel the warmth filling of his seeds. My head drops. “Ah fuck.” My first breath. I c*m finally.

Slow and slower. He lowers himself and pumps until he can’t no more. His head rest on my back.

“We’re late.”

I giggle as I turn around. Throwing my arms around his neck. Kissing his delicious lips. “Hurry up then. You horny boys.” Flashing my lashes he kisses my lips once more before we clean up and dress.

We quickly head into the small dining room that’s made for just family and friends. I have hope we hid any evidence of what just happen.

I think we did.

As Luna Belle and Alpha Stan argue, whisper to themselves, he would try to touch her hand or leg and she would shove him away. Hearing us return she platter a smile.

We take our seats and Travis takes it up to himself to ask the question. “May I ask in full apology. What was Saturday Luna?”

Innerly I roll my eyes and slap his head for being so stupid right now. This was not the time to start things up. Luna Belle was clearly not in the mood.

Her shoulders relax. One look at us all. “Well. I must just say it since no one but Liv can dare to remember.” Sting. “Saturday was my birthday.”

The boys eyes widen up. Alpha took action to apologize but she refuses to accept. “No one cared. It was just my birthday. It was my 515th. That’s big for our kind.”

“Honey I’m sorry. My mind has been else where. You name it and I will do whatever to never make you feel forgotten again.” He goes for a kisses on the cheek. Luna does not move but embrace his love now.

Travis also apologies. Congratulating her now.

“Isn’t any birthday big. I mean we are immortals.” I say. I guess every birthday is big to still be alive. I did not know her age. She looks well. Really good.

“Yes baby. But you see. As for us. We are greatly hunted. Over times other than us killing ourself due to war or sickness. We’ve been hunted by many. It’s a big rare for a wolf to make it a little over 400. Very few live to 600. Almost no one does.” Travis explain.

“Plus we do not have the great gift to protect ourself like yourself dear. And certainly we do not have the power to switch realms. Not like Solon Tranquility you witches are granted once you make it to an millennium. You creatures are wise to have many homes.”

“Solon Tranquility?”

“Yes. Haven’t your mother told you. Wasn’t she close to a 1,000 years to say?” She asked me.

“Umm, I’m not sure. She never spoke of her age. But I have never heard of this Solon Tranquility. I grew up with little to no witches.” All I had was my book, Madam Grace and Connie.

“Well I don’t know much. Your aunt may. All I have heard is once a witch hits their millennium mark of age. They’re welcome to some kind of peaceful realm. There’s no war of any kind. Everyone just lives in harmony.”

I note to myself to ask Mable about it. It sounds questionable.

“That’s very. Very surprising.” Every ask why. Knowing us witches can do such things. “Well because we don’t live harmony. We’re just like any other kind. We kill our owns. Age no matter. We are very cruel kinds I shall say. In history we have coward away ourself or magic. We were near exile beings. Having kids became limited at times. We’ve never been the ones to go after for protective reasons. Not for say we don’t ever.” I tell them. Our history is a little all over the place. But we have grew I can say.

“We are hunted and mark for death since long. We don’t only praise our kind to live. Hide from the human’s to burn. We are hunted by one of your kind. Not just a wolf. But a Musk Wolf. We do not stand a chance of survival to them.”

Everyone then ask in detail of these Musk Wolves. Unknowing of this rare purple eyes hunter dog. Which I tell how axel these wolves are to witches. We are just glad that these creatures are very rare to come by. Yet still feared to almost any witch. Some will search for them and hire to look for witches on the run.

“There are just known of above 186 in the last 5,000 years. So far, none had been seen near.”

“Wow. I didn’t know of this.” Luna Belle says.

Travis brings my chair close to him. “Well. It’s good we know now. We can look out if we see one.”

“We must. As I say before. Some will come for you. Don’t rule out these wolves.” Alpha Stan says. Luna kicks her mate under the table. Claiming he ruined the day. But he was right. Very forwarded but right.

We go on to eat a small lunch. As we finish we get to the next line of business. The meeting.

“Alpha Stan? Is there anything you can tell us? What can we expect the Elders to question us about.” I ask him. Needing to prepare myself.

“I can not say much. I’m forbidden to.” Holding a wall up.

“I have try. But every time I ask him. Even for you dear. He won’t break the law.” She nudge me with a scowl at Alpha.

“I made an oath. I must stand by it.” He retreated.

“Should I be worry of any sorts? I know they don’t see well from my side. But the Elders. Do they seem to seek the worst. Do they want me to not take the title.” I ask him. Clenching my hand together under the table.

Travis reach over. Palming them in his. “We just want to know what’s to expected from them. Anything will help Elizabeth ease her mind. She worries the very worst.”

I huff. “How can I not. I don’t want to be a reason for you to lose anything because of me. My act of Luna Clara might of seem good. But what if I just caused a bigger problem. What if now they just want to throw me out, or us. I can’t live with that.”

“Relax baby. They’re stubborn more than you. They’re near picky yes. But do not worry.” He rubs my arms down. Nodding his head as he spoke. My chest lowers as I try to focus on his connection.

“Easy for you. 20% of this is on you. 40% is on our relationship. And the other 40% is just on myself. I barely had answers for the witches. They understood and all, but the wolves Elders won’t be like that.” I blurted.

Travis try to calm me down but my chest began to tighten. He whispers soothing words to me.

“For what I can say.” Alpha Stan started. “We did received news from your Elders. A transcript was turn in. And yes. The new of Luna Clara hit the fans.” He said in an low voice. His head tilt with and sight of sympathy. Telling me it wasn’t good. Making my belly tighten more.

“They might as well throw the book at me and set you on your way with a she wolf bride of their choosing.” I worry but may be for good.

“No baby.”

“Just remember one thing Luna Liv.” I lift my head from my palms. Holding my tears back. “They are testing you. Testing Travis, and the pack. Anyone close they will try to seek the worth of it all.” He admits to us.

Luna Belle reach for my arm. A small squeeze to bring my attention to her. “I have seen you take on so much already. Even the stories you have told us. At birth you were a warrior with no choice. Show them that. They’ll be lucky to accept you.”

“And if not?” I turn to my mate. “What if they loath me for what I am. Being a witch was one thing. A half vampire is sicken.”

“All the Elders can do in that way is exile you. But you are not a wolf nor sworn in the pack. By law there’s not much.” Travis words did little but his sweet kiss to my head helps me think they can’t just kick me out.

“But they will take action on Travis and the pack. They can go forth with anything. And if he disobey on strict orders. There’s consequences to be made. And by then no one can say what’s to happen. If difference.” Alpha Stan’s words made all of this more concerning.

My lips part a soft gasp only I can hear. With no words to be left unsaid. Travis just holds me until I can no longer deal with the thoughts.

Alpha Stand and Luna Belle tries to help. But little did anything anyone said helped at all. After a while I decided to just pray for the best outcome. And if the worst shall happen. I had already spoken to Luna Belle.

My belly burns to the thought that it may happen. I hate the idea of possibility of losing another person I love. Losing anyone more will be too much. I need to try to make do with the fact that I may have to leave.