Romance Is Boring

It's never that easy though, is it?

- I was in the neighborhood - Zero said casually when Jude opened the door. Technically, that wasn't a lie. He'd been sitting in his car outside the apartment, hoping that Jude would invite him up. That was in the neighborhood.

Jude smiled and put away his phone.

-Things are better when you share them with me, huh? - he repeated, half-teasing, half-serious. Zero- in an attempt to downplay what he said- struggled. 

See, the problem was: things were better when he shared them with Jude, but the sharing itself was a f*****g ward. Underrated, Jude grabbed him, yanking him inside the apartment and kissed him. It took some time before either of them remembered to breathe. When Jude took his hand and began to lead him towards the bedroom, Zero pulled him back.

-No. Right here. I want you to think of us having s*x every time you look at the door.

Jude gulped. Zero thought that it was hilariously easy to fluster Jude.  He also thought that a flustered Jude was hot as f**k.

- Are you up for that Jude? Would you enjoy that? - Zero asked, already advancing on Jude, who nodded. So eager, so hot. Zero wanted to throw in against the door, tear off his clothes, and have his way with him, but he didn't. He was going to take his time and see if he could be patient. Maybe he'd get Jude to beg for it. Gripping Jude's shoulders, Zero attacked Jude's neck with his mouth.

They moved backward at a leisurely pace with Zero alternatively licking and kissing Jude's neck. All Jude did was breathe, his breaths were a little shaky, a little rough, It was a total turn-on. When Jude's back it the door, Zero couldn't control himself anymore. He slid his knees and palmed Jude's erection through his pants. Gasping, Jude bumped his head against the door.

- The neighbors .. - he protested. Zero looked up at him and smirked.

- There'll probably be some award elevator rides in your future. -he promised, starting to undo Jude's belt. Jude watched him until Zero slipped his hand into Jude's boxers shorts. In response, he leaned his head against the door and closed his eyes. His lips were moving, he didn't make any sound though. He usually has silent in the beginning, but he always made up for it in the end.

- Hey ... - Jude breathed, suddenly.

- Yeah? - Zero muttered.

He was trying to concentrate fully on getting Jude naked, but Jude kept interrupting. Even worst his mind wouldn't shut. Jesus, his thoughts were annoying. What does this mean? How does that make me feel? Where is this going?

It was like being constantly psychoanalyzed and it was driving him insane. Why couldn't he just be in the moment? The moment happened to be pretty damn good. But no, he was so used to thinking about the next step and the step after that, he couldn't shut it down.

- Could you look at me for a second? - Jude asked. Reluctantly, Zero glanced up. What now?

- I'm .. - Jude started, hesitated and continue - I'm going to kill you if you stop to touching me. Don't stop.

Zero got the impression that this wasn't what Jude planned to say, but he pretends not to notice and chuckles. If they could just get to the s*x, without either of them saying or doing something to screw this up, that would be great, maybe s*x would even drown out his thoughts.

- You don't have to worry about that, when we are done here, I'm going to f**k you in the shower. And after that, of you can still stand, I'm going to make sure that you'll never be able to look at the fridge the same way again. We're going to make a lot of memories tonight. -  Zero boasted. 

His and immediately pointed out that it was pretty late already, so he was going to spend the night? Maybe. If he felt like it.