Destined love

Chapter 10

A lot has happened today and I am unsure if my mind can keep up any longer. firstly I was about to kill myself but survived and secondly I found my second chance mate even though I can't feel the bond but some connection is there, but yet he doesn't want me. I stood up feeling dizzy and overwhelmed an I just told him to leave me alone for a bit and just signed and left, I couldn't do anything but cry as I felt the pain of rejection resurfacing. I felt alone all over again. I was taken out of my thoughts by a small knock and a firm she-wolf came inside.

" Hello miss, Alpha Greyson has asked me to take you to your room" she said politely.

" Good afternoon ma' am ." I said as I get off the bed.

" Good afternoon miss, please follow me this way"

she said moving ahead of me.

My eyes took in the view before me and honestly,it was nothing short of a castle. It was the most beautiful house I had ever seen, not even our pack house came close to this piece of art work before me.

The scenery was so bright and lively that it was almost impossible to imagine that he actually lived here. I almost tripped at one point because I wasn't paying attention to where I was going, but luckily , I did not fall flat on my face. When the door opened and I was adhered ub, it felt surreal at the view.

" We have prepared a room for you on the third floor as instructed by the Alpha, but if it's not suitable for you we can have it changed in no time."

It was so massive that I was so sure my previous room would fit in it triple time. The room was decorated using peach and a touch of gold. There was a huge walk in closet on my right and another door that I had assumed it let to the bathroom.

"Are you satisfied with the room miss?"

asked the lady.

" Yes ma'am thank you so much."

" Please call me Laura, everyone calls me that "

"Thank you."

I responded politely.

" Please excuse me I will be back shortly with your meals."

She said before walking out of the room, as soon as she walked out I had the opportunity to walk around the room and admire everything in there.

Everything in the room screamed expensive and classy, the words I have not familiarise myself with. While I was looking around, I caught my reflection on the mirror and honestly I didn't fit in that room. Seeing myself in the mirror made me acknowledge that there was no way he would have asked them to prepare something as splendid as this for me. He wouldn't do something like this for a mate he didn't want. I thought about what he had said to me before he left , I can't believe it's what he wants me to be to him, I know that I was never wanted and loved it's just a wishful thinking and nothing else.

The thought immediately spoiled my mood and I found myself no longer excited to be here. I shouldn't be relaxed incase they come and tell me that it was a mistake and take me somewhere else, I moved toward the love seat and sit on the edge of the sofa waiting for Laura to come and take me away.

I have stayed in this room for hours and Laura came with a bag full of clothes and food to eat but I decided that I would not touch either of those things because I don't want the Alpha to be mad and also i

don't want to be here much longer.

I fell asleep on the sofa and was woken up by Laura when she quietly tapped me on my shoulder. I was a little startled at first to see Laura's worried face.

" Are you alright miss?"

Laura asked with her tone laced with concern.

" Yeah I'm alright, is everything ok.?"

" you have not eaten or taken a bath since you have arrived, don't you like anything.?"

At the mention of food my mouth was watery and yes I was very much hungry but I didn't want to be insulted, why was I being treated nice in the first place?. I know it would be impossible for the Alpha to accept me as his mate and that troubles me as I wondered why I wasn't taken to the slave quarters as I had previously thought.

" I'm alright, m jur not hungry." I lied

Laura just nods and retreat to the door not taking the things and food with her, after a while there was another knock on the door, before I could answer Mr big wolf was already in the room. our eyes connected as soon as he walked in. His glare was dominating and screamed power,so much that I couldn't keep up as I slowly shifted my gaze somewhere other than him. Just his presence made my body to react in the most weirdest way I had never felt with anyone else. My breathing pattern changed and my palms became sweaty, I even had the urge to wrap my arms around him. What the hell is happening to me.

I cant be having this kind of feelings especially without feeling the mate bond and he also wants nothing to do with me.

" I heard you are starving yourself."

his voice sent shivers down my spine. Damn Laura, she must have gone and tell on me. even though the urge to look at him was so strong I have resisted the desire as I kept my gaze to the floor.

" Are you going to say something"

I had a lot to say in my heart but I was afraid they would be rubbish when coming out of my mouth.

"Tell me what is it that you want so I can get it for you." he asked calmly this time.

" I want to leave this place."

I mumbled quietly but I know he has heard me because of his wolf hearing.

" What did you say?"

he questioned his voice laced with unexplainable anger.

" You want to leave me .?"

his legs have developed a mind of its own as he started walking towards me in slow but steady long strand.goosebumps beaded my skin as the heat from his body got closer to me. it was so overbearing,my heart was racing making me to be breathless. For me to be able to breathe again I had to take a few steps back. The more he moved closer the more I wanted to get away from him. He trapped me by the wall, leaving only our clothes as the barrier. He teased me on my neckline with his hot breath while slowly sniffing my scent. it lasted a while longer before I can feel his canine on my marking spot and I had thought he would actually mark me without my consent. immediately he was able to control himself as he backed away from me his eyes shifting showing that his wolf was near.

" I don't have time to baby sit a grown woman, who constantly wants to end her life, I will not let you do that in my packhouse, better eat that food or Steve it's actually your choice."

he said in a sudden nonchalant voice.

without waiting for me to reply he turned around and opened the door and within seconds he was out of the door.