A Thousand Wishes.

but also romantic

Is it worth understanding it yourself?

 I am a wandering lonely soul with melancholy enthusiasm, with a romantic but cold heart, with a sensitive but deep mind that is like the ocean -

 it's easy to immerse yourself in it, and even drown than to emerge and catch your breath. 

When do you want to feel something with reciprocity other than that piercing pain that reminds you of yourself, because it is better to feel pain than nothing? 

When you want to look at small details with reciprocation. 

When you wish to be the little detail like a cloudless sky, more than a leaf in the wind than a fruit flower, than clouds in the sky, than all those bright stars, than a full moon.

 Oh, I want to mean something more than the sky during the night, black like crow's feathers.

When the sun shines and when there is an eclipse. I want to be not only the flesh but also a soul for you. 

Admire me, my soul, my spirit, my energy which is not fleeting, for it is eternal than the body that will turn from soft and one body into wrinkled and rotting.