A Thousand Wishes.

always frustrated

Fluttering like bird wings

a whisper on the wind

petals trembling

the fear holds me still

but for shivering

the waves racing down my spine

new beginnings scare me

what if I fail

the fear clings

to me pulling me down

avenues shoving me towards the inevitable

frustration and fear

I cling to them like friends 

who know my secrets hearing words 

I think despite what I say 

they know the truth of what I hideaway

afraid to step forward failure plagues

all I wish the fear didn’t enfold an intrepid explorer, 

bold but here I am scared to the bones

So you can see it 

I am extremely frustrated

Terrified even

This feeling is a constant struggle

But I know at the end I'll feel a bit humble